conducting electricity

i've been working on this project since november and it has finally come to an end. great feeling of relief.

solipsism

let me in

I wish to have a happy end

nothing to forget

quite a lot of thoughts fill me now, but they are so indistinct and chaotic that it would be more accurate to classify them as feelings. i am nothing of myself in music, and i am unlikely to be able to achieve something. no, it’s not “something” that i am unable to achieve, i will never be able to get close to what impresses me so much. i am no ravel or satie, and, despite the fact that music is the main thing, if not the only thing, that i sincerely paid attention, time and effort to in my life, my efforts are insignificant. music will always be “just a hobby”. i myself have always refused to make it something bigger.
when i see falling snow lately, for some reason the loneliness weighs heavily on me, although now things have just begun to improve with my socialization, it seems... i don’t understand anything, but maybe it’s for the better.
tomorrow is already 2024... let's see what it brings us. i don’t see the point in hoping for the best, so I will try on my own to make this year better than all previous.

when have i forgotten about achieving grand goals?

00604aa

no life

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Who Needs Them

A peaceful cinematic journey through light, rhythm, and reflection. Across six movements, Calisnor blends new age calm with modern classical depth and gentle organic percussion. From the quiet awakening of “Turning of Light” to the radiant closure of “Horizons Within,” each piece drifts through mist, emotion, and stillness — an ambient world of serenity and timeless beauty.

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solipsism

nihigo