Livestrean  5

Producer Credits : Andy Sorenson & whxami

save yourself

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show
so just let me die
i've been alone
like all of my life
now i gotta go
it’s been quite a ride
shit i don't know
if i’ll be alright
when i end the show

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
While breathing

so just let me die
i been through a lot
i hate this disguise
i counter with pot
i find i'm alive
but not for too long
i felt i abide
but i deal with the law

in another life
can we meet?
i've been thinkin' of suicide
by any means
and i don't really wanna die
just want relief
i’ll see you on the other side
i'm sorry

and i don’t wanna fake it anymore
my secrets
leave my body laying on the floor
all seasons
burnin as the liquor runs its course
i need it
burning any weed from any source
while breathing

Secrets (prod. justletmedie)

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

prod. Vaegud

LYRICS
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i

i really like it when i’m soaring,
soaring through the sky
in a foreign
foreign when i ride
get me tourin'
tourin' through the night
shit it’s pouring
pouring on my vibe

and it's been a while
for me since i went
yet another mile
call me any day
sitting in denial
on my knees as i pray
i don't need anything
i just need you again

i hold on
i lay low
the only way that i know how
i hold on
i lay low
the world is slowly pulling me down

so i get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
i really like it when i’m soaring

i really like it when i'm soaring
i really like it when i'm soaring, yeah yeah

i really like it when i’m soaring,
soaring through the sky
in a foreign
foreign when i ride
get me tourin'
tourin' through the night
shit it’s pouring
pouring on my vibe

and it's been a while
for me since i went
yet another mile
call me any day
sitting in denial
on my knees as i pray
i don't need anything
i just need you again

i hold on
i lay low
the only way that i know how
i hold on
i lay low
the world is slowly pulling me down

so i get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
get high oh my
i really like it when i
i really like it when i’m soaring

Soaring (prod. Vaegud)

s0cliche x Ethan Ross - "Miles Away" (prod. Drunk Girl)

All Girls - (Prod.Redlimits)

Chasin Yo Luv

Music Video

☆ medicine (prod. nicolas sales) ☆

Lyrics:

fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me
how come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it’s not enough
I’m so numb its a tragedy, hooked on a tendency 
can’t get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out

mix the good times with the bad
tell me when did I become so sad
flicking channels on the tv 
just to see the static shining through

choking on depression it stabs so deep
straight through my ribs, it feels like I’m breaking
flashing blue and white in my eyes
I hear my fans begging for more

more of the sad times, 
I’ve never sunk this low
it feels like my hearts on the floor
chuck it out it’s going cold

see friends and the faces that I used to love
they pass by straight in a blink
I know they still want me to keep going 
I will carry on

staying afloat with best friends by my side
yeah  they know what it’s like when
I feel like I’m not coping 
I’m sinking down into your red eyes

yeah your fingers in my soul
yeah I’ve never felt this cold
so numb from the pain
shutting down, block it all away

closing the doors to my house
yeah I’m in too deep
watching the water rise 
above my neck, I can’t catch my breath

when will I get a break,
no, I don’t wanna take
medication to make me sane
yeah I wanna be free

Snuff Me Out

✰ Produced, mixed and mastered by Sebastian Metzner Rickards
✰ https://sebastianmetzner.de/

✰ Lyrics:

I don’t wanna call you up tonight, 
I can’t sleep, I was having a nightmare,
I don’t wanna fight with you, so tell me that it’s all right, 
and baby I’ll be right there...

I don’t wanna call you up tonight,
I’m in the back, with the windows down, I’m
Falling apart, hearing voices call my name, 
in a ghost town, I’m all alone now...

There’s something in my head, 
Making me feel like I’ll be dead, yeah,
There’s something on my bed,
And it’s calling me...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

I just made another one, make it to race,
All these kids just don’t know how to run, 
so say it to my face, yeah, 
maybe I’m the broken one, I come undone 

You might know my name, but you don’t know my pain, 

And now I’m 

Six feet deep in her regrets, 
And I got six missed calls, baby, I don’t break a sweat, 
I got six lives left, and I’m in love with the chase, yeah, 
I be breaking hearts, cause I’m in love with the pain, but...

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now 

There’s something in my head, 
The thought of you fills me with dread 
There’s someone on my bed,
And she’s calling me...

To one more time before I go,
Just one more time, I’ll take it slow,
Baby, one more night’ll make it go away 
I pray, now, please stay, now...

Lyric Video

in my head

i love decks + grayfox so much

lyrics:

[medium sean]

I was standing in your driveway 
after driving hours just to see you on the highway 
caught you by surprise you could say it's just a blind date 
I just wanna show you that I'm really fucking trying 
when I say I love you swear to God I'm never lying 
won't you kiss me on the forehead 
tell me that we'll make it thru the rain when it's pouring
I just wanna see you every day I'm never bored and 
I just wanna go back to when I could sleep in your bed

[decks] 

i keep waking up
its a stupid cycle
i sleep thru days and stay up all night
id do anything just to make things right
if it'll bring me back to your bed tonight
i got visions replaying of every minute
saying if i loved you i should've said
i missed my chance every day i regret it x2
perspective has fucked me up
yeah ive said it before but im fucking stuck
id drive for hours to see your face
maybe then i could matter or mean something

[grayfox]

i went drinking with your friends
you know that i dont like them
kiss me one more time i beg
as your lips touch mine you said
if im being honest you never fucking got it
everything i said was a lie and you bought
flowers for my head kill yourself in the garden
i just wanna sleep yeah even tho im not him
losing my head
losing you losing my friends im mess
i can't do anything right now im stressed
perspective fucked me up shoutout to decks
boyfriend is next
fuck out my texts

prod northeast lights

kiss me on the forehead pt 2 (feat. decks + sendflowrs)

this song was produced/mixed/mastered by heylog

lyrics:
im popping all my cells
where are u now
tell me this is real
cause i love to doubt
i just wanna lay on here
farther from the place ur near
i heard your whisper in my ear
3 words that ive always feared

ur easy to fall in love
i honestly cant get enough
get enough
but hey
youve pulled me away
from the bullshit and pain
i hope that i could do the same
i never been on this page
but tell
tell me this is true
i cant stand being lied to
but you
you wont admit
all the things you did

someone put me in my place
im tired of my mistakes
are u sure wanna love me
baby its too late
i just wanna lay with u
fall back in my dirty shoes
no one even has a clue
i like u cause u think im cool

ur skin and bones feelin mine
thrift shirt reflect off the light
clear frames with big pretty eyes
pretty eyes
but wait
will i see u today?
i already miss ur face
can u call me by my name
i cant go another day
but i
i was in need for your love
i guess i asked for way too much
but you
you wont do shit
you stole what i gave

spotify

shelter

lyrics:

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my dirty on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

tell me ur up
cause i got a lot i could say
i wouldnt play
im just saying whats up
looking it her on the walk to the party i remember her face when the
moon lit it up
baby i think im in love
girl let me know u feeling the vibe
cold winter nights
i put my hand on the side of her thigh
i couldnt lie
u got me love drunk
u got me fucked up
she left a hole in my heart for a minute that i couldnt fill up
just give me a reason
i swear she change with the seasons
girl u dont make it too easy
baby u keeping me breathin
but lately i find that im wheezing
im not him but i promise im strong
in the dark we can all get along
in my heart u will always belong
in my mind u cant do me no wrong

baby i loved u and thats why im mad
i got this knife in the spine of my back
friendships i loved but i knew wouldnt last
girl lemme think while i do all the math
storm on the ocean is my kinda view
thinkin about u if only u knew
i drip my drank on top of my shoes
my jeans are dirty but really they new
baby dont worry cause i gotta plan
i put my feet in the miami sand
im on a plane to her current location
i hit her phone when it touches the land
sure i was bummy but still im the man
i had no hope till it came from my hands
i couldnt let it go fuck up my currency
baby do u even know who i am

currency_119 (scottysplash)

storyboard of two years (Prod. CapsCtrl)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

breaking (prod. cracklizard x caspr)

Prod. 5head

LYRICS
life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I think I’m feelin' too weak

can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

I think my mind’s just a river that runs
I always feel like I’m never enough
It always seems like i gotta re-up
I rest my head I might never see ya
again
barely making the minimum
fending off the ones that I love
even you can taste the venom I salivate when I’m depressed
I promise you, on god, I’m happy
and that I’m just super beat
but I can barely tell what’s happening

so can't we chill and just sleep
gettin' caught up in sheets
baby let me just
sleep
all I want is some z’s
baby let me just
sleep
make another day go by
just sleep

life always feels like a burden
I’m told the road I go is no good for me
and I need to resurface
I tend to sit back and think about things

All our lives spent awake,
do you ever just rest your head
hoping it might be the last time
you ever wake up again?

The Social Demo

sleep (prod. 5head)

prod. @quiteevil <3
mixed/mastered by me 

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

mmm you wanna mmm
i wanna mmm start drowning mmm
on fire mmm start drowning learn to swim
on fire fuck em all i raised myself and they
they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

all i feel is raw and emotion
all i feel is raw and an emotion

🖤

they think i dont know i'll never learn 
got used to it now it never hurts
im used to it so it never hurts
down where i bled down on the carpet living in a trench

cloud surfing wave chasing
wont catch me complacent
dont worry cant follow
your footsteps are hollow
my feet dont touch the ground
these wings arent new at all
i let myself fall so i can feel it all

Skyfall (Quiteevil)

A Youtube channel that makes videos with anime backgrounds

aka nicosurreal fka deadnico
singer | producer | audio engineer | ??????
booking / features: nicolassalescolon@gmail.com (or ig dm)
✰ ARCHIVE SC: @nicolassalesarchive

in my head

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