NicoNinyo

To anybody who noticed the change of the prod. I replaced the beat with one made by me with the same guitar sample because the first one was sold. I hope you will like it.
Thanks to @nicoteenninyo for the collab, he's a really talented guy.

[gothurted]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

[nicoteen ninyo]
I sleep alone in my tears
thinking bout everything
wondering what my life would be like
if you were here with me

Then I wake up from my dream
Without you next to me
With this space in my chest

As a tear rolls down my cheek
I drown in my nicotine
To heal this black plague you left

But I'm still empty
And I'm only twenty
I wish you could hear me
I wish you could know
what it feels like

[gothurted & nicoteen ninyo]
Do you know how it feels like
Staying alone 
Do you know how it feels like
Nowhere's home
Do you know how it feels like
Crying again
Do you know how it feels like
To hide this pain

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feels like ft. nicoteen ninyo [prod. gothurted]

lyrics: 

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

boo fuckin hoo

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight

i dont wanna b alone tonight
my thoughts keep picking me apart
i keep saying ill be fine
but they keep reminding me im not
these drugs keep calling out my name
telling me to just let go for once
this blade has a grim look on its face
offering me its comforting touch

maybe i dont wanna die 
or maybe i do

maybe i dont wanna live this life
with you

maybe i dont wanna cry alone tonight
boo fuckin hoo


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boo 'fuckin' hoo (prod. blade901 x 5head)

lyrics:
my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

life gets a kick
makin me a joke
its like im the bitch
God trynna spit n choke
born in the suburbs 
but raised dirt broke
im comfy in the gutters 
but wanna live in the reapers home

keep tweakin off the lies u spun
to help u cope off the things u done
when u see me bein lowered in the sun
u cant save me none 
too late to show ur smeared makeup 

my eyes r wide open
hearts wired shut
dis 40's for hopin
N the other is just to numb the cuts

i keep my water warm 
in case i cut my wrists, hoe
just want you to b informed
that i wont feel that shit flow

give a thanks to all my demons 
that i conjured up
all their screamin
finally got me to loosen up
chrome on my veins
time to let that shit slip
babe your smeared makeup
aint gonna save shit

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smeared makeup (prod.HXRXKILLER)

lyrics:
press ur lips against mine
cuz i dont wanna take another breath from mine
look deep into my eyes
cuz i dont wanna see the world outside
whisper dirty things and take a bite
cuz i dont wanna hear that ill be alright
put ur hands on my face tonight
cuz lord know this is how i wanna die

sleepin alone, never did much for me
hearin u moan, thats a different story
deeper the blows, no one to hold me
bein my home, when i get lonely

my life is dark but u r the light
if i died right now i hope its by your side

press ur lips against mine
cuz i dont wanna take another breath from mine
look deep into my eyes
cuz i dont wanna see the world outside
whisper dirty things and take a bite
cuz i dont wanna hear that ill be alright
put ur hands on my face tonight
cuz lord know this is how i wanna die

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i dont wanna take another breath (prod. HXRXKILLER)

this one  trash but enjoy anyways

surrounded by these ghosts that dont really know me
they watchin my back, sayin that theyd catch me
but if i fell tomorrow theyd go right though me
so who the fuck can i trust to hold me
why am i so haunted, but feel so lonely
why say you care, but treat me coldly

fuck me in the catacombs at night
make me taste my blood on ur knife
do as you please, but not as i like
dont send me to heave cuz im too scared of heights

you wanna throw a rock at my window?
wanna take a blade to my car?
wanna take my life? is that too far?
even for us, and we live in the dark.

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lil john doe whos friends w ghosts (prod. blade901)

shout out @demxntia for hopping on this and making it pretty and @wavewalk for making such a sick unique beat go follow them

Sui:

sick of floating here being stagnant in life know this aint right
but everytime a good thing happens 
storms come in and wash progression all away 
good things come along but they dont ever stay
no~~
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

Dem: 
I don't give a fuck anymore
go to war with myself at the core
you know i felt this way before
everything i used to love feels like chores
i don't know~
which way i should go~
i hope there's room to grow~
i hate feeling so, low~
oo~ oooo~ ye
oo~ where do i go, cause i just dont know

Bofa:

Drowning to my sorrow, keep that to myself
You can save yer rescue, i don't need yer help x2
NO
days dont ever last, curb with broken glass 
sitting there watch the mf cars pass
never show 
anymore emotion feel like going over board like
carry us away, lost my way at night 
flowing down the undertow again
caught up in the fucking cyclone 
waves will crash and pull, leave me on my own
Ill sink with this mf ship never making it back to shore

broken glass w/ demxntia ~ [p. wavewalk]

Artist:
https://soundcloud.com/gothurted

Producer:
https://soundcloud.com/metlast

Lyrics:
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

I can't count on you
But you can count on me
You know that I'll be here for you
Whenever u need
Break my heart again
Not even the first time
Smoke to heal my pain
Shawty want to face time
You don't want me to leave
But then you disappear
I'm just trying to live
Even without you

I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead
I know that I got no friends that I can count on
I know that you left my life and that u moved on
But I don't know if I can go ahead
You broke my heart and now I'm feeling dead

gothurted - ahead

prod. discent

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

i cant sleep at night
shes in my bed but it dont feel right
wrappin my hands around her thighs
i cant stand these empty nights

cuz i cant sleep at night
ur in ur bed, not mine
wrappin his hands around ur thighs
i cant stand these empty nights

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
but she dont understand what theyve seen
she said i got the prettiest blue eyes
bitch i wish that meant something to me
i wish she could see through these eyes
i wish she could understand me
these blue eyes are closing tonight
and shes the last thing theyll see

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blue eyes

prod. blade901

for hours n hours 
im pickin myself up
im wondering where in my life
i got fucked up
believed all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spendin tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains, or hit u on my phone
doing the things that i told u i wont
losing the real me this pain wont let go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

four hours n hours
my boys keep me held up
im wonderin how much
i drank to get fucked up
bought all the words 
that u said in those days
everyday, everything
spending tonight on my own all alone
do i blow out my brains or put blade to my bone
doing the things that i promised i wont
but its fuck u bitch u let me go

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

cuz last night
was the night
i lost my life
to her

i wish that i 
didnt have, hopes so high
to watch crash and burn

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last night

prod. vaegud x sketchmyname

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x4)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

momentary pleasure
temporary relief
ur company lasts an hour
but loneliness never leaves
the moans disguise the words i wanna say
while ur touch wears off like nova-cane
the warm embrace of a blades
been keepin me company for days
is it too much to ask
if you could stay w me

stay w me
stay w me
for the night
for tonight
actin like we care 
(x2)

kissin on ur face
kissin on ur thighs
keepin up the pace
baby look me in the eyes
is it real? (x2)
i dont know if its real anymore
i dont know if its real at all
i dont know if its real

kisses

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

prod. vaegud

lyrics:
u always here when im thinking of u 
u disappear when i think i found you
u always near i can hear ur voice
but u disappear in background noise

why cant u stay w me
whats ur thing w hide n seek
hard enough to want what isnt seen
apparition u haunt my dreams
(X2)

you love to leave
you love to tease
you love to show yourself 
in every girl i think i need

keep chasin u around erry hoe
when im in ur hand u just let go
standin on this chair to get out of this hole
kick it out under me only to be held up by rope

u always here when im thinking of u 
u disappear when i think i found you
u always near i can hear ur voice
but u disappear in background noise

why cant u stay w me
whats ur thing w hide n seek
hard enough to want what isnt seen
apparition u haunt my dreams
(X2)

apparition

prod. 5:10 
check him out hes fucking crazy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuAUf3fo4h_b0WNk835BrJg

i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me

i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now
who will i be

my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

i'm too strong for my head my conscious don't rest easy
look for myself in the mixture,so imma sip rip deadly
conflicted soul no wonder why i always feel fuckin heavy
time flies death is less scary
when who u are is already burried


i tried so hard to be who u wanted
who am i now that ur gone
who am i now who will i be
since ur light is gone and u guided me

i tore myself apart
carved ur name on my heart
wrote u letters from the start
pourin out from the heart on my sleeve
but that wasn't me


my momma scared of how i think
i don't blame her
how can i blame her
i'm not who she once loved anymore

who am i (prod. 5:10)

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

sittin in the back drownin out the last me
special connection to u meant nothing
i wonder if it was real or i was lying
to myself in hopes u would love me

i dont wanna be awake
all i think about is u and ur face
i dont wanna go to sleep
all i dream is u n me where nothing changed
that'll teach me to never trust what they say
is death the answer or my next fling
i heard it offers forever and doesnt need a ring
but id lose you and our memories

u were on some fuck shit
i almost left it
gave me ur word bitch
told me to rough it

u were on some fuck shit
i said fuck it
gave u my love bitch
n u just tossed it

i cant even get drunk n forget u
when i get the spins i think of when i fucked u
tell me if ur happier or sadder without me
days move by but ur memory haunts me

ion wanna b awake (i cant sleep) prod. 5head

❤️‍🩹
@bitekivibes
@burnoutarchive

last night

nicoteen ninyo

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