lol its guitar from Russian song (батарейка) you Stoll it

convolk: https://soundcloud.com/convolk
mixed in part by Qawi Kamri (https://soundcloud.com/qawikamri)
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teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

my heart's so broken
i wish there was a potion
to help with my depression
that's drowning me like an ocean
forget the notion
'cause i retract that
now my sadness weighs me down
like it's a backpack

i feel alone in my home
there's no way out
i feel alone, so alone
there's no hope now
and i don't know where to go
i hate this town
and if i can't get away
then i might drown

you don't need me
hide my feelings
please don't leave me
i'll stop breathing

teardrop shawty sing the feelings away
i feel ugly when i see myself no matter the day
imma do this shit, the music shit, no matter the pay
if you in my path i hit yo ass right outta my way
i wish it wasn't like this

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benedixhion x convolk - dying alone in my room [prod. MURDFLEX]

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

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lyrics

hook

pour another drink cause i'm scared in the night, I’m
faded here alone girl I know that your eyes lie
i don’t need a friend, i need someone to die with
laying here alone think i’m finally flying
i’m scared of dying alone, these problems never get solved
i know you're lying awake and waiting on me to phone
but girl i’m tryna move on and you won’t leave me alone
tryna stop me from crying , shorty i’m really dying 	

verse
everything growing colder, all this shit on my shoulder
here and dying alone, there’s nothing left and i'm sober
i just wanna move on, but I don’t know if we’re over 
i just wanna move on but you ain’t giving me closure
nobody here to help me I been tripping
bad bitch on me am i dead or am I living
noone around me i come through but they aint listen
im seeing demons in the night they want me slipping 
there’s nothing here for me, i’m flying overseas
they got no love for me, just broken memories
your love is all I need, but now you’re over me
all that we could of been, a hopeless ode to me

hook

produced by bleach 
www.twitter.com/YungBleach0?lang=en

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memories 💔⛓ (prod. bleach) AVAIL ON SPOTIFY

lyrics:
can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

hey universe, if u hear me speakin
beat the shit outta me, id really preciate it
maybe theres a lesson that i really needa learn
u keep creatin fires, and now i just really wanna burn
ion blame u, cuz i do stupid shit
but can u stop goin easy cuz i needa learn quick
try to douse me in gasoline, to make this shit hit
i wanna be a good guy, but u think im unfit

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

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can the world punch me in the face? (prod. HXRXKILLER)

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

@yungdoza

lyrics:

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: gothurted]
Picking up the call
Drunk like every single time
I don't want to hear u saying you love me 
cuz the alcohol in your blood
cuz the one u feel for me is not love
is not love
I know its a trap
I know u will switch side
when I'll be counting racks
crying on my phone
but what am I supposed to do?
what am I supposed to say?
The only thing I want is u
And u know that
I would give everything to be there with u
Cuz I'm crying, dying
Trying to get u lying inside my arms again     

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: Yung doza]
why u crying girl 
lying and the fighting girl 
with the trying girl
u make me want sigh like girl
I take a blunt to the face
I do not care what she says 
she wanna fuck for the cake
she 20 she catching a case
catching cases all these girls yea they faking
and I’m counting the rackies
all these risks that I’m taking for the bag
always wanted her but then she threw me in the trash
now I'm stuck alone all in my room and smoking thrax
and she knows these gemstones on my coat shit
on my dope shit
smoking till I float shit
I don’t care no
I don’t play fair
threw me in her lair
she so see through she so clear

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

STREAM

Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

all of these days ive be drownin in my thoughts
thinkin of yo face n how u did me wrong
hung me out to dry girl lettin me fuckin rot
back to square 1 where im scared of my own thoughts

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

ion wanna cry
i was just ur toy baby dont u lie
dont fuckin lie
i was just another condom that u threw to the side

i could taste it on ur tongue
the way youd make me numb
i could feel it on ur lips
how youd b someone id miss
i could see it in ur eyes
the void u had inside
felt it on ur chest
how fuckin cold it is

i dont wanna do this again
where the darks my only friend

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i can see the cold in ur eyes (prod. vaegud X hxrxkiller)

lyrics:
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

I don't understand it
Why'm I feeling so low, yeah
But I'll keep on going
I just needa take it slow, yeah
Never asked for hate
But that's part of life though, yeah
I can't really stand it
I just wanna fucking go
I'm a ghost
You don't know
I'm a joke so
I been down
I been down
I been down
Whoa whoa ay
I just wanna get outta this town
Whoa whoa ay
If I don't keep swimming then I'll drown
Whoa whoa ay
I'm the king of sadness
Where's my crown
Whoa whoa aye
Taking it slow, ay
Where'm I supposed to go, ay

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

What'd I do to you
You should fucking go
That shit's overdue
Why'd I ever start
When I know I'll lose
You just broke my heart
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
Now I'm always blue
Yeah yeah
What'd the fuck you do
Yeah yeah
I'ma down the booze
Yeah yeah
I can't take the truth, yeah
Wait
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
I just wanna go back
To the way I was, yeah
Nowadays I'm so sad
I can't fucking take that
Won't let you in
'Cause I can't take this shit
You make me so upset
I wish that I was dead

You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you
You thought what you wanted
When I've never even talked to you
Never even met me
Yet you still were hoping that I'd lose
Tell people I'm fake
When you never even met the dude
I don't really get it
What'd I ever fucking do to you

go ahead, hate me

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go ahead, hate me [prod. why loner]

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

i think about u while she suckin my dick
(damn)
vodka, no chaser pour 4 more fo me bitch
(yeah)
i dont know why i do what i do
thinkin bout u when im with my boos
trynna numb out yo voice in my head
but the more i drink the louder it gets

cuz baby girl i been drinkin drinkin
n that shit got me thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

cuz baby girl i aint sleepin sleepin
cuz i been up fuckin thinkin thinkin
bout u & me
u & me

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u and me (prod. vaegud)

this is not a love song

•𝖗𝖚𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖘𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖌𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘•

[LYRICS]
I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

I set fire
to my head
I'm tired
of memories
of liars
and
cold nights
desires
a friendship
didn't have shit
I'm crazy
it's okay
that's 2 sides
of my 1 brain
got 404
to my domain

I don't want to be like this
living in my head like it hurts oh shit
running from the reaper hope his swing gone miss
don't fear the ghost like he don't exist okay
I don't want to be like that
I could never really go back go back
I don't want to hurt your back
carrying my thoughts on your shoulders
gone break you fast 

don't say it 
I know it
old thoughts
controlling
moods swings
keep flowing
bipolar
I'm ghosting

Running From The Reaper [Prod by. metlast]

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@bitekivibes
@burnoutarchive

u and me (prod. vaegud)

nicoteen ninyo

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