@unamelable wouldn't know, never have died

partial discography (2019-2021)

water

yokohama kaidashi kikou

sleep

ether leak

drowning

i've been working on this project since november and it has finally come to an end. great feeling of relief.

solipsism

tlnos

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

00604aa

passing by and away

Mister Santa

duration: home to sea

Cotard delusion

manic depression

Hey!

Just wanted to say thank you for everything. I really take note of everyone who is listening and know a lot of you have been around for a while now. It means the world. 

As you may have noticed I changed my name from songstress to Hero Apparition. It was time to move on to something different and I feel like the purpose that the songstress name had for me was fulfilled. All future releases will be under my new alias, and the songstress name will be retired. Although I've changed names, the trajectory of how this project is going to sound will be the same as before. 

I am having a lot of fun making stuff. 

I am hoping to release a bigger project next year. Something like a debut album. It may or may not feature some completely reworked versions of a couple songs that are already here!

I hope you stick around for it <3

don't fear the death of your current self, you will be born again

suffocate alone

suffocate alone

nihigo

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