shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

wtf is wrong w me

originally leaked by a friend of gaff's in october of 2017, removed off soundcloud in october of 2018 thru a false copyright strike (by me looool)

unreleased

dissociation (prod. drew the architect)

i dont need luck though, i dont want it

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been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
weather change thats a cold case
keep on movin in an old way
swear i cant remember yesterday
different place 
how often i dissociate
shelf my life i dont stargaze
used to think that i could make it
if i try and wait
got a healthy dose of life spit in my face
times change
i cant pull it back
nah it doesnt wait
been tryna reach into a dark place
pick me all apart jus like an art space
i still feel the point, thats a sharp blade
i feel like i lost the chance to explain anything
what is me thats a mind game
wish i could think at a slower pace
you would think that we could pave a way
but symmetry nah that doesn't pay
exploitation thats a mainstay
i just wanna see it when its time to take it 
time n place
you speakin deceit in a dark day
force of the proletariat like a hurricane
light years like its cold cave
the dust piles into my fate
at the bottom of a staircase
getting clear that it wont go away
im like g man with a suitcase
watch me vanish into empty space
neuroplastic pain, know its all fake
i feel through a lens that my brain makes

neuroplastic

prod https://soundcloud.com/xlhc & me

woke up
head hurts
i'm still so fried
nosebleed
maybe we get too high
numb face
4 shots
blacked out last night
3 blunts 
double cup
i'll treat you right

i got 1 too many problems gotta kiil one
i got 1 too many things to do im ghostin
i keep that tylenol on deck, murder this migraine
sometimes i wish i could go back but what's the point tho

yeah i fried my brain hundred times, thousand times and im not proud of that
i was getting bent on the reg and now i moderate 
i just put a gram of the wax inside my cigarette 
i was dippin reds inside the red when i was way 2 young 

i like who we are
i like who we are
(if you don't wanna stop then we don't gotta stop)

i woke up at JFK and we were going off
we were saying things we shouldn't say
we're always fucking off
now we ice up but our wrists hurt
smoke until our chest hurts
i wake up at LAX
i'm depressed and I miss her
now it's london calling me up on the phone
nowadays we add the 44 and listen all alone
wishing i could paint your fingernails
so i gave mine the black and blue
u carved your name into my back and i miss eighteen too

i like who we are w/ xlhc

@taylor

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board it up keep it fortified
i been tryna get my money right
lames talkin bout me i aint hold it tight
social suicide, dont have to hide
worth the price
red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin
cold i been froze up
reap no reward like whats the hold up
ghost in the door when i pull up
can i convince
jus let me go just let me
double tap chug on my back
leather seats all black
223 n thats a wrap`
dark net grab a pack
soon as i let go it pull me back
take a hint its not that
snow fall down turn to soot
bring me bad news
i live on an empty street cause i have to
bridge my life to the clouds if i had to
make sure its not me that you're attached to
candle wax dried on the desk like some past dues
pushed me out the nest into destitute

red vein 5am
mitragyna make me doze off
tapped at 5am
led in my gut, windows frostin
deep in the cut candle droppin
prints in the snow see me walkin

soot (taylor morgan)

prod @youngburial

LYRICS
i just lost myself
inside a moment
for a moment
let's be honest

i just found
an ancient
polaroid of us
inside my broken wallet

i have found
forgiveness and
the past no longer
haunts me every moment

i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

i reminisce
hope that-
hope that
i can find it
i reminisce
you were so-
you were so-
you were so perfect

i just found myself
in mixing medicines
i'm sleep deprived
and nauseous

i just found
a glimmer of
my sanity inside
a broken promise

i have found
forgiveness and
the things you did
in retrospect are harmless
i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

reminisce

video: https://youtu.be/FXDqnRTlXyU

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late 

It just hit a little when I call you still 
and it’s going straight to your voicemail 
got pictures of us straight Chillen bruh
and they all locked in my iPhone 
yeah i miss you more than a little bit 
havent kicked it wichu ina minute dawg 
got me trippen over all this heaven shit 
got a meet and greet with the devil cuz im not playin
ima sell my soul to get you back 
i put that shit on mommy boy that’s facts 
i wish I was there for you but I lacked 
there’s nothing more that I wanna take back 
John I’m sorry

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late

creature (dercept x nihil) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

One More feat. brody

sampled Yung Lean - roses

lyrics
(fuck a red rose throw up hunnids when I die) 
I got mud in my cup
I don't even mix it up 
we be rollin round in circles rollin up the blunt
I don't care what u say cuz u fuckin up 
I be runnin runnin round a maze
 I keep fuckin up

ya these bitches think im Gucci man
e cuz my gold chain 
get the fuck out my way u don't 
u don't know my name
20k what I drop 
drop it on some balmains 
WAVEBOYS pull up 
bitch we flooded out the face
I been smoking loud pack 
loud pack to the face
I can't even sleep at night 
im going insane

bitch im smoking dope all day
flying far far away 
she dont even know my name 
she aint even seen my face
get the money I stack it up 
talking shit imma fuck u up
and u know I keep that blade tucked 
that weed smoke it fucked my lungs

I don't talk much yeah I don't talk none 
know they watching over me 
smoke an ounce so I can sleep
think I fell in love but I don't fall in love
know they coming after me 
prada shades so I can't see

goddamn im so high 
she tryna hop up in my ride 
fuck a red rose 
throw up hunnids when I die
bitch im coming up 
I been working my whole life
I keep fuckin up
 im jus tryna live my life

Lungs // prod. Waveboys

NICO NORTH

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