55depths

<3 shouts out dialt0ne and 55 depths <3
love you sm, appreciate anyone listening 
to me vent

lyrics:
The doctor said im fucked up
And these tests aren't doing anything 
Worst then in my head
Cause this medicine isnt saving me
It's tough love
I've been waiting for it anyday
Death is gonna call 
and say
It's time for me to run away 
Im stuck up
With every needle inside of every vein
Don't trust much
Don't you have enough blood?
I just feel so fucked up
They don't care about me anyway
Sometimes i just think
That they wish they could go and bury me

Bury me
All my lymph nodes been swollen for atleast 15 weeks 
I can barely 
Afford all the tests that I need as I battle with this disease

Prick me full of needles like the sap from the tree
Use my blood like its a payment I know nothing is free
I hate this 
They don't care about me 
If you cant change this
What's even the point of your degreee

Deep thoughts,  it's exchausting
Like should I save some money for a coffin?
Pay the restock cost of my problems 
I keep asking why (y) like im austyn
I don't have the strength no more
Approaching it with caution
I don't wanna wait no more
I'm running out of options 
My bodys full of these toxins
Both my wallet and my souls what it's costing

The doctor said im  fucked up
And these tests aren't doing anything 
Worst then in my head
Cause this medicine isnt saving me
It's tough love
I've been waiting for it anyday
Death is gonna come and say
It's time for me to run away 
Im stuck up
With every needle inside of every vein
Don't trust much
Don't you have enough blood?
I just feel so fucked up
They don't care about me anyway
Sometimes i just think
That they wish they could go and bury me

undiagnosed (p3tro w/ northeast lights on guitar)

cattles2cadillacs (kayohbeats x joe leytrick)

love you both so much!! <3 :3 this song really means alot to me. 

lyrics:
(p3tro)
human life can feel so baseless,
the human body is a spaceship,
i swear to god its just a matrix,
i think i got the mind to break this

its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

(tiger)
once i'm third person bound
getting too into it
detaching the ligaments from my limbs
as if I don't exist 
Overloaded unethical thoughts to urself
d-digging in
If there's nobody else 
to stop ur spin

keep it up
why u down
not another frown cus
thats so silly uh
Really, aw
My friends major tripping out

im not biased, I can feel it
talk it out and then lets leave it
i just try to help u see it
u should trust my gut believe it

i get ur stuck, gonna go ghost
i cant ignore it and leave u alone
hearing it wrong, said we should talk
why dont we sit down 
cus its official, my life almost had no light like
i could owe it all to convos staying up all night
just chilling, vibing
love u bruh

(p3tro)
its all about perspective,
life can't bring you down unless you let it,
hearts under attack but the damage is in-effective,
your worth so much more, just don't forget it,
I think that's the point of a collective

don't forget yourself,
I know that your hurting and your stuck,
I just hope this helps,
I hope that you know that your enough,
every single person is worth it to love,
pushing past the voice in your head is so tough

not just you - cause its all of us,
i hear the voices they're calling us,
your more than you know, 
and more than you thought,
I hope your not lost but its all of us

perspective w/ tigerstar (1fern)

acrophobia w/ DZO DIGITAL (Unreleased)

prod. @01kon @rans0m 
cover art by @blxckmxxnghxst

lyrics:

u dont gotta say shit i already know what u gon say bitch
brace for impact im finna crash the space ship
make sure you do what you gon do and follow through 
i dont wanna have do this again with another you

so im chasing this high i cant ever feel again
im laying on the floor just starting at the ceiling then
i see a light shine thru my window 
thought it was you you think im psycho 
its no wonder i stay indoors i see your face everywhere i go

give me one more chance to prove myself
give me one more chance you know i mean well

another you (prod. rans0m + 01kon)

thanks so much for the guitar patrick your amazing <3 :) https://soundcloud.com/pat00000

lyrics:
pressure,
tension,

art is my bodies extension,
conquer my mind and divide my attention, 
skirting the line of neglect and obsession,

stressor,
lesson,

boredoms a human invention,
I know we usually aren't used to  connection, 
magic is language imbued with intention,

I believe in you,
and I see myself in your eyes,
so that's how I know ill be fine,
and every time that,

i think about you,
i realize that's why I'm alive,
my family's saving my life,
and i know

human invention (prod p3tro + patrick o'neill)

go follow kryst3n ! :3 https://soundcloud.com/kryst3n

countless thoughts w/ kryst3n (p3tro)

shout out kitz and the clones ! <3 :) and of course dante red. surprise drop w/ 47negus! love you brother

seeing red w/ 47negus (prod. gayshop + moonshop)

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

so glad this one finally came out! <3 love ya'll. big moves :)

stress test w/ DZO DIGITAL + Dylan Lotus (prod. RVRHIV)

@dthxrgt

remake of "brb crying" i did for fun.

lyrics:
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

run it up, cash a check
now i'm on the run
don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
remember when you said i'd be the only one?
now i'm all alone
no, it's never fun

don't tell me that you hate me
no, that's never fun
now i'm all alone and
no, it's never fun

givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun
givin' up
losing sleep
you were the only one
i really guess the fun has only just begun

don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away
don't say i never had it in the first place
i want it all
new crib, couple tour dates
whole team get a bag
money blow away
think i lost myself
imma fade away

brb (still) crying [2023 remake]

vocals by @etaiso + @12113215am-835295438 + @1anesthesia

prod by @augury

darkside sorcery - etai s0 + 12113215am + anesthesia (augury)

Don't Wanna Talk

mel by dead at 18
rip peep rip axo 

lyrics:

look me in the eyes
said im gonna die my way
and this time im getting closer to the right day
stare into the fireplace 
it burns brightly
why's it on in summer t t time heat

its painful 
got my pants around my ankles
walking out the door
give a fuck about the neighbors
im getting paper
show me a band rn
oh you cant save for shit
still getting paid sir

quit my job after the first shift
but im still getting paper 
im still getting paid sir

~

oh i ain't in the mood
but i know some goons who's down to shoot
play you like a fool
hit em in his head 
smack em w the tool
rob him for his bread 
rob him for his shoes
sever off his legs 
he cant fucking move
now im counting these stolen blues 
i turn my pain into views

papercuts saga

@55depths
@weasoneofficial
@dialt0ne
finally learned to love myself the way i do others :3 <3

@somethingpark

human invention (prod p3tro + patrick o'neill)

p3tro

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