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The Upload

Lyrics:
im so sick of all the hiding, im so sick of all the lies
im so sick of always smiling, when im dying deep inside
i just wish that you could see all of the feelings that i hide
but i never wanna talk, just get the fuck up out my mind

always just ignore, all the beating of my heart
baby im a walking corpse, any day ill fall apart
you could pick up all my limbs, take me right back to the start
you could sew me up real good but then ill get hit by a car

in december i cut like real bad
saw my veins and the void in the black
life is strange when all you do is slack
its just more time for these panic attacks

keep your head up, i know its the worst
when no one listens, its part of the curse
of being silent, not using my words
im only human, i dont know the cure

i dont know the cure

December

lilbearshawty - romeo & juliet *p. ivn* REUPLOAD

finalfantasy </3
.
.
.

(emo fruits) 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

indecisive 
i can neva eva leave the store
pink cig pour another one
im movin real slow
love that im emo
she can tell by my clothes
blood drippin from my nose
when she 

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close

(150lated)

Can’t tell 
What’s life 
Or I’m dreaming 
Come thru to my room
Cuz I’m bleeding 
Hot summer 
But the cold got me tweakin 
Goth mansion gonna snow 
all weekend 
got my chain from Jesus 
Last bump 
So you know I’m boutta key it 
And she know I’m one step 
From the deep end 
Chrome hearts 
On face 
Got me cheesin’ 
Don’t even act 
like you care 
Barely hear your voice 
Where you’re right there 
Miss feeling ur nails 
Between my hair 
Nothing really matters
I’ll die right here 

I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 
I’ll die right here 
Nothing but a fantasy 
We both share 

(emo fruits)

text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
text my phone
u tell me im ur fantasy
i wanna die alone 
u wanna die next to me
baby thats cold
ice on my neck 
keep my shawty real cold
ice in my veins 
keep these bitches real close
.
.
.
<3

-emo fruits aka I LOVEEEEEEE A GOOD FINAL FANTASY

FINALFANTASY w/ 150LATED (prod. rxhff)

ibeenlookingforthingsoutside (old)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

out of mind

spotify

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtu.be&v=PhKg76VJE3M

ep dropping december 9th <3

leave me out w the waste
this is not what i do
if im rotting away ill be thinking of you

rotting away like used 2
demons on my back but i move through
you act like you did back in high school
im fighting the tide of this whirlpool
gave you my heart just don't break it 
but i know its fate imma face it
but idk if ill make it
know you'll break me so i stay faded
do you feel like me 
i needa know
every time you leave can't let you go
you don't wanna be me theres things you don't know
i wake up feeling alone
i hate myself 2 the bone
i look in the mirror all i see is a ghost
and i just can't pick up the phone
imma block your number bitch leave alone
soon you'll be gone like the rest of them
you'll fall out of love ill fall apart again 
its true
girl im just a walking skeleton
who knew it would be this hard again
shit i knew

waste [prod. gg rahkavelli] **Official Video In Desc.**

my first acoustic/live song.
let me know if you want more like this.

lyrics

i lay in bed at night and feel like i am drifting in the sand
i float around sometimes and stumble on u sleeping in my bed
i watch the willows bloom and sun and moon and caskets in the dirt
i sing a song for you of love and lust but all you bring is hurt

i like to think that i can hear your voice in the back of my head
i like to sit down on the beach at night and wish that i was dead
i watch the snow falling at night inside the comfort of my hearse
i bring along the pain its on my back and melded in my curse

and after all is said and done
im glad we havent won
we built this bedframe just to show our freaky dreams
im splitting at the seams
my fragments shard to pieces
can i lose your interest

i rest my weary body on your cold dead skin
the fragments of my brain are turning pressure into sin
without you i am lost, without you im not living
i seem to notice all the granted i take for whats given
ive loved, ive lost, ive lived and ive died
the pressure on my back brings the thoughts of suicide
i dont know if ill make it to see my graduation
but i know that im living to destroy my own creation

posted up stuntin in the kiddie pool

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMS--FQ5yxM

w/ @barrenwaste

yeah girl, i get it
im all too concerned
with the lesson that i never really learned
you aint somethin that i ever saw as a cure
so get lost
or get with it
this loves been finished
my hearts on fire
cuz i dont know how to quit it
 
and if i ever had a second to take back
id save it for someone
who aint lookin for payback 
i thought u loved me
but it isnt the same
so ill stay fucked up
tryna numb all my pain
 
just take me back
found my own little slice of home
itll never be the same
but i feel grown
aint nobody lovin u like i did
hearts offline
and my heads been split
hands on the wheel
runnin off of the road
you can have my life
if i got ur soul
same old shit
with a brand new bitch
fuck this life
im over it
 
if by now you didn’t know
i prefer to spend my days alone
held captive only by these four walls
haven’t answered a single call
all night
been dealing with a hell
of an internal gripe
triplet flows
keeping this brain alive
with how much im smoking
the future aint looking too bright
can barely remember
to write down a line
people keep asking
no i aint fine
dreading a pointless
unfulfilling life
somebody come and
take this mic
i could rant and rave
with all my might
dont wanna be too specific
na this shit aint even written
i can shit out a rhyme
that you call your best work
ya lady still love me
man i can be such a jerk
i take out my anger on
all in my path
ruining friendships
i never had
losing a loved one
that ill never grasp
dealing with the pain
that comes with it all
just me n the homies
fuck it we ball

https://linktr.ee/yesterday.nj

girls don't like me (prod. yesterday)

my skies are gray
produced by https://soundcloud.com/kanjoprod

❀lyrics❀

it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away
it's all the same, my skies are gray
without you baby, i'm wasting away

you don't hear the thoughts
the voices i hear
more often than not, my love
i wish i'd disappear (ooh)
i've been waiting,
so long for this
brush me off,
but its important

save me

my skies are gray *p. kanjo*

I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @Farhantnvr

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Lyrics -
Ill figure it out sometime
I wonder if you're alright

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Oh god
Blame me from the very start
Uh huh
Wish we didn't fall apart
Ha

Times have been hard on you
But you shouldn't do whatcha you do
You been around since '93
You'll always be a part of me

You say that you're always right
But you know that's such a lie
Ashamed of your own mistakes
I know you'll take it to the grave

I know you'll take it to the grave
Ya I know you'll take it to the grave

I've been so trapped in this moment
Just falling for you
And I can't hold back these emotions
That I feel that's true

It's like a rainstorm tearing through my soul
Through my soul through my soul
It feels like I got no where else to go

So I'll sit here waiting
I'm waiting x2
For us to make it work ya
I'm waiting x4

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Ohhh
You blame me from the very start
Ohhh
I wish we didn't fall apart x3

The Sun & the Moon w/ Alainite (Prod. I'm Geist)

lyrics:

i never said that i was perfect
but im workin
till somethings workin
yeah im hurtin
like anybody else
but im tired
of being worthless
like everybody else

thats harsh, yeah i know i am
but i have scars, i dont know why i would give a damn
i used to drown in my sorrows and my pain
and thats what everybody think of when they hear my name

now im changing, for the better let them hate me
if i dont cry youre not relating
but i dont miss the way i used 2 be

and i love u like i always did
when youre ready you can come to me and join the guild
yeah its time we movin forward to get stronger now
i hit the bottom cant be falling any longer now

i always felt so weak but now i know i aint
i always wanted to be greater than where i was placed
im tryna have the discipline to follow fate
im working for the strenght to bring the broken faith

Used 2 Be

used 2 be (prod. lil happy lil sad)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

Scott Pilgrim Vs My GPA

Scott Pilgrim Vs My GPA (Mom Jeans Cover)

❤️‍🩹
@bitekivibes
@burnoutarchive

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

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