Really old song - one of the first I ever wrote :)
 

You come to me when I sleep and touch me there
You dance across my grave of past regrets
Always aware that your footsteps
Are almost too much for me to bear

Our gazes meet across a room and then it flows
Saying words we dare not speak, forbidden love
That never shows its face above the parapet
I hide behind and hope that no-one knows

And it shows in the pain that I cannot hide
And it shows in a heart ripped open wide
Yes it shows in a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side
Yes it shows in a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side

How much time do I have to wait?
Until it takes away the pain
You tried to mend my broken heart
Before you ripped it all apart again

And it shows in the pain that I cannot hide
And it shows in a heart ripped open wide
Yes it shows in a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side
In a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side
In a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side
In a lifetime of misery when you're not by my side


It Shows - Nigel Mines

Now recording as https://soundcloud.com/dead_melodies 

Chilled out ambient dub and experimental acoustic stuff, plus various other genre hopping experiments.

Singer/Songwriter based near Bath, UK. Looking for opportunities to play live, and collaborators/fellow musicians who want to join me on my journey. If you like what you hear then become a fan and tell the world!

Hay veces que quisiera abrir los ojos y despertar 10 años atras, hay veces que solo quiero estar callado, pensando en la intensidad con la que la vida nos lleva...una amistad, un romance, un dia juntos, la eternidad aislados de lo externo....una palabra que sacude todo por dentro, una mirada que opaca la luz del sol....huir o quedarse, ser parte de o solo un recuerdo, grato o ingrato, una parte se queda y otra se va....amar o querer, pasion o capricho...al final somos huesos con carne capaces de soportar dolor, hundidos en la brevedad de un momento que demuestra la bello de la vida o lo negro del pozo oscuro, morderse el labio, acelerando la sangre y la respiracion como un punto definido en un plano inestable, donde solo me sostiene la calma de saber que soy capaz de sentir y hacer sentir...de volar tan alto que solo yo estoy conciente...nunca mas sentir culpa por los errores de los demas y responsable de mi propia necedad...si vivo es gracias a ti (1143), y si no vivo es por mi ignorancia...la flor nunca es la misma..

I try to make the music that's in my head.Sometimes it comes out right, sometimes it doesn't...
I have also collaborated with the excellent Beautiphonic and my other band the bahnhof zoo with the lovely Ellie Tudhope.

I have been playing guitar since 17 years and open to all music. I am a handleft player using a righthand guitare player without reversing the strings . Not so strange! I am not the one in this case. i have not a particulary style and that is why i named my musical genre "My Own Style";Even if i am influenced as everybody by many music genres and players and particulary by guitar jazz, jazz rock, rock and blues players of the 80's and 90's years. I use a Motif XS to compose my tracks one by one (i don't use loops or software) and play on a strat mexique 57, a steve morse model and a steve vai model ( i love the music and style of this two greats players but totaly incapable to play there style!!). I use too a gt10 pedal effect and a vox tonelab SE. i record on a multitrack Korg d1600mkll. My music is only and totaly made by improvisation. I have a job that is taking to me many time and i am often on the road. this lets me no many time to make music.But i do what i can. Sometimes good or bad. The important thing for me is, playing what i feel.If someone don't like what i do it is not a drame and everyone and each person is feeling music or watever differently.Say "i like or i don't like" .No competition No Objectifs here. Only playing.Roland/yamaha76

