this will live in my heart forever thank you Nick🖤

Just Say You Don't Care

I Know Your Ways

Life Of Pain

you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

produced by hiraeth


and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying no im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you 
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss

prod sinxi
i played guitar and added a single kick drum
wheyyy

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

Tryna slice my hands
I feeling never enough
U won’t save me now
I left my shit in the mud
And it was all I had
U look at me in disgust
And it was not that bad
I had no reason to trust

I used to live to die
Ur by my side
You pull me out
I bleed inside
And its all my fault
But I don’t mind
And you should let me drown
Cause im not worth ur time

and there was nothing i had 
except a screen in my eyes
i had no reason to try
now i got somewhere to hide
i had no love in my hand
now i have some to reside
ive never been to this land
the grass is greener than mine

We where strangers 
Telling each other to wait
That’s why im scared
I don’t give you a reason to stay
And its so obvious
That Im so easily replaced
I look so stupid while im throwing my life down the drain

somewhere to hide [sinxi]

produced by justdan

completely non profit

lyrics:

I been knocking back a q in a week
Dart lit, walking thru the city late night with no sleep
Cold facts, I'm not sober so I'll never drive a jeep
I just took a break from posting but won't take no time to weep
I'm a go back to the start and take the time to get a hold of it
I took a year to learn before I even got to posting it
The numbers been surprising in the few months since I started this
But if u don't seek improvement then sorry son ur music's shit

Shh

I'm not fucking with the attitude
Half the scene be posting crap and hoping that they'll blow from it
U are not an artist u a hobby and it's obvious
Hit the algorithm so u always try n copy it
Copy this
Scar tissue cover up my wrist
I'm a mental patient with this music on my bucket list
People call it talent I just got tf to studying
I'd like to thank the trauma and all of the broken promises

Kill the lights they hurt my eyes
I stay inside but for tonight
I break my spine and take my life
So he grows wings and comes alive 

give a fuck if this offends u
U got bigger problems than someone who don't agree with u
I got bigger problems that someone that's in my rearview
Counting all my veins thats on my skin that's almost see thru
Heat proof
Burnt off all my nerves inside my hands like they got deep fried
I can't end my day unless I take the time to get high
I'm still caught up on some shit way back  like I'm on rewind
I ain't gonna speak on anything to do with those times
Lay down 50 hours in a week I'm making bank roll
I just killed a 13 hour shift n I smash the preroll
U don't get ahead the world gon fuck u, u gon deep-throat 
I'm meant to work in darkness why the fuck u giving me hope

Recently of late the general public just disgusts me
Go partake in drama I give permission to discuss me
Everybody fake with all the toxic positivity
It ain't about the music just about the popularity, fuck me
Truth will always rear its head, it's ugly
I am not that interested suckin off ur homies
if u got a problem with my speech well u should blow me
I'm just tryna let u know that u will never own me 

public service announcement (justdan)

@sendflowrs

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles 

and i’m sippin on that juice 
i can barely stand, 
baby tell me what’s the move
i need a lighter and a pen
when i’m chillin on my own i be feelin like the man 
but i can’t 
do that shit
not again
no i can’t

yeah were dripping in Gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bvitch 
i dont want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

permanent damage 
just like a tattoo
you took my heart
and you made it brand new 

i really care about
everything about you 
you are my love 
you are my savior 

if he wont smoke
i slice with a saber 
i swing it twice 
and once with a taper 

fuck with my shit 
i really do love you 
making this music 
is blessing and curse

my heads still fucked from all of the damage 
i need to cherish you 
i need to access myself and polish of the dull parts
forever falling into my demise 

yeah were dripping in gucci
just look at the halos 
were seeing starlight
im whipping in coupes
im sipping on faygos
were seeing starlight 
i dont want a bitch 
i don't want a main hoe
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 
make money fast 
like where did the day go? 

off white 
off white 
off white
gown
on my body
i’m jus flexin, fuck 
pussy keep on talkin
pull my 15 ima wet em up
i’m off like 40mg 
off the percs 
n i’m not gettin up 
might fly out 
go link veins
and smoke some stems 
but ima heavyweight 
so that shit don’t effect me 
runnin round with that 15 
put 15 in a Bentley 
got 8 in this faygo 
but 16 in the red sea 
might switch up don’t tempt me
might spin kick like jet li 
u a loser u ain’t got no poles

wet em up w/ sendflowrs (hero)

lyrics:
girl ill be right here drowning in my pain
hope you fucking feel it when you hear my name
yeah but whyd you have to go make me feel insane
all this fucking mental anguish all thats in my brain

i dont give a fuck you can blame me
ima push my luck with this codeine
hope im never waking up so i stay sleep
if you wanna keep me here gotta make me

frosted windows, give way to the light
of mornings so cold think ill curl up and die
ill go back to sleep cause i dont wanna fight
another day living this cycle of life

im never alright, im not coming home
ill stay out all night, puke blood on the floor
ill damage myself, and ill rot to the core
im breaking inside dont want to anymore

Make Me

make me

lyrics⬇️

you dont mean that 
you dont mean that

if you do then ill be be over in a minute now
you dont mean that
you dont mean that
Guess you left me with no option now i gotta shout
get out i dont wanna see you in my house
youre always under my skin make me go underground 
move south but thats aready where we said our vows

yea and then u broke em
ever since then i have been a grouch
i live in garbage every day so i dont make nobody proud
i promised that id make it but i never got up off the couch
im chillin where i lay because cuz i make the money speakin out my mouth
and u don’t understand how im only here cuz they allow

you dont mean that

i dont mean to make you think im really really bad
i had a couple awful issues but theyre in the past
i only said that part to link but i hope that we last
the last one was a robbery put my heart in a cast

i never ever thought that id get medals or a badge
while she pickin the pedals off the flower ima dash
if you dont wanna go there i wont ever come back
i been feeling like a mower i cant start without the gas

and i dont wanna be the owner of someone who only slacks
i could take you to my home or i could take you to the dance
but i dont wanna give more than that i just cant in advance 
you want my money in ur pockets oh im sorry theres no chance

out in downtown i be walkin i be stuntin wit these vans
u thought no prada on me but look at whats holdin up my pants
i got some bots around me around always steady following programs
if you dont look a lil harder u gon get lost in the sand
parents hate that im always sippin something out of the can
but they dont ever stop to think thats just the way that i am
and i dont go to parties get stressed out i dont know where to stand
and thats a part of me im always gonna need sum to relax

its an act
its an act but i dont wanna lie cant u understand that
Ima disconnect
ima log up off the net
too much problems in my chest
never ever get rest
but I need it so bad
if I wake up then I crash
yea everybody laugh
wait until like 2 or 3pm to get out bed
but I don’t feel no better 
always under weather
I don’t think a single thing will make me feel alright.

grouch (love matt x blocktane)

lyrics


leave his body out
and his head on the porch
commit suicide
inside suicide doors
split my head apart
on hardwood floors
rip my eyes out
dont see your shit anymore
i just take back
what i said to you
got a blade wrapped
in my hoodie too
im not playing but
shit believe what you want
think ur always right
but ur always wrong

call me whatever
call me whenever 
it wouldnt bother me
shit getting hard for me
losing it honestly 
if i disappear
will you look for me
will u give a shit
do u fw me

i tie my hands
i drown in you
i die tonight
i love you i 

leave his body out
and his head on the porch
commit suicide
inside suicide doors
split my head apart
on hardwood floors
rip my eyes out
dont see your shit anymore
i just take back
what i said to you
got a blade wrapped
in my hoodie too
im not playing but
shit believe what you want
think ur always right
but ur always wrong

Life Of Pain

NICKISGONENOW

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