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live my life with the anxiety 
way too many stupid feelings inside of me
the things you do so normally
are making me feel like i cannot breath

sometimes i just wanna die...
sunlight spills in hurts my eyes
another sleepless night

another sleepless night
i can never close my eyes

and everybody tells me the same old thing
 "we all get sad" yeah, its kind of disgusting
its like they really don't understand me
this isolation gets me feeling really empty
this is why i keep to myself
this is why i deny all your help
im so sick of all this shit

you know that im so sick of this
my stomachs queasy
i just want to end it...

Spotify

anxiety [+metlast & 5head]

Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

whats the use *prod.bartes*

prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

How It Was

Lost in Electric Skies

KYLETHEHOOLIGAN -Sleep Or Suicide FT . WAV3POP

instagram.com/kylethehooligan

Art by Dieuwerte Heuvelings

On My Own (Prod by BĀ$$MØB)

I Don’t Wanna Know

other side (@lostinthegraveyardd)

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered Naive 
Produced: prodbytheswitch

Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

Fell too hard and I know that I'm in it now
Shell come apart every time that I figure out
Maybe as of lately I been feelen too much
Hate fate on the days when I see all your bluffs

Downtown mood fades like these streetlights
She got on her best face doesn't mean her heart nice
When you need it know that I should go delete it
Where you keep it that thing that should be beaten
Pieces run together when she hates all of the weather
And I know that I know better but I'll leave you alone never

Tell me that you think we in past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

It's okay if you wanna just fake this
I know that you love every single fragrance
Of me good or bad as of lately
Love me as you should no maybe
This Mirror reflects more than I remember
Hope I don't give more than I can lend her
Cope through the cold all of this December
I know we'll make it
If not your jaded
Better Hope that I don't end up famous
Cuz your timeline will be dangerous
Won't remember what your name is

Tell me that you think we in the past tense
Fuck these memories I can't manage
Tough times and they always leave damage
You do every single thing you can to leave me callused
Let's play dress up fess up while you pretty
Everyone tell us we a mess I feel guilty
Curtains when we shut the door this time
Best friends till when you say you're not mine

dress up fess up (prod. prodbytheswitch)

Im in the back of the room
Feeling some pain that you only assume
Cause you never take anytime to get through
Just say I'm too much and leave it's nothing new

I'm always left like I'm never right
Left in the dark, where there ain't no light
I never bark, cause I don't bite
Thoughts in my head parasitic like lice

Time never ends but there isnt enough
Said it before but I don't give a fuck
Do it yourself, dont rely on the luck
That shits a lie just like hope is a bluff

Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice
Don't tell me a lie and say "This is just life"
Life isnt sweet but mine ain't ever nice

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

It's 2:58 in the day
And these thoughts, still tryna eat me away
And these locks, no key cause I threw 'em away
I'm in shock, cause you let it rain
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life
When I said I was lost

Got left again, what a surprise
Tell me a lie while you look in my eyes
They always leave without saying goodbye
Cause I never meant anything to their life

Unknxwn - Left Me Be | Produced by hateful

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

Unknxwn - Reject | Prod.Almight

Prod. @nate2timezz

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah


Sad boy, leave it all in the past 
Yeah
Watch it burn watch it turn into ash yeah
Leave me in the dark
Bad girl wanna rip me in half

Yeah i lost my heart
These drugs are all i have

3am with these thoughts in my head
Ive been gone, think that im better off dead 
I can't ever seem to get out of this mess
I just want to hold you close, but i bled 
X2

I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah



Its gets dark
So i make it spark 
Fall in love, find the one 
Just to fall apart yeah

Lifetime in the dark
With a couple of scars
Put ice on a broken heart
Think im in a crashing car
I dont really know who you are


Every part of me i'm losing every part
Gonna cry, gonna die, restart
Look up and i see the stars
I just want to make it far

Still the Same [prod. nate2timez]

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@burnoutarchive

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

whats the use prod.bartes

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