five year failurez feat. HeyLee Manzeron & POPSTARR [+slayingibis]

Smoke & Mirrors feat. (JUNK KING)

(prod by @kaadota)
10/20/22
Recorded and Mixed by @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[HOOK] x2
Someday you'll come back for me I know
Rain in my soul, thunder storms on the road
Chasing twisters in my heart, it turned to stone
When you held my hand I knew I wasn't alone

[VERSE]
I'm calling in now
How long has it been, yuh
Parent's got me moving to the South
Memories inside our old house

Memories are calling
To bad they're exhausting
You left me on that cold night
Backyard with the porch light yeh

[CHORUS]x2
I never thought it'd be this way
Know you got sum problems but you said you'll be okay
Think I'm enough, but if the table tops turn
Know you'll be the one holding me inside that urn

[HOOK]
Someday you'll come back for me I know
Rain in my soul, thunder storms on the road
Chasing twisters in my heart, it turned to stone
When you held my hand I knew I wasn't alone

[VERSE]
I'm calling in now
How long has it been, yuh
Parent's got me moving to the South
Memories inside our old house

Memories are calling
To bad they're exhausting
You left me on that cold night
Backyard with the porch light yeh

[VERSE]
Felt like I was 15
Highschool didn't miss you
These wolves will eat my eyes
Stranded, left me out to die

Hoodie on my chest still
Remember when you bought it?
Had a certain feeling you would leave me unaccounted

[OUTRO]
I'm still feeling cold in this room, you left me here
Polaroids on tables, when you told me have no fear
Someday you'll come back for me I know it
There's rain inside my soul, and thunder storms on the road, yeah.

My house is in a tornado! (prod. kaadota)

my last destination was a graveyard. i met a ghost girl here and we danced & cried all night. we became best friends. i'd do anything to keep her happy even though that's impossible.. if i leave i know she'll be sad again..

"she took me to the graveyard....."

prod. jeremivhx
art by me++

https://youtu.be/TCke8JikJmI?si=z6kCugkYUp3kC6Ne

you creeped in my house.. 
yesterdayyy!
it's okay, i know you watch mee! ;p
your hearts always beating when u see mee,
r u okay..? OK. <3
"lets cry & dance today!"
she told mee.. i said "lead the way!"
way.. (3x) 
I SAID "LEAD THE WAY!!" <3

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.... <3
she's hypnotizing me.......
she took me to the graveyard..
we cry, dance & cry!

we cryy
we cry, dance & cry
we.. dance & cry!!

she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry..
we share the same sadness,
don't hide, what's empty inside..
she's dancing & watching me.....
she's hypnotizing me....... ;p
she took me to the graveyard,
we cry, dance & cry!

8. friends with a ghost girl, we cry & dance in graveyards (prod. Jeremivhx) *VRV+*

u look tired, is everything okay?
𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖,
(lyrics)
had enough,
this isnt fun anymore
you dont talk to me at all
-
had enough
youre leaving more
words dont last
im feeling horrible

repeating words
all ive ever heard
its in my veins
never doing great

i find myself
drifting to the end
of all ive ever known
lonely is a word when used to describe my home
but love is such a waste when they are not the one
and im easy to replace, lets face the facts im nothing special
this game of life, is just an unbeatable level
i always think about whats called "have i lost you?"
well i have,
we'll never get it back again

back again
ive lost you
and now youre gone
gone
i miss you
i am nothing,
i never was

made 11/16/22

Ephemeral

prod by noxiousnights

les fleurs ont fané
pourtant il pleut encore
le coeur est gelé
pourtant tout brule encore

j'vois qu'un bouquet de lames
les pieds dans l'vide et les flammes
du bord du toit j'pense aux drames
des petales de larmes

tout est noir tout est blanc
des lycoris et du sang
les chrysanthèmes dans ma chambre
des chaines qui dechirent mes jambes

une rose sans epines qui meure
les rayons d'lumiere ont peur
mais ils ont pu te voir
ils ont voulu te croire

Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

la dissonance de la vie
j'perds des amis
plus aucune harmonie
t'es ma seule mélodie

j'nous compose un meilleur avenir
j'nous vois deja partir

vasy prends ma main
pour un meilleur demain
j'ferai d'mon mieux pour te voir
et sur ca tu peux me croire

Des centaines de kilometres j'les parcourrais pour sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, une odeur d'espoir il n'y aura plus de malheur
Des centaines de kilometres mais j'peux presque sentir ta chaleur
J'sens presque ton parfum, un jardin d'espoir qui dissipe tout le malheur

Un Jardin d'Espoir

Un Jardin d'Espoir <3

A song about a woman overdose on drugs .. 

Mosiac album featuring a bunch of amazing artists and producers. hope you enjoy the listen <3

ghost (feat. Racca)

nic violets