think this is my favorite song by you. incredibly well done sir. 

Lyrics:

E
T
A

twenty minutes to your house
i lost track of the time again can this absence not fuckin count
i think i'm fucking delirious thinking my wings will sprout
it's stupid hilarious how they think i've never felt
i'll turn the twenty minute drive into ten
you think i care about my livelihood that's just my mind when heaviest
and
for fucking sure reality didn't make a dent
i'm sure my body will end up inside a ditch 
maybe somewhere something'll click

so i sit here writing
all my peeves and troubles
i don't want to leave this dirt pile 
in the middle of nowhere
at the moment really don't care
in a minute i still won't care
no i don't care still won't care

dirt nap (canyouseetheghost)

alr (prod. synergy)

dont wanna die anymore ft. sendflowrs (Wissery/lavendertxwn)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

SEASON (ft. MXB)

plats

FEEL THIS LIFE

think about it (feat. Luavy)

Wont Move (prod. sogimura)

It all started with a glance 
Thought I might just take a chance
There's no on the other hand 
I am with you to the end
~
I am scared of letting go
Seasons changing with the snow
I might melt into my room and see my vision slowed
I might crawl into my tomb and see the water flow again
again(x3)

Chance

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew



terrified
i can never hide
my minds sanitized
broken wide
open eyes
just to see my own demise
i wanna whip in a audi
i wanna house with my dudes
and a doggy
maybe a cat
maybe its that
my indecisiveness
holding me back

ive got a feeling my feelings are whack
but ill never know
im too scared to ask
what if its that
what if its that

what if its that
what if its that

what if its that

what if its 

my head is tearing apart at me
self sabotage is a part of me
this is the art in me
the is the feeling i get
whenever i think im depressed
whenever i think im the best
cause theres not a difference
that is my genuine inference
i am not special or different
i am not special or different
but that's no excuse to be average

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew

i miss the old you
do what we used to
i miss the old me
i dont know
i miss the old you
and what we used to
do when i used to
think i knew


used to think i knew

letting go

NICKISGONENOW

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