https://open.spotify.com/track/3e1YhZampUODo1E2sAKRei?si=4b1ced859d6e4277
@yrui
oh well, its all well
i tried to seem okay
oh well, its all well
im just so lost in my brain
@stolemyfirstname
everything i do just doesn’t sit right
every time they see me theyre like hey is it that guy
every minute and every time you feel someone’s embrace
while i have to be alone sitting in the cold rain
i think i had enough everyday my life sucks
all you do is complain idk whats right and wrong

oh well w/ #36#

prod mac demarco

without u here im so broken
come here and fucking cut me open
all my pride is worthless now
i sleep in shit and im treated like a cow
im such a loser compared to you
imma die when i leave school
i have no plans im always in my room
im so alone and dont know what to do

cut me openn

losing everyday

don't even ask me man idek anymore

retarded loser /w screaminginmysleep

Lyrics:
You know that my pain is tame
There nothing else in my brain 
I can't see right its okay 
The drugs will fill in the pain

Too many nights in the rain 
Better then feeling her gaze
I guess is it will all be okay 
I guess is it will all be okay 

All Okay (prod.downtownsuicide)

prod wixxy mp3

i get so lonely in fall
even when ur not here
i wanna talk on the phone
i never had no missed calls
im always up on my own
nobody think bout me
where is my special song?
oh where is my special song?

autumn got me sad as fuck

tbh, im hella insecure

ig: https://www.instagram.com/anzarexists/
prod. despondencytracks

tbh! w/ despondency

Lyrics:
Why is so hard to 
find somebody else 
Cant help it i'm a mess 
Cant help it i'm a mess
I try to show 
The love you couldn’t give 
The love you couldn’t give
Now im stuck in this ditch

I know that it hurts 
You know that my heart is numb
Trying to fix myself
But you wont try and feel the same
 
You know that wont i let go 
I want you all to my own 
Feelings i cant let go 
Feelings i had to show

Watching you falling into my arm
Leave me here girl
I cant be saved
Breathe it in and let it go
To many peiple want my phone
I thought that you were the one
Baby i know that ain’t true 
I cant breathe without you
I cant breathe without you

sorry I cant make music (prod.bowsa)

stuck in my head /w Jah 💊🥀⚡⚡🌟 #fuckniggashit #cockstar #prodbyniggatxn.

Lyrics:
Tired of waking up lonely 
Tired of waiting for someone to care
Maybe it will be better
If I never woke up again

Running away from something real
Can’t explain why you chose to leave 
Filling avoid thats no longer there
Maybe its better to be dead

Why do i have nothing on my mind
Better then thinking about it one more time
Changing how you feel wont help it 
You know
What we had was real 
So why did you go 

To many obstacles 
Why did you let me go 
Sick and tired of this game i know 
That you'll never explain 

I tried to change but you left (prod.firzadwinda)

Just making music in my bedroom type shi
nicotxn. on Spotify!!!