@ip0d i will never escape the porter vibes

i aspire to someday be able to write lyrics the way you do tbh. So underrated

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since i met you
i been tripping over thoughts 
in my head
replaying memories in my bed
aggressive or pacifist 
im getting the hang of it
trading an arm for a leg 

you're my
angel heaven sent
dressed in robes of violet
wait i got the wrong message
guess i misinterpreted 
still i need your helping hand
to navigate the foreign land
and the cognitive dissonance
at least ill die here with my friends 

cause winter semester
has got me hopin for better
cause i say shit without thinkin
it's got me stayin up drinkin
if i could undo bad timing 
then maybe you'd still be trying 
we'd never say hello again 
because i'd never leave your side

since i met you
i been seeing green in crimson places
i been waxing poetic in silence
(i know) you don't listen to my songs
just dial tones
leave my efforts on read

'cause every part of me believes if i keep the feats
for attention, then you'll mention adoration
maybe in a future conversation 
and maybe ill see you on vacation 

but not in real life, on your story
i was about to reach out 
but im fucking boring
never made it out of this stupid city
never took a chance cuz it seemed too risky

and i don’t give a fuck if you think im clingy 
if you never want to tell me when you're feeling shitty
i accidentally strike a nerve
you assume the worst, you ignore my words 
i say sorry first

you know i ain't tryna be irritating 
it's just i haven't seen you since graduation 
our summer in the blink of an eye
an ebb in the tide 
and we're back living our separate lives

and only for a moment will we ever see
a glimpse of each other's eternity 
you gave me a story to keep in my pocket
tucked under your sleeve, my heart in a locket

and two in the morning it aches to be free 
of the best and the worst of our memories 
sublimate the pain in a melody 
and i sincerely hope you’re happy 

cause you were lonely, a lost soul too relatable 
by now i keep you safe unconditional 
but would it kill you to call? not even once in the fall
guess that's what i get for wanting anything at all

i know you're busy with all your shit in college 
new friends, no time for old connections 
and all the dozen other reasons that you tell yourself 
catch you never i guess i'll see you in hell

romantic rejection
just gives me visceral reactions
whenever i see it happen
to too many of my friends 
cuz it reminds me of us and
everything that we weren't 
we'll never say hello again 
cause you're no longer by my side, yeah 

i had a dream 
forgot who you were 
couldn't pick out your face 
in a sea of strangers 
and when i woke up 
i wish it was true
but i still know your name 
even if i dont know you

oh, just look at this mess
if it's not your fault then why am i in pieces
oh, your voice overhead 
don't even got courtesy, you leave me for dead

winter semester
has got me hopin for better
cause i say shit without thinkin
it's got me stayin up drinkin
if i could undo bad timing 
then maybe you'd still be trying 
we'd never say hello again 
because we'd never say goodbye 

romantic rejection
just gives me visceral reactions
whenever i see it happen
you catch me cryin like a bitch 
cuz it reminds me of us and
of the fact that we couldn't 
put aside our differences 
now you're no longer by my side, no

take me far away from the sovereignty of your throne
i'm better off when i don't put your love on a pedestal
and though it never feels like i'll get it right 
i don't need your voice to tell the stories i'll write

winter semester

winter semester (+music vid below)

If you exist, so does your very own antithesis

Art by Michael Dziedzic: https://unsplash.com/photos/ir5gC4hlqT0

Void Edge

Video

she was born on a spring day
'cause here the sun doesn't shine till the middle of july 
won't see her until may 
i don't wanna see her change 

a blemish made on a perfect scene
heart in spades, and cardinal sins
scarlet stains on our memories 
forget that the seasons change

she said, "you can't go home, you can't stay here" 
desperately tryna relive these years
she was a constant reminder
that nothing can last forever

yesterday was her birthday 
a heart of fool's gold, i've been reluctant to give away
the hand that you dealt
the hand that i held back then

i think that i made a mistake
got up and left and gone without a trace
on a temperate spring day
maybe we'll meet again someday

quarter to eleventh hour
‘cause winter skies mean april showers 
but i still mistake the weeds for flowers 
in your decaying abandoned garden

can't go home, you can't stay here
desperately tryna relive these years
she was a constant reminder
that nothing can last forever

can't go home, and can't stay here
bargain with the devil to ease your fears
your friendships fade, you move away
just forget that the seasons change

and in september i got it
the same spark - it's time to depart
but i can't help but stay guarded
'cause i don't want everything to change 

can't go home, you can't stay here
desperately tryna relive these years
she was a constant reminder
that nothing can last forever

can't go home, and can't stay here
bargain with the devil to ease your fears
your friendships fade, you move away
just forget that the seasons change

can't go home, you can't stay here
watching all your cherished ones disappear 
she was the cruelest mistress
with all of her gifts and curses

can't go home, and can't stay here
universe is moving too fast to care
she was born on a spring day 
i've forgotten her name

spring day (ft. Aston)

edit: if this gets a 100 likes i put out the next track early 😈

this could be heaven - this could be the dream that i've had countless times 
where we had a home 
had a rooftop with a better view of the skyline

but i wake up, still aching for the quiet after storms 
when we're secure - when we're free from the dice 
and set into stone until the day i'm out of time

we've got forever
to find our peace together 
when the clouds part, our journey will start 
into the sunset, into the amber

and though the odds aren't in our favor 
and they say feelings tend to waver 
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into the resin, into the amber

when these younger days become the yesteryears 
hung in golden frames along the corridors
as our ash escapes into the stratosphere
this is what i want; nothing less and nothing more

i'm sure we've got forever
to find our peace together 
when the clouds part, our journey will start 
into the sunset, into the amber

and though the odds aren't in our favor 
and they say feelings tend to waver 
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into the resin, into the amber

through the coming years of waking up 
to the replica of you - smiling through the other side of my obsolete device

the light that keeps me sleep deprived 
the sound of clicks on glass 
i will never let go of you again

and as the last tree goes up in flames
as the last lake evaporates
as the last star fades into the night
i'll leave it at that - the promise is implied

the time we have together
i know it's not forever
but we'll meet again when we're beyond the horizon 
over the sunset, and into what's after

and now your voice a different timbre
and my bones a little weaker
ready when you are, cause we've made it this far
into forever, into the amber

darling, you don’t have to be afraid
i’ve waited my whole life for you, after all

us against the universe

amber

the jolly flying man

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technicolor reverie, acrylic-laden dreams
retrospective pondering at four in the morning

recording all she sees to battle entropy
from the ether, he laughs at the irony

perfect symmetry in who we used to be
the past life of a stranger that could not mean more to me

she kept every secret in the hairs of her brushes
as the watercolor leeches into the fibers of the canvas

she won’t explain the reason why the image is imprisoned
holding on so tightly to what has to be forgotten

she stands, and she makes her declaration 
to a world so silent, she yearns for an answer

and as the spirits come and go, she’s left without an anchor
her violet teardrops dot the stems of flowers - the painter

she wrote a desperate message
and she promptly painted over it
but the blemishes from bleeding ink will surely leave some evidence

“if anyone is reading this, my failures were an accident.”
as every awkward brushstroke would begin to serve a testament

living proof of visions locked away by passing time
sunshine of the summer slowly limiting supply
present moments sink into the haze of blanking minds
despite the ineluctable, she’ll try

she painted every instant from her start until the finish
but a bottle still left open spilled onto every frame

so she feigned some inspiration, and with some concentration
those memories recovered - still, it wasn’t the same

the painter

pf solo (beastars piano cover)

Hi! it's me, again, with my second ID reel. In the 23th of December 2019 I made my first song, which is a little under three years ago. It still hasn't fully entered my head I've been doing this for three years already. I happen to listen to my own music every once in a while, and it's something I really enjoy since it was made by me, for me. Time went by, another year is in the closing stages, and I can't wait to see what the future holds for all of us (hopefully great things for me and the 2 people reading this haha).
To celebrate the year, here's my 2022 ID reel; It contains my favourite unreleased stuff from late 2021 through 2022. I hope it brings some happiness to everyone who hears it. Here's for an amazing end of the year, happy holidays and happy new year for all of you!
Thank you for everything <3
- Akira

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Tracklist:
00:00 - All My Dreams VIP
01:11 - Blossom
01:38 - Hirameki
02:57 - Vex
03:24 - At The End VIP
04:08 - Sight
05:14 - Sight 2
05:47 - Dazzle
06:31 - Sugarpop
07:06 - Léa
08:19 - Sight 3
09:27 - Reverie
09:56 - Newroads
11:26 - Tourmaline
12:27 - Salette
14:49 - Providence
16:22 - Your Voice
17:14 - Flower Fields

2022

is it real, is it fake?
is it all just by mistake
she believed long ago
that she would find it

i’m a wreck, and she’s a mess
but when i’m with her all the rest
fades away, dissipates
into the gray

think before i take a step
i’m afraid what’s coming next
do i move, would i regret
yesterday

she played a song 
it sounded good
was from her mom's piano book
all along
misunderstood
at a glance 
was all it took

she was mine 
i was hers
by the ivories we stood 
and poured our hearts out
what do i do now? 

i grew up
a house of five 
she grew up an only child
quiet place
grown up faces everywhere

we don’t believe in fairy tales
pretty sure we know what’s real
haven’t seen it for ourselves
it’s a truth she knows too well

not a damsel in distress
not a prince who needs his character development, oh

i played a song
from the heart
on my brother's old guitar 
out of tune
how to start
when i know we’ll drift apart

separate
never stays
something getting in the way
still, i poured my heart out
so, what do i do now

bridge
you could be the poet if you let me be your muse
know it’s probably stupid, but what do i have to lose?
so pick a sheet of paper and your favorite color pen
and we'll write our story 
again

harmonize here
she played a song 
it sounded good
was from her mom's piano book
i was wrong
maybe we could
if a glance 
was all it took

not the girl of my dreams
i'm probably not the boy she needs 
all i know is
it was real to me

pianobook ~ it was real to me

im pretty sure this joke has been made before

Happy & You Know It But You Have Krisp Noise Suppression On

contact:  nickwuhmusic@gmail.com
extras acc https://soundcloud.com/colourant
singer, producer, and some other stuff too

>insert some pretentious phrasing here<

discord is nickwuh#1025

spring day (ft. Aston)

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