i know every hardship is a lesson, every tragedy a chance to learn <3 so lucky to have you looking over me. I love you so much kp

lyrics:
(intro)
Wasn't it ironic when you found out?
Your one of the things inside my head that helps me drown out,
All the bad sounds -
That are getting even louder now,
What if we could use them as a compound?

Blow it all down, let it go like a gas leak,
Leave this whole town, I would go if you asked me,
Can't keep letting time run past me,
Been a whole different person this last week,

(Chorus)
See me climbing  and then you  wonder why i'm not around,
Don't deserve my highest -
Couldn't handle when i'm falling down,
Wish i could show you all the peace i found,
Funny things you didn't think i'd land on solid ground,


Never let another persons thoughts control me,
You know what I want? 
Guess you must not know me,
Emptying my home,
But i'm still not lonely,
surrounded by the people that i love and show me,   

(Verse)
Love you from a distance,
Death makes you change,
Re-arrange, How you listen,
I'll never be the same,
Atleast i found a mission,
All i wanna do is be more like kristen

and less like -

The people in my life, 
Who told me im not good enough,
You were never right,
Swear their only focused on blocking my light,
When the truth is -  
I was always focused on the flight,
And improvement 

The broken are often in need of a sling,
Be weary of people who cut off your wings, 
The farther you fall then the more that it brings -
A chance to go heal is a beautiful thing

(Chorus)
See me climbing  and then you  wonder why i'm not around,
Don't deserve my highest -
Couldn't handle when i'm falling down,
Wish i could show you all the peace i found,
Funny things you didnt think i'd land on solid ground,


Never let another persons thoughts control me,
You know what I want? 
Guess you must not know me,
Emptying my home,
But i'm still not lonely,
surrounded by the people that i love and show me,

this last week (p3tro)

family is the most important thing in the world <3

lyrics:
i know parents who never got close to their children,
got to caught in distraction - 
i know children who lost out on both of their parents,
fore' they even could ask them,
what it means to be loved or show love to a human -
or the thought of compassion,
so be grateful for every moment you have, 
it might be your last interaction
 
  
Chorus:
Dear Mom, 
I just wanted to remind you,
Your why, I put soul into everything that I do,
Couldn't always make it out exactly how we tried to,
but all i ever wanted was to end up just like you <3

You made me the human I am and i'm proud,
I love you so much, that ill scream it out loud,
Put your heart on the water before I could drown,
You watered my flowers whenever theirs clouds,
 
(verse)
Put the wind in my sail, 
and the breath in my lungs
Told me id never fail,
i'm so glad i'm your son <3

helped me learn on my own
even when i was young
and you loved reece the same,
how we made We As One


All the concepts you taught me,
worth more then the food on the table that you bought me,
when we were so broke we could barely do laundry,
and you still made time to go show me you want me,

If your just a person whos hearing this song,
go talk to your mother or daughter or son,
or brother or sister or dad for their gone,
its never to late to turn back what was wrong,

I know that hard, i know that it's stressful,
weight on your chest and the pain in your mental,
loving the ones in your life is essential,
time is so short on this earth as a vessel,

Chorus:
Dear Mom, 
I just wanted to remind you,
Your why, I put soul into everything that I do,
Couldn't always make it out exactly how we tried to,
but all i ever wanted was to end up just like you <3

You made me the human I am and im proud,
I love you so much, that ill scream it out loud,
Put your heart on the water before I could drown
You watered my flowers whenever there's clouds,

Dear Mom (p3tro)

First song off the new project "Our Feeble Attempt (at the Inevitable Realization)" <3
lyrics:
i just wanna smile.
i know that hurts but it can only last a while,
with everything we go through, life is like a trial,
i just feel so blessed that i've been learning since a child,

to be thankful when i'm sad  -
just because they hurt you, doesn't make a person bad,
learn to let it go cause you deserve it to detach,
people are just pieces and not everyone can match,
never turning back, but the pain can never last

couldn't touch me, you were lucky to get let through
back up, get the fuck up out my bedroom -
life is really short, if were alive then we'll be dead soon
they always try to turn me down, like i'm headroom,

if you don't miss me then i'm guessing it's just tough luck,
bet that it's more easy to get fucked up -
hard to fall in love when you don't give yourself enough love,
poured my heart out like a dump truck

to many people steady lying, they won't fess up
live their life on autopilot like a tesla
won't even admit it to their self, cause its less rough
doing it right now - i'm not next up

please don't call my phone back
why'd i let you hold that?
"i gave you my heart" -
and your the only one i told that!
finally fucking healing,
i'm the only one who knows that,
a plant is always stronger when it finally gets to grow back

"like I don't know what their doing, they're running away and stuff , im just trying to say that you matter man, or girl - whoever you are you matter to someone, just keep that in mind, don't forget that."

song notes:  Deciduous in botany means to lose leaves or branches seasonally, or during specific periods of a plants life in order to conserve energy and survive in harsh conditions. It has a similar meaning in Animals who shed antlers, baby teeth, or their skin, to grow again a-new. Regenesis means to be reborn a new, a new birth and a renewal. Spiritually, Deciduous growth is different then Regenesis because instead of starting over completely, you are shedding parts of yourself that are hindering your growth,  getting ready to endure a hard season, and coming out a stronger version of yourself because of it <3

Deciduous vs. Regenesis (prod. p3tro)

sometimes you gotta run away from home to find yourself ❤️😚
lyrics:
how long till you notice that I’m gone now?
thought I’m coming back home, you were wrong now!
I wouldn’t go, like a lockdown, 
pushing me away when you talk down 

I feel bad for every single person coming after me, 
faking there’s no feelings in your heart must be a tragedy,
“I don’t even know him” - like no actually! 
funny how your words will manifest into reality,

I’ma do it all - ain’t no stopping me,
you can watch me ball, do it properly,
only thing I ever want from anyone is honesty,
crazy how your lying to yourself when you talk to me, 

everyone we have in our life is just priceless,
before my sister passed i was never even like this, 
hardest six months of my life as I write this, 
ill never give up on the mission my life is,

no matter what you think of this world it’s still worth it, 
no such thing as a person who’s perfect,
so much more then we see on the surface,
every single soul on this earth has a purpose,

your worth so much more - I can promise!
your worth so much more - I can promise! <3

how long till you notice that I’m gone now?
thought I’m coming back home, you were wrong now!
I wouldn’t go, like a lockdown, 
pushing me away when you talk down 

I feel bad for every single person coming after me, 
faking there’s no feelings in your heart must be a tragedy,
“I don’t even know him” - like no actually! 
funny how your words will manifest into reality,

hindsight 👀 (p3tro)

this song is really special to me and its all about how we form the world around us, interpret it through our inner kid and project that out again <3 
be nice to people 

lyrics:
You can never know that, 
You can never know
I can never go back,
I can never go

All the problems that I thought were just a misconception, 
Keep running in a circle in the wrong direction,
How much does it hurt before we learn a lesson?
I know I’m a human cause of imperfection 

I know I’m a human cause I’m often - 
Running every thought inside my head it’s so exhausting,
I remember p3tro as a kid, almost lost him,
Never thought that caring bout myself was an option,

Every single person you meet is connected,
Every single thing you’ve ever seens a perspective,
Every single cell inside your body’s effected,
Life is just a movie bout yourself you directed,

Everyday you manifest the world that you’ve been living in,
Everything you see is a reflection of your inner kid, Mixed with a projection that you learn as you get bigger -
That’s why caring bout yourself and someone else is just a synonym 

I don’t wanna flex but I’m nothing like him _
All that I was was still innocent,
Promise I’d never judge someone again,
Spent my whole life in belittlement

Spent my whole life getting talked down, walked on,
Never thought I’d ever be enough for a love song,
Used to tell myself I’d die alone - I was dead wrong,
 I just hold my hand inside your palm till the thoughts gone

And even when it comes back, 
Pin your picture on my wall with a thumbtack, always keep your ashes in car or my backpack,
I know your in heaven with my music on your playback

I know I’m a human cause I’m often - 
Running every thought inside my head it’s so exhausting,
I remember p3tro as a kid, almost lost him,
Never thought that caring bout myself was an option,

Every single person you meet is connected,
Every single thing you’ve ever seens a perspective,
Every single cell inside your body’s effected,
Life is just a movie bout yourself you directed,

inner kid (p3tro)

ft. @dotwin23
prod. @dzodigital + @nickp3tro 

lyrics:

this chess not checkers
knight versus pawn
stars on my belt 
and they shine like the sun

we writing history
channel all my chi 
and then i focus all my energy
bitch im on tv
they call me chumlee 
ill cop anything
they call me chumlee
ill cop errything

and i drip so hard 
need some bounty
people love to talk 
but only wanna talk badly

keep that shit from round me
don't know what im smoking
but im boutta keep it cloudy

boutta get a little rowdy
drove right through the front door 
of a Denny's in a audi

weed smoke reeking loudly
walk up in the store
im tryna try on some new ralphy

yuh yuh yuh yuh
polo on my outfit
feel like 2013 sosa 
got the crowd lit

yuh yuh yuh yuh 
dolo at the function
only mothafucka in this bitch 
that got the gumption

say it to my face 
i know u love to make assumptions 
what you gonna do when i erupt then?

i know that he pussy 
he wont do nun
if i wanted to 
id make his girlfriend my new woman

yea and u bitches talk about it 

i been tryna carry all the weight u know i found it 

done with fakers think ill do without it 
ur a hater and no one lets u doubt it

find me in the streets and then we dancing at the function 

say u got them racks but all i hear is bluffing 

working all the week but you always catch me inta something 
i’ll turn ur lights off say it like it’s notihing 

yea and we risk and it’s gettn hotter
see u standing down there 
i’m climbing up the tower 
yea and i’m sweet u bitches sour
why u tryna clash when u running on low power

this chess not checkers
knight versus pawn
stars on my belt 
and they shine like the sun

we writing history
channel all my chi 
and then i focus all my energy
bitch im on tv
they call me chumlee 
ill cop anything
they call me chumlee
ill cop errything

chumlee !!

@6urbstomp // @ketamineboyz
RiP @axo219 ✰

@55depths
@weasoneofficial
@dialt0ne
finally learned to love myself the way i do others :3 <3

@somethingpark

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