https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Lyrics

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Chilling outside a friend's house in the rain
Graffiti walls always stained with my name
In the overgrowth under the train tracks 
Were running from grey skies that blemish the pain

Circulation is running low all in my brain
Can't tell what's left from right as my vision fades
Waking up in a new place new face
Don't recognize a fucking thing I think the drugs ruptured my veins

Cus im running down Bradbury street
I thought if I kept running maybe the fog would clear and I would be fine
Cus you see depression doesn't work that way we numb the pain
With alcohol and drugs or anything that will fit in our veins

Another night another day wasted to my sleep, yeah but
I don't give a fuck cus then I don't control just how I think
Its easier to get lost in your dreams than deal with something  real
So if you wanna fucking talk then find me in a place where I don't exist

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

I'm on the edge
Living like I'm bouta fall
Head first, last looks up at shining stars

Thoughts sprinting through my brain like Usain go bolt
Fuck around ain't listen to talks, cuz they kinda dark

Why they fucking they judging me like they know what I've done
They see  tattoos and gold teeth and not the soul I got
What the fuck they want from me they looking in disgust
All these fucking exes but aint ever meet a family bruh

I gotta run lately
Light up from the blunt save me
Sprinting from my fucking past I know I gotta numb daily

Love a setting sun baby
Night is when I run, from these
Demons in my fucking brain that laughing at my dreams hating

Ima chase a fucking dream till the day I die
Thassa fucking fact put that on my fucking brothers lives
Boy I aint about all this pussy shit I see around
Keep it fucking real, unless I'm manic then I crumble down

Cus we sleep in the day, wake in the nighttime
My family’s concerned but all I can say is im fine
Mix a few more pills into my drink till life is sublime
Got no memory of yesterday so I don't decline

So we run, yeah we run and paint a new crime
Put me out like a cigarette im just a step to climb
Shaking from the past as we recess it back into our mind
Living on the edge of tomorrow so that we know we’re fine

Crumbling

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Wtf Is Wrong At 124bpm V4 - Slowed Down 32bit

wtf is wrong? w/ Burgos

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

prod. ocin
loops: lmgmadeit

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 

Find my way 
We’re not the same 
Erase your pain 
I wan’t you to know that I’ll 
Find a way 
Erase the pain 
And make my name 

Take your life and make it mine 
Get me high don’t let me die 
I think it might take a while 
I will wait here in your mind, you 
You know that I’m the one 
I know you hear this song 
Your body in the sun 
Takes me away 
 
Can you find a reason to live 
Find me a reason to give 
Everything and fucking more 
I think you’re talking too much 
Can’t find a reason to stop 
Can’t find a reason, now what? 
Girl is this all that you got? 
Promise me you won’t let me go 
Let me go, fuck me up 
Turn me on

find me a reason

to the moon

Cheers to my homie https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey for jumping on <3

Lyrics:

Rivilin:

a foggy bed covers home
how did I get here vision is not clear
lost in a maze of streets alone
all i do is fear, withered inside here

yeah there's a vacancy where i mistakenly 
put the trust in the ones i love
laying a wake with a knife pressed to my skull
as the nightmares take control

stuck on a cheap diet of cigarettes 
just so i can keep the hunger at bay
swear to god that someones living inside these walls, 
cus i know that hes calling me name

i don't feel like i'm making sense
when i talk yeah i just regret
every little sentence that leaves my mouth
cus you always seem to twist the words i say

whether it comes from a family, a father or lover 
or something i don't really care
try to explain what the dissociations is like
but they don't really understand

never can be perfect, yeah i know that
but its hard when you look and stare
filled with the judgment of someone else's problems
till it's more than i can bare

it's just a glitch in my personality
feel the anger lurk in me
boiling burning till the circuits 
in my spine start to collapse

pressure is building, the person on my shoulder
tells me that nothing here is real
guess that's fine, i'll just represses everything
until i cannot feel

i never wanted i never wanted all of this
i'm so disgusted, i'm so disgusted i can't quit
the faces changing, i think i'm lost inside my mind
yeah if i don't wake up soon i'm thinking of taking my life

yeah what's the point man, yeah what's the point when you just run
yeah i'm so pathetic, i couldn't understand im done.
yeah my mind is aching, i think depression has just won
yeah if i don't wake up, i think yeah my chances are gone

Sepha:

Look at you taking a part of me away
Every time u make demands and say
Its for my best u know me 
U have my best interests at heart

Our interests are not my interests
I just want to rediscover myself
Again i lost so much but
At least i wrote it all down to remind me in moments like this

Im running away now go
Not cos im a victim no
Just cos i let myself believe that i was your equal but no

U hide under pretenses
False empowerment perspectives
Everything is someone elses fault ur only using ur defences

Im flying away im
Glowing up glowing up glowing up

Look at u take a part of someone else away

Never Trust Anyone Ft. Sepha

prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

find me a reason

Ocin

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