SO LOST 😞

lights over camden
smile on the inside
planting flowers in the dirt on the road back
the parts of yourself that you don't like

but i could tell you, i thought it's obvious
(why does it always speak from the hallways?)
all about you, i wanted all of it
(why does it sound like you pretty often?)

move through the silence (last year)
your feet in the wet grass (can't hear what you say)
where inside this life was i supposed to find the time to make it all last?

years in the making
your hands always shaking
said just to trust you, said it feels amazing
why can't we know that?
why can't i know that?

just bear yourself for somebody else
just to recollect
i guess that there's nothing left
just the way you feel since like like seventeen
do you wonder why?
trying to close my eyes

Camden

and these seconds go by like they’re nothing 
and precious is time but means nothing to me 
and these minutes rain down and cause flooding 
my waterproof coat hides the heart on my sleeve 

and i met her last year through her cousin 
it was april or may i don’t know honestly
i was away with the fairies all morning 
and we texted all day and it felt like a dream

now this time i once spent with my darling 
means nothing to her or to me 
oh my god 
how embarrassing for me was blubbing
in front of her mom and like 3 of her friends

and i guess ill be there if you need me 
you don’t have to fake to please me
you can talk to me so sweetly
or pretend that this is easy
it’s a daily rock bottom
so i drown my pain in weed leaves
10KG weights, and tea leaves
and when you hurt me kill discretely, please 

(greenwood)
try to parse through the things that you said
crossed over Madison, i loved you to death
stayed in the winter despite what i need
but we never made it to august heat
eyes on the valley, you asked me to wait
ask of the baggage, it's as is you care
still keep the coat that i got you in spring
i still keep the pictures i'm not even in

i still keep the pictures i’m not even in w/ greenwood (pekarot)

track 3 is delayed while i get my mental health in check :/

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
told her let go, jus a fuck up from the get go
simply fkn with my mental
setbacks roll me, no cigarillo 
steady on my dick but ur chick still hit the set tho 
tryna kick it, nigga think he liu kang
bad lil bish offa addy and a mood swing
kush smell like cat piss, been smokin on magic
got blood on my jeans w/ blunt ash on this mattress-
oh my god~ 
smoke in bed until this shi happen again
and fall apart in my car, you break my heart like i was dead
so MIA, dissipate with every thought inside my head
wish i was better, said the letter that i bet u never read

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗
i could fuck off if that’s what u want
its been a Long night lit I could see the sun
baby here’s a tip 
dont be scared of fun
i could show u how to get ur body numb
we pop outside then its back to the night
id rather that u cry than prepared for a fight
baby how u feel 
she said alright then alright
i would kiss it better but im scared that u bite
wonder if these bullets could be stopped by his tai chi..

𝚜𝚎𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗 + 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
in this bitch silent
im not too inviting
baby if u pull it 
shits about to get violent
she might be my baby
but she turn a tyrant
gotta let go
i remain a fuck up right from the get go
you a slimey little bitch u a gecko!
all my dogs inside the crib like a petco
its the bro code
u aint special🖕🏼

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out_of_ord3r w/ sewerperson (necu)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

NEW RELEASE !!!! please show some love on this one :) https://soundcloud.com/speedlmt/everyday

ft @lilskeleskrrt
prod jolst & wasterr

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

i could never fall short like im danny devito
all i ever wanted was to be the man of the people
i take everything that i dont wanna hear n then i push it to the side
steady working thru the night so i forget to live my life

i can flow in each n every single way that they would want me to
she said i can tell ya why nobodys ever wanted you
she said im js like my dad i know im not cause i can tell the truth
call it artificial love because its fake i js get brain from you

ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

(skele)
listen i want to be a little bit more to you
i mean its enough, ik im always a chore to you
spill all my blood n pour it out on the floor for you
im giving it up, all the things at my door for you

but baby im fine, im off of the blue pill
n fuck it i try, pour it up till i cant feel
out of my mind, sedative n i stay still
n i cannot lie, i dont think that i can heal

n i think that im bad for you
i dont wanna go ill crash for you
nobody gonna do what i do, its true
laying through the words until i break in two, break in two

hanging on, im banking on us
been too long, i hate that i want
you in this, admit that im a cunt
call it quits, its always my fault


ima show you how to get rich
always got my future on my mind i need a sedative
i js kick back n let it stack its so repetitive
i js want this love in the way that they said it is

artificial w/ skele (jolst x wasterr) (ALL PLATFORMS)

original by https://soundcloud.com/greenwood2000

she does what you never did
you don't know how hard it is
to wake up alone
if it's over it's funny it still makes you cold
when you know

that you couldn't step away
in hopes that a memory
of something you need, would ignite from the first thing
that i thought was real but it's not

and i said i'd wait for you
in silence and in solitude
if it can't get better
there's darkness ahead
but it's safer together
i'm gone

shake at the thought of you
i still think a lot of you
of things that you said
feel at home with the worst things i keep for myself

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
so i don't trust a fucking thing
the nicest face could do the same
i think about it everyday
i wish i never let you in

make it quick i'm still here waiting
lost my mind way back in Salem
all at once you've only been all i want

and the life you were dealt's not a thing that you wanted
and i wasn't either and you made it obvious
wait for the day that your body decays
just to hear that they love you
cause they never will

snow cabin (greenwood cover)

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

from my soul
featuring: @greenwood2000
produced by: @trplgmni
art by: @tamagotchu

lyrics:
can you blame me for the reply?
couple months had to get by
now instead of waiting outside
i found a way to live a new life
another lens, check the replay
look at all the shit thats been changed
always tough in the deep grey
but i made it out unscathed
if i don’t even remember
its because i’m doing better
wooden necklace & a keen eye
gotta feeling that i’m

blinded by the downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

greenwood: 
killing time before the door
more than life, more than you know
thought it's different, i was told

lost touch the way it is
further from the places that we've been
despite the mess i'm in
over and over
the state i'm waking in
the bed's been feeling colder
i'm ashamed to say it doesn't fit anyone without you
never did

i'd wait for you in Spring
i'm changing in the worst way
i'm holding out again this time

(gotta feeling that i’m blinded by the)
downpour outside your house
i’m getting out more, saving for a shred of my doubt
i’ll stick around, tour the places that you care about
i find it funny we’re broken, with just how well that we’re spoken
it took time for me
to get a grasp on what’s real
could you tether to me?
i think i can finally see
a wound so tender it healed
now you can tether to me, baby

tether (ft. greenwood) [triple gemini]

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7pm Prod. Eric Godlow

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

Cursedstorm X ilymidnite X Cheyenne died X Vails - Different (Official Audio)
instrumental by Cursedstorm
vocals by ilymidnite, Cheyenne died, Vails

Cursedstorm Socials - 

https://www.instagram.com/cursedstorm_?igsh=MTQ0bnJ0NGk0dzY3dw==

Check out CURSEDSTORM on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/iJZxi

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Qmr9LPkvhpsSEWSKD8Zqb?si=rKFRlog-SlKW2kj3D2UCJw

ilymidnite Socials -

Check out ilymidnite on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/HDsYN

https://www.instagram.com/ilymidnite?igsh=MWVyc2tnOXR5eWo1dA==

Cheyenne died Socials - 

Check out Cheyenne Died on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/V8Eiy

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Yk1ZGwd8gUBTDgMEOs23S?si=kXRYTbz6SUSosRoiJTVl7A

https://www.instagram.com/cheyennedied?igsh=MWQ0ZHowODZhMHlicQ==

Vails socials - 

https://www.instagram.com/vailsofficial?igsh=eGM1MXQ4ZXJlb3k3

Check out Vails on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/1wab4

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=u5Hnzfc_SXKwVemZnzDbeQ


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Cursedstorm - Different Ft ilymidnite, Cheyenne died, Vails

FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

the lights are on but no ones home (king theta)

i'll let you cut as much as you like 

prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter https://soundcloud.com/tiedforsilver
extra production / master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

two months,
i can't write nothing at all
gave up on having someone to call 
fake blood still left a stain on the wall
fake love still left a hole in my heart
stuck in the middle 
i wait for it to eat me alive
it stings a little 
it kills me when you treat me so nice 
go grab the sickle 
i'll let you cut as much as you like 
(as you like, as you like)

i don't wanna be selfish 
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

lately i don't even give a fuck about the music
it's just enough that i do it 
one day i might lose it 
don't have enough to get through it
like oh, it's okay if you wanna let go 
spill blood, wake up on the floor 
we're done but i hate you more
he don't ever wanna wait one second 
so dumb, shoulda learned my lesson
those words he said he meant it 
but i'm stuck on the way he said it 
so soft, so soft
and after everything i gave you
you're still gone
still gone

i don't wanna be selfish 
(i don't wanna be selfish no more)
but god i hate myself 
and i can't help it 
(can't help it)
you made me lose my mind 
i wish you felt it
(you felt it)
and i can't even cry
the things i dealt with 
(i dealt with)
i dealt with
leaving you behind me,
(behind)
hope you like your side piece
i look so unsightly
that's why i'm always hiding
i don't think they like me 
most times it don't surprise me
think about it nightly 
keep damaging my psyche

i hate myself 
like nobody else
and i hate you 
much more than you do 
forgive me god
no matter the cost
i can't stop 
no i can't stop

7pm Prod. Eric Godlow

NICO NORTH

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