My girl loves this song and it actually kinda slaps

Are you sad sad sad sad, sad sad oh no no no no no no no no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no oh no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no. Yes. Yes, no no. Yes. Yes, no no yes yes, no no yes. Yes, no no. Yes, no no

brand new (prod. joshwa)

'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

was sick when i made dis LOL, most underrated beat tbh

s/o villagers @rywrrd @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaadexd for adlibs during trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out -_+_+ deep shit bro
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down ///sadd
get someone to murder me          &#'#'not suicidal dw£++£
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive ))Big Words Bro((
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes (Yuh)
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes (songwriting moment)
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs????
c'mon baby just grab my hand (NOT MY ASS SHUSH)
let's escape together to another land (YESsirr)
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses! FAX

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes (holy moly
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

trumpet solo init (w adlibs)

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

stream the mf song

exhausting, +whyhaze

it's for the best, i’m sorry
@prodbyjoshwa
mixed, mastered, recorded and engineered by me, production (and lovely beet) by joshwa 

SHOUTOUT @ericdoa U BEAUTIFUL MF THANK U SM

yeah, with the bag i got my groove in
life been different cuz everything been movin
lookin back at myself cuz ive been stupid
thinking about the things that were useless

yuh, and its all ur fault, tear your pictures from your wall
and you’re wasting all your texts and calls
but ur the one who fucked up 
cuz u know i tried to duck but u never listened :(

and i know baby u dont wanna end it tonight
but u always tryna fuck it up, u picking a fight >:(
u getting desperate, defensive, like, u wasting ur life
but im telling u, we dont need it
u getting poisonous and toxic, its blowing my mind
i assure u, i dont need it, cant u just see the signs?
always wished for the best, thought we would be fine 
so im tellin u, we dont need it

we dont need it
so im tellin u

its getting ridiculous, u getting so meticulous
tryna break it down, but what u got was dissonance
sick and vigilant but u aint used to getting shit
out of ur head, up and stuck im feeling villainous

words of innocence, u drinking ur so bibulous uh
swift and nimble with ur thoughts that u jus race out ur tongue
twisted vigilance ur thoughts brought out from synthesis
tired of getting fucked up think im getting sick of it

thats how the story goes
cant do anything about it
i just doubt it

we don't need it (joshwa)

@1kaido @saiwai @rpsu

//Lyrics
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
me, I wont be looking back I
know im gon but im comin back
to see, if you're really doin that, your really provin that
this is who I wanna be
you want to exploit me
you say that shit like its the best for me at all
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find 
(kaido)
paradigm bling
what is the point of all the mind games
i dont wanna play
my feelings are fortified
cuz this shit is never the same did you fuel all of my pain
what if i gave up what if i never saved her 
what if i had my bank up
what if i loved u major
what if i gave up what i didnt save her
(scruff)
but you wanna talk about feelings i dont know..
well you dont understand
you're ungrateful (damn)
you should be more thankful (yea)
its not appealing to you
stay focused
I aint noticing this pain growin
never would I expect that
u got a mental illness and you flex that
and im jus tryna get my checks back and you wanna know why-y
well you dont understand
please come again
often I want to live through it again I
could tell you were always against my
point of perspective cus im on the fence all the time
this shit gon make my heart wrench all the time
where did you get that intense paradigm
my abundance and happiness will come in time
your looking around but you will come and find

parasigm

paradigm w/ kaido [p. irusu + sai]

prod me
w/ @scrufff go follow!!
and some humming by my gf <3

lyrics:
(nico)
i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

dont know why i get nervous
you know that im not perfect
but honestly im not that different
i dont think im the person that deserves this

could've i just been another guy?
or am i believing my own fckin lies?
i can never tell myself to realize
that im not the one that has to decide

i don't wanna take things way too fast
dont wanna make you uncomfortable
i dont know if it'll even last
just hold my hand

so i hope that you dont mind
cuz i dont even know why
jus wanna keep you by my side
you n me like butterflies

(scruff)
i know i went the wrong way for a minute there
I see your face and you see my stare
I wouldn't wanna touch that
whatchu want with my bag
wish you would've said sum
you dont even like that
you dont even like that
I wouldn't fight back
whatchu feel beside that
when we hop out hop out
hop out wit a 4-5 
ion see your face only your eyes

butterflies w/ scruff

Spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/5gQDpiuzheCvE72o4UBy9Z?si=Y9XEwT9aR_GUIJHgrzswIw


lyrics

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

@0arid 
i always look away but i cant seem to get u off my mind
i swear i do this all the time
im always following this lie
i only see u by my side
theres no more feelings left to hide
u know i brush it off my shoulder
cuz im alright

yea i dont know where i should go cuz
u never leave my sight
or stay all night
or put up a fight
u know i know
that you'll be mine

why cant you be mine
baby put ur lips on mine
why cant u realize 
our love is in disguise
unlock my heart 
yeah u got time
trust me we'll be just fine
come on dont be shy 
why cant u be mine

mine + arid

wrist w/ gash & cld (pk & brayam)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA
https://open.spotify.com/track/5M4ob1r9rPbmw7hgrOvmgb?si=StmlMTjEQyyYYfBkABlcmA

@notlieu
produced by me


i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

@notlieu

when i walk around
stop it now u know that i wont learn
i been trying for a minute
but ill end up in the dirt 

dont they love to see me hurt
im so tired girl 
im blemished
u try to forget it but im worse 

and she say she wanna talk
on the ground u couldnt walk
i was right here

and i get it
im so dumb
i was walking with a gun 
fall victim to what i fear

get up
stay by me
not poison

id watch 
while u leave
so broken

and id be
what u need
for a moment

and u watch 
as i bleed
but im over it

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry



it's my world
i cant do no harm

stream

california w/ lieu

featuring @prkrblu
prod @haveonlyonechance + @hyacinth3
lyrics: soon

retire 👴 w/ prkr blu (tenoji + hyacinth3)

oh em gee
@trustt
lyrics:
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap
we so fresh we clean like soap

butterflies w/ scruff

nicopatty

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