will this trail lead me somewhere?

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

something like a cover of sayaka's theme by kajiura yuki, inspired a lot by the tamusic's cover...
i know i can't sing, i know i'm not good at anything, i know that i will remain alone forever, i know that i'll never achieve anything especially if i'm not even going to try... maybe that's why i liked sayaka. being able to dream and sacrifice anything for your dreams... i guess that's beautiful.

sayaka

demos i really wanted to finish but i can't anymore. i want to write new music, live a new life and not be imprisoned by my past self.

evening

extended moment w/ Llakina

not form nor content

no life

a walk outside (i post more improvisations on youtube now)

Boom Bap Beats - Instrumental Type Beat - Relax Study Chill 

a walk outside (i post more improvisations on youtube now)

nihigo

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