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PARANOIA

Lie All You Want (p. Bayro)

you should not talk (nb)

been in love with u since high school
thinking about going to see you
in the back of the bus listening to if this means a lot to you
did you know that did you know that?

been in love with you since high school
always been too scared to come see you
cause how does a kid like me compare to a queen like you

my heart would explode when you called me
now you’re the one on my home screen
did you tell your friends about me
(i told mine)

till the day we moved away
packed things up went our own ways
we fell in love then apart
what was this life we were dreaming of

highschool (prod. cxld blxxd)

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18 [Prod. NFN2020]

I wrote this song when I was in a really dark place. 

Rest in peace, Nick, I miss you, I'm sorry.

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its only me again (Prod. NICKISGONENOW)

THOUGHT I WAS GETTING BETTER, I PLUMMETED

nothing,nowhere. - never meant (american football cover)

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Til I Turn Blue In A Taxi

something a bit different
available on all platforms 💜

drool
leaking down his chin
dripping on my skin
while im waiting for you

fire
burning in his eyes
potent colors paint the sky
while im waiting for you

drool (prod. kurt stewart)

i wouldn't wanna miss this 
5/27

big thank u to these folks!!
blackwinterwells: https://soundcloud.com/blackwinterwells
caspr: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
saint tomorrow: https://soundcloud.com/user-182805726
mastered by frvr&alwys: https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys

[lyrics]
skele:
up late
it's all the same
i might pop a blue just to get me through the pain
it's hard to say 
im ok
when every night i have to lay awake
and am i doing better or am i getting really used to it?
i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference
laying on my floor just to ponder my existence
but i wouldn't wanna miss this

i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference 

blackwinterwells:
you know that etching we made is still on the sidewalk
breaking down come on baby where did it go wrong
i dont see no one else stuck here writing love songs
wish i had you to distract me from all my damn flaws 

i just need a break from this i need time to heal
twisting evil alchemy to break down my shield
and now you know you've hurt me so you have no excuse
im leaving now for certain, time's up, you lose

and everytime i feel like my hearts about to break
you just pull me right back in, even though your love is fake
im so tired, of hurting over
people who dont like me

but still everytime you smile i think everythings okay
like im walking on thin air, and forgetting all the pain
and i miss you, for some reason
after all the times you hurt me

skele:
i've been thinking about those nights in my bedroom
i've been missing your tattoo
kiss my neck like a taboo
you're always down in a bad mood
always sucked thinking back too 
i really thought that i had you
didn't think you would fall through

i get so fucked i can't even tell the difference

i wouldn't wanna miss this

taboo (w/ blackwinterwells) (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

song for keira and connor's gma

yung quiet
https://soundcloud.com/yungxquiet

ty for mixing
https://soundcloud.com/foreignhype

JP
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvXohRUMdAJmLXXiVlLKDRw

art
https://favim.com/image/1631651/

burden feat. yung quiet (Prod. JP)

Mix and Master by Brody Mckeegan
Art by @thatohorra
Cover by Auras
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L Y R I C S
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(it goes something like)
Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin

I haven't felt happy in a long time
(I dont even remember what it feels like)
I only get manic and its not fine
(I only get manic and its not fine)
they say the shit runs in my bloodlines
(they say the shit runs in my bloodlines, baby)
or maybe its something from a past life
(I just really hope that some of you relate to me)

(it goes something like)
Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin
[James Colt]
Whoa
what am I doin?
no clue, but I gotta keep movin'
whoa
imma keep goin
through this life and through all of these emotions
lost in your eyes and im caught inside your trap
caught inside the tide and theres no turning back
try to ride my wave I bet that you'd just collapse
and thats facts

Whoa
imma keep on surfin'
I don't wanna get lost in the current
trouble from the past keeps returnin'
like a double sided candle I got two ends burnin

W A V E L E N G T H  ft. James Colt  [Prod. Dj Khaled's Son]

Stuck Inside My Head

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lyrics: 
ive been waiting on the end
i patched my wounds as they bled
all these thoughts inside my head 
bleeding out 
im playing dead
never again 
never again
never again

(x2)

Til I Turn Blue In A Taxi

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