tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

Lyrics:

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twenty minutes to your house
i lost track of the time again can this absence not fuckin count
i think i'm fucking delirious thinking my wings will sprout
it's stupid hilarious how they think i've never felt
i'll turn the twenty minute drive into ten
you think i care about my livelihood that's just my mind when heaviest
and
for fucking sure reality didn't make a dent
i'm sure my body will end up inside a ditch 
maybe somewhere something'll click

so i sit here writing
all my peeves and troubles
i don't want to leave this dirt pile 
in the middle of nowhere
at the moment really don't care
in a minute i still won't care
no i don't care still won't care

dirt nap (canyouseetheghost)

alr (prod. synergy)

[+ sogimura]

1st @soulfadexo | 2nd @autumndropsdead | 3rd @emptychest | 4th @yoimn3ver | 5th @northshoremusic |

(soulfade)
Erase me, don’t bother calling my name
Deface me, leave me nothing but bones
I’ve found me, lost in the outer space
Don’t find me, leave me a fantasy

(autumndropsdead)
better than yesterday
left alone but it's okay
yeah i cannot flee forever
winter calls it says forget her
yeah hate going outside
sun's burning my eyes
they say it takes time
but i won't make it past
patches of grass
i never had
i never had
the strength to hold on 

(emptychest)
my heart is still lost in outer space
live it up like its yesterday
sorry for the inconvenience 
im somewhere out where venus is
i dare you to find me
there was one day i left my home
one day i left alone.
there was one day i learned to cope
one day ill never know

(teddyboi)
sometimes i wanna quit
i wanna live
but this the only way i cope
i like when im alone
but i hate when im alone
in the room, the truth is
its truthless
im ruthless
yeah yeah
tryna figure out another way to live
is just useless
im clueless, but i gotta keep moving
the truth is, im already dead
and the trauma replays in my head

(TNS)
Theirs nothing left for me to say 
I gave you everything and you just fade away
(Theirs nothing left for me to say)
Broken hearts and broken hands
Losing you is something I can’t have 
Sit back move on 
Sitting here is all I have
(Sitting here is all I have)

lost in outer space w/ The North Shore, autumndropsdead, emptychest, soulfade & teddyboi

SEASON (ft. MXB)

The Restest (chrxme,anh)

🎵 No Weapon (Trap Justice) A1

BROKEN RE-MIX / RE-MASTER (I WISH YOU THE BEST)

It all started with a glance 
Thought I might just take a chance
There's no on the other hand 
I am with you to the end
~
I am scared of letting go
Seasons changing with the snow
I might melt into my room and see my vision slowed
I might crawl into my tomb and see the water flow again
again(x3)

Chance

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/ripveins
produced by hazenova x jolst
drums by hazenova
guitar by: https://soundcloud.com/jolst

letting go

NICKISGONENOW