remember that i was listening it when i had depression... love this song and hate the flashbacks

i cant stop listening to dis 🔥🔥🔥

Alternative Rock

Robb Drew - SAD BOYZ (Prod. By Discent)

So tell me why I feel this way
Someday it has to go away
We didn't really like this place
We made a promise we would stay
Been so unbothered by this hate
Now you found comfort in my pain
And you keep staring at your grave
And you keep wishing that was me

Don't give me options, you got none yourself
Don't make me worthless, you got no one else

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

The sharp pain I feel in my chest
As my mind gets filled with dread
The biggest choice that I regret
It's all the things that were left unsaid
Forgive me for the things I've never done to you
Please forgive me for being you
Don't give me options, you got none yourself
Don't make me worthless, you got no one else

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

Did I let you fall apart?
Do you remember what it cost?
So tell me now, when will you finally have enough?
And I can't help you to stay alive
Afraid I myself never got so far
Just tell me what to do to stop you from living this lie

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that

Don't let go, it's not your fault
You're all alone and no one's gonna change that
Don't let go, it's not my fault
I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that
I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name
It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

Awkward Motion

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL 2021
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/5I6D3Lv7VQQ
Featuring @sepha-joey @rivilin and @tsunamiij 🎅
Prod. by Rivilin

Lyrics:

[SEPHA.]:

SO TIME GOES QUICKLY
AND WE LOVE REPEATING
A MOMENT TO SHARE
ALL THAT WE NEVER SHARE

SO FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

FOOL ME AND FILL ME UP
WITH CHEER AND GRACE
I’M READY FOR
ANYTHING ELSE BUT
THIS MASS HYSTERIA
THIS NEGATIVE PLACE
I’M READY TO REPLACE
THE NOISE THIS YEAR

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S THIS EMPTINESS YOU FEEL
WHEN YOU’VE FINALLY REACHED YOUR HOME
YEAH LIKE NO ONE RECOGNIZES YOU
YEAH WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME
I KNOW IT’S BEEN A FEW YEARS
BUT TELL ME WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG
THEY’RE THE ONES WHO SEPARATED A FAMILY
THEY WANT ME GONE.

SO WATCH THE FROST BUILD UP ON MY FINGERTIPS
NOW THAT I’M LOOKING IN FROM THE OUTSIDE
TRY TO RECONNECT WITH A FAMILY
THAT DOESN’T UNDERSTAND WHY I’M TRAPPED AT THE BEDSIDE
CHRONIC FATIGUE TRIES TO TALK TO ME
AND EXPLAINS THE REASONS WHY I’M ALWAYS DENIED
CUS YOU’RE NEVER THERE AND YOU NEVER WILL BE
THAT’S THE ANSWER WHY THEY WON’T ACCEPT ME

[TSUNAMI J.]:

I AM HEALING FROM THE YEARS
OF MY CONSTANT BEATING FEARS
I KEEP SEARCHING DISAPPEAR
MAN THERE’S NOTHING FOR ME HERE
I’M JUST CLEARING THROUGH MY MIRRORS
I BE HURTING THROUGH THE CHEERS
I BE FAILING TO APPEAR
MAN I’M FROZEN WITH THE AIR
I KEEP THINKING WAS IT FAIR
WAS IT PROMISED OR A PLAN?
EVERYBODY WANTS A STAN
BUT COULD NEVER HOLD A FAN
I SEE BLINKING WHEN I STARE
THERE’S A PROBLEM WITH ME MAN
I SEE DEATH UPON DEMAND
EVEN WHEN I HAVE A BAND

I KNOW
I JUST FOUND MY
FUCKING SORROW
OF TOMORROW
AND SO HERE’S TO
ANOTHER YEAR
FULL OF FAKE TEARS
CRYSTAL WHITE FEARS

[RIVILIN]:

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

IT’S SUICIDAL
RUNNING IN THE SNOW BLINDNESS
I GOTTA CATCH UP
MAKE SURE THAT I’M THERE FOR CHRISTMAS
IF I DON’T MAKE IT
I KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE MISSED
BURNT OUT FOR SOMEONE
I KNOW WHO DOESN’T GIVE A SHIT

I TRY MY BEST TO BE SOMEONE
WHO CAN’T FAKE A SMILE
BUT WHAT’S THE POINT
WHEN YOU HAVEN’T GOT THE ENERGY TO TRY
THEY SAY THAT FAMILY COMES FIRST
BUT I KNOW THAT’S JUST A LIE
JUST ANOTHER SHITTY CHRISTMAS
TO FIGHT OFF MY DENIAL

Snow Blindness

Sepha. x Rivilin x Tsunami J. - SNOW BLINDNESS

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APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
And I know I'm being avoidant
Would like to but I can’t control it
Can’t seem to feel comfortable in my skin
In my skin
Decaying slowly in this gloom
I need to be left alone to
Be swallowed up by the storm in my head
It’s all in my head

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Been gasping for air for so long
Sunk so deep, why should I hold on
The light goes dim, I've found peace in solitude
It's nothing new
It hurts to stare in the mirror
Don't wanna deal with the pressure
So I'll do anything not to face reality
I’d rather run away

I just wanna be alone
Disappear all on my own
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

So much easier to run
Anything so I feel numb
Erase me, let it go
I just wanna float away
And everything to be okay
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Erase me, let it go
Forget me, I'm a ghost

Ghost

ghost

Heartbeats

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

LET GO

STREAM

theres this game that i play
where i like to say
im safe in her arms
but i know thats a lie

theres this place that i hide
somewhere no one can find
oops i misplaced my life
kinda lose myself sometimes

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays
(X2)

i dont know why i isolate myself
the only time ill hang is with my belt
everyone was there to watch me drown
but i lost anyone who could get me out

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays 
(X2)

STREAM ALL PLATFORMS

white lies (prod. bartes)

Memories are useless.

Guitar by Digital Sleeper.

lyrics:
/:faceless humanoid
Erasing my feelings to empty my mind
Crying all the tears to fill up this void inside
If you leave me now, I don't mind
I'm sure that your happy now, so I wont mind
Its hard to be alone
But trust me, I won’t be back
Tonight we will leave our home behind
I won’t regret this adventure
When I was by your side
Its engraved inside my flesh for now
It will only be erased when I’ll die

/:digital sleeper
Drew a line in the sand and I told you not to cross it
Playing with my heart and you never really stopped it
Take a shot in the dark and I say we had some issues
Not everyone gets along like a fairy tale
But the ending's fairly nice
Even if I didn't like the rest of the story
Dressed nice just to go to purgatory
Always depressed cause our love went stale
Set up shop
Put our memories for sale
But the next person's perfect
Better than you ever were
Infect my thoughts like a virus thinking bout you every minute
I just think that you're the one but I might be biased

/:industrial trashman
I got too many questions, I'm still in need of an answer
I just want to be happy ever after
I been through the pressure, I been through seclusion
Imma sit here in my bedroom lookin' forward for any improvement
Filling up my waste basket with written vomit
Almost eighteen, time is the only thing I covet
Can't do things straight without time running at the speed of light
I don't see what's right, how can I be alright?
Yeah, I just wanna get along in a fairy tale world
My vision is straight blurred, don't even know if my brain works
Don't know when my brain bursts
But I'm sure that I won't let your shame return

Visages

Erased

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IKYKWIA Track #4

lyrics:

one moment in life can last forever
you lose track of what’s real
if you look back for too long
why’s my life moving faster
can we just stop right here

I don’t think we wasted time no
I don’t wanna spend my nights alone
living life lost in old photographs
I know

memories fade in due time
I know i need to leave that place behind
I know it was the time of our lives
i know

remembering nights full of laughter
the photos are hard to see
when I know they’re behind me
caught myself looking backwards
can’t I be happy right here

I don’t think we wasted time no
I don’t wanna spend my nights alone
living life lost in old photographs
I know

memories fade in due time
I know i need to leave that place behind
I know it was the time of our lives
I know

the time will fly by if you let it
fading nightly
why did no one tell me
to hold on tightly
told you I won’t forget this
(I know It’s not fine but It’s all right)
even if I wanted to
(I know It’s not fine but It’s all right)

I don’t think we wasted time no
I don’t wanna spend my nights alone
living life lost in old photographs
I know

memories fade in due time
I know i need to leave that place behind
I know it was the time of our lives
I know

Photos, Videos, Memories

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https://soundcloud.com/2013resist

sunday morning
in a house where u once used to live
i hear u callin
callin my name but i try to resist
dont tell me u're sorry
i still taste ur lips no matter who i kiss
i still hear u talkin
in the back of my head only place where u live

i know u heard me
i'm sorry i hurt u
in front of ur house
please come out fuck the curfew
the only thing left
is ur shirt sprayed with parfume
let me feel ur touch
one last time i wont hurt u

the way that u think about me makes me lose it
i hate all your friends they're jus jealous and stupid
i dont deserve to be happy u proved it
dont know why i still miss ur smile i feel foolish

in front of your house (prod. 2013resist)

(voices)

i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i, i lose my breath with every step
my horns will grow no matter what
this tree of life im sapped of all i have to give
i feel possessed and its coming out my chest
i lose each breath with every step
and the gravity takes me down,
and the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down
the gravity takes me down

ANXIETY
YTEIXNA

YTEIXNA (rx808)

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[LYRICS]

This took a lot for me to talk about
How I broke my promise without a doubt
When I think back to the good times
I remember it was full of lies
I wanted to save you from the bad guy
But it was you I was tryna fight

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lost my self in the come up
Drank too much imma throw it up
Moonlight sees what I cannot
My heart bleeds let me count it up
You took your knife and you stood in the shadows
waiting for the right time
You took my life and you threw it in the gallows
slaying in the night time

I can believe I trusted you
You fucked me up, but I did too
And Imma get the last word in

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Red Version

Hero/Heroin

❤️‍🩹
@bitekivibes
@burnoutarchive

white lies (prod. bartes)

nicoteen ninyo

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