[prod. weepings x spiteful]
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lyrics:

Fuck what you talking bout, said pick your head up listen.
Lost inside the forest, rain is pouring, moonlight glisten in the end
One more step my friend ...
Please don't give out, but your bones grinding; break and bend
Cold night with no light to spark the blend
Need me some medicine
Times now are different from back then we would just pretend
Everything's alright,
Vision going white,
Missing this tonight,
In the pines I write,
~
Then the light shine through I don't know what to do
I stare, at my own reflection as it ripples from the stone
I tear everything appart. watch my heart melt down
Knew it from the start, want no part of this town
They all fake, They all snakes
So I cope by hitting every note
fucked up on a monday
Sunday's further than the love she wrote

Shine-Through

this hell that i live in

HEAVEN (PROD. GXSTSHIP)

On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

Constant heartache, in my chest 
I got way too many problems, everything’s on fire
Made me cut the wire, heart torn apart
Always seeing faces when I’m in the dark 

On my own, you don’t want the smoke
I ain’t trust no one, everyone switching up
I was buried deep, now I’m walking dead
None this shit I see, making any sense ya ya

walking dead (prod. metlast x thislandis)

A collection of original songs by Ian Segal-Gould, also known as Ian Bean, Yan Mean, and Dead Birds

morning light

SPOTIFY

recovery (prod. notmorgn) out on spotify

midnight twenty <///3

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i be in a dark room
lying on the floor
crying out your name
everybody wanna be me
but forget about all my pain
yes i wanna die
crying out for the sun
i stay up too late
yes i wanna die
crying out for the sun
i stay up too late

in an old car
drive it fast yeah
dont give a fuck about the past yeah
where my fuckin friends from last year
buncha new faces in the room here
yeah i quit the coke and the pills
get high for the thrill
yeah she look me in the eyes 
and the pussy give me chills yeah
yeah i be dreamin bout that mill yeah
yeah i hit yo city
i might chill there
i know people dont like me
dont give a fuck if they like me
i be in the cut 
u should heal me
not many people know the real me
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-emo fruits aka yung i swear im dominican probably

midnight twenty (prod 4evr x scoff)

9tails - ready set go

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

thought that was frighting 
the rain and lightning
tread all alone 
meds in my dome they
take control of me
feel all alone man

I just need time to figure my shit out
kill off a problem another one sprouts
think of your face and I'm telling myself
all will be fine in the end for yourself man
fend for yourself man
unbury the lost plan

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

like what the fuck baby, I know I am crazy I know I've been slippin up
writing this out feeling wavy, I'm sorry you hate me but I really know you don't
anxiety in my mind again
baby you are so sublime, I'm in
denial that you really love me
sorry I'm a dummy, there's nothing I can prevent

nothing I can prevent
nothing I can prevent
back the fuck up and I write this shit clearly I know you that you hear me I know I ain't stumbling
done with the way that I lie to my psyche, my ego don't like me it's crumbling
fuck it can't travel this on my own
I think I need a warm hand to hold
baby I'll love you till I go cold
but I must go search for the antidote

[chorus]
soft face skinny waist, got my mind fucking trippin all over the place but
you are what I want theres no doubt about that shit yes girl I knew from the start might
pick another view, 
one without the monster lurking right behind of you might
pull the thread right through,
feeling so complete inside when I'm beside of you

Changes [prod. Ryini]

mixed and mastering : @arxanick / me
prod : @boyfifty
genius lyrics : https://genius.com/Arxanick-emotions-lyrics

lyrics:

i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
staying up all night, i think im gonna be alright yeah
im taking all these drugs , in the motherfucking benz truck
i think that i'll be fine if i took another pills yeah

i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
show no emotions, i think im gonna be alright yeah
you don't need a friend, boy you know that your the man , right
i ain't seen a light since you left me all alone woah woah

i don't wanna die 
guess im gonna be alright damn
can't find someone to talk 
so i took another pills yeah

don't let me drown
i don't wanna die alone yet
if i overdose
baby, would you pick me up , damn

cause' all my friends they think im fine
while im fighting with myself
and i've been blinded by the fact
that i'll never gonna be alright , damn

i always thought that you would love me darling
i never thought that you will leave
 
i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
staying up all night, i think im gonna be alright yeah
im taking all these drugs , in the motherfucking benz truck
i think that i'll be fine if i took another pills yeah

i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
show no emotions, i think im gonna be alright yeah
you don't need a friend, boy you know that your the man , right
i ain't seen a light since you left me all alone woah woah

writting all these songs
cause i've been trynna ease the pain yeah
staying up all nights
know i can't even close my fucking eyes damn

staying up all night , all day 
cause i can't even close my eyes
i've been feeling lonely 
there's no light i can't see my friend

welcome to the devil town
lonely all the time
I ain't seen a light of day 
since that i been lost

i can't see , i can't breathe
there's no light inside
maybe it's the time 
you wont see me again

i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
staying up all night, i think im gonna be alright yeah
im taking all these drugs , in the motherfucking benz truck
i think that i'll be fine if i took another pills yeah

i don't wanna die, even wanna be alive yeah
show no emotions, i think im gonna be alright yeah
you don't need a friend, boy you know that your the man , right
i ain't seen a light since you left me all alone woah woah

this hell that i live in

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