Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://youtu.be/mDWMwGXX22k 🖤

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https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

mentally fucked in my own way devil wanna maintain 
another connection with me so I just cannot sustain
stomaching another fucking lie 
like you pull me into the abyss and smother out my eyes

playing naughts and crosses on my arms to tell if im alive
I don’t really feel the pain so I still question my life
so the devil tells me its just the god that I have to blame
gave me too much self-awareness so I think I am insane

seeing double fucking vision of the knife to my neck yeah
question if I really want to do this but I know that I just won’t
cus im a fucking coward yeah I admit, 
I couldn’t defend my friends, they let go in a fucking minute

tell me have you ever seen a flame extinguish by self-loathing
watch the light go out of their eyes as you know they’re not coping
so we sit in this room, watch the water rise above our necks
yeah I can’t catch my breath yeah I can’t feel a fucking thing

so I detest
about the way you fucking look at me, I feel your eyes burning so deep
and I confess
I couldn’t stand the way you spoke to me so I just cut off and fucking 
left this hell
where you welded shackles yeah all around and now im sinking further down
into myself
im building a wall above around my head so I hope i don’t let you fucking in

- AKA Carpenter

Oh, creep in the skin like an insect
Finding my solace I lay in the nest
and I soar like an albatross, I rest in the air

but im more like a phoenix, come burn me and test if I care
when you're looking your best, they stare,
so you better pose for a photo
I fuck with the voyeurs when they putting bread in my pocket
I'm only complaining the moment it stops

The eyes can weigh heavy like lead vests, be careful please
yeah you stole my heart like a vandal, oh, but you're there for me
I'm lost in myself and I lean on the lamp post, I'm embarrasing
I'm settling now with my fate, I take lemon and ice with the kerosene

Save Us Ft. AKA Carpenter

Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 
Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine 

I know baby is the time in there’s a place
But the void that I’ve been feeling hasn’t ever been replaced
For the past few months, I’ve been staring at the ceiling hoping you would fall in love
But the pain is too much, reminiscing in my feelings it’s the memories of us
Tell me you love me tell me you need me tell me you care
Show me you love me, you’ll never leave me you always care 

Take your time this is all my fault
I’ll be alright living as a ghost
Subside, locking eyes just to ease my woes
I’ll never be alright this is all my fault
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
Watch you rip my skin just to see my blood
On guard what the fuck, girl you fucked me up
I’ll never be alright but that’s just fine

This Is All My Fault

This is all my fault (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Butterfly

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Send help, be quick please
‘Cause it seems that my life is in repeat
I’m waiting for your phone call baby, this silence is driving me crazy
I know that you love that you hate me, I’m too drunk to know that you blamed me
For every problem, every mistake and every time you made my heartbreak
I’m a fool for you, should of known better it was cruel of you
Know we’re done it's through
Crying so hard in the two-door coupe
Will you remember me? Tears in your eyes in my memories
It wasn’t meant to be but, just know I’ll still bleed for you
I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Lately
Feel crazy
Thoughts of you, back to back, got me shaking
Fuck around with a dumb mix I ain't safe b
Self-harm in the form of bliss it amaze it
Dazy
Hazy
I ain’t know where I am wake up achy
Crust up blood on my lip fuck so I take these
Chalk white pills to forget what I can be

Damaged
And frantic
Ya cold heart take advantage
Baby

Manic
You savage
My poor heart you gone damaged

Lately
Soul lost
Glazed eyes
Dead face under bangs baby

Same thoughts
With the same lies
I ain’t want this so I fade, daily

I'm losing my soul
I'm losing control
I've got nowhere to go
I don't care if I fall

Fall (feat SLOTHBOI) prod. sorrowbringer x amalia

BAD NEWS

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prod. @darcybaylis
mixed by me

lyrics:

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading 

And still I try,
it’s still important, I’ll make it right
choke my disorder, it’s worth the fight
I’ve been an absorber, the pain I write
is making it harder to sleep at night 
And still I try 

I’m drowning 
Alarming
I pay the price amounting
I’m counting
I’m shouting
This wasn’t meant to happen 

I decide to pay the price,
Convince myself it’s in my mind,
survive it every single night,
I close my eyes and see the light 

Convince myself
everything changes, 
I bid farewell
to all our exchanges, 

I don’t feel well
Maybe it’s fading
but I can’t tell
It’s slowly degrading

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Convince Myself (prod. Darcy Baylis)

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/BYf6EgI2AvE 💙

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Lyrics

All these nights with you
I’ve grown to like
But how do I show you right
How do I show you

What you want in life
Baby you use me right
A blood wife
A parasite that lets go

Fly away fly away pretty bird
Sitting on the porch you ain’t really even know my name
Fly away fly away pretty bird
Sitting here in love thinking how we gun live our days

I see your patience
The way you laugh at my lame shit yeah

It’s a vacation
Every second that I’m with you babe

I feel crazy
We fuck like we goin mad

Sucked me twice good neck
Fucked me thrice in wrecked

I see demons and devils in trance
I been gazing in darkness I have
You’re the light I been searching for bad
Why you dimming I’m running so fast

Fly away fly away pretty bird
Sitting on the porch you ain’t really even know my name
Fly away fly away pretty bird
Sitting here in love thinking how we gun live our days

All these nights with you
I’ve grown to like
But how do I show you right
How do I show you

Fuck these daydreams, this bitch don’t exist b 
I seen versions when I was so tipsy 
I see glimpses in strangers I’m dizzy 
I’m in love with a ghost that I’m missing 

I see demons and devils in trance
I been gazing in darkness I have
You’re the light I been searching for bad
Why you dimming I’m running so fast

Fly Away

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Fly Away w/ s0cliché (5head)

[prod. Fantom]
[mixed and mastered. doski]
Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Cause I'm out for the last time
Fought up but he's one line, ahead of me now
Nobody helped but, its too late, good luck
It's up to me now

Know many millions
Who've fallen before me,
Takes a strong force to break me down
To break me down

Will you remember
Not just me but all of these soldiers
I hope that you've taken these as lessons, so you can help others
And when I'm gone then I hope that these lyrics, will leave me with honour 
Cause I dont wanna be remembered as the one that surrendered

Cause I feel
I've let you down
But I hope
That you'll forgive me now
I left a note
I know
I'm in a better place

Locked down
Every single feeling that I have for you is locked down
Tryna find myself through the mist but I am lost now
I cant be myself, till the chain is broken
Locked down
Maybe with a little help, I'm able to 

I'm locked down
Every single promise that I break is getting wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from the parabolic thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

Locked down
Every single feeling that was locked down
Tryna find myself but I am lost now
I can't be myself cause I am locked down  
I'm locked down

Locked down
Every single promise that I wrote down
Slowly losing feeling from my thoughts now
I wish that you could understand
I wish that you could understand

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locked down [prod. Fantom]

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

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epithet (prod. APT. 102)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Check out my homie: https://soundcloud.com/yates-xv

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Lyrics

RIVILIN:


Yeah, separation comes all the time, 
like a book without the pages, im just left hung up in stages
always trying to find ways to mend the spine
you got a collar on my neck with medication just to try and fix my mind

So won’t you paint my shadow on the wall in blood-red
so maybe one day I can look at it and just say that im fine
so won’t you sketch me on your canvas till I’m perfect
until you cover the outlines till im nothing, till im nothing to you

So won’t you, yeah won’t you, yeah just leave me the fuck alone
Cus im better here on my own, because im better here, better here
Cus you know that, yeah you know that, I always welcome you with open arms
It’s time I let go and brace the calm, but you know that it hurts, that it hurts.


remember the time you drove me to the hospital
yeah I try to be a minute but I can’t deal with commitment
yeah everyone needs some help sometimes
yeah but you weren’t helping me you just want to take and leave

like a ghost, in the background, I float around
bouncing from wall to wall I don’t want to be a letdown
always hitting me up on the flip phone
Yeah I never answer cus I don’t wanna be dependent on

YATES XV:

I know it’s off-topic
But I don’t feel nothin
I was at the top now I’m sitting at the bottom
She saying that I’m dark like my hearts gone rotten
I’m in my fuckin head but I’m Steady fucking Poppin
White oxycodone
I don’t open up
These drugs that I’m takin
Make me feel loved
I don’t wanna dream
I just wanna run it up
See me in my past life
Lookin like a god

Man it’s so fuckin funny
All the shit that I’ve done
Say I’ve lived my life
I just sit in the cut
All these drugs that I’m takin
Got me messed up
And I know I’m not happy
But I’m smiling
Just for fun

So tell me that I’m happy
Tell me I’m all good
Explain away my pain
Let me know it’s all good
Fuck I need help
But I’m barely fuckin breathing
I don’t want help
When the pills give me feeling

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