Feeling more tired than usual

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care only about me

will this trail lead me somewhere?

waystoruinyourlife_wasteyourtimedemo.mp3

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speculative disillusion

maybe someday something will change

no life

今年の秋ごろにあそんだ曲です。

季節が少しずれましたが、どうか良いお年を。

秋宵

snowing again

i try to make something better
but all i do making you cry
i'm not a boy who said sorry yesterday
we'll never promise baby
when it breaks, it'll be collapse
sign and trade all your love to other guy
i still fuking act you're already mine
i try to make something better
but all i do making you cry
i'm not a boy who said sorry yesterday
yesterday
little bit closer, making me fuking crazier
little bit uncloser, to hide all mine
i try to make something better
all i do making you cry
i try to make something better
but all i do is making you cry more than yesterday

Something better

Slight reworking and update of an idea from a couple of weeks back:

It's all a bad, bad dream
If you don't believe me
Wake up and see
It's just a bad, a bad, a bad dream

Now look, look all around
In the shadows on the ground
See it all falling down
Hear the haunting sound

Oh I'm caught up in the waves
Of emotion hard to name
Fear, disillusionment
And shame

Yes it's a bad, bad dream
Can't shake it, can't break free
A sad, sad scene
I think you know what I mean
Just a bad, a bad, bad dream

Image by Alexandre Dinaut (Unsplash)

A Bad Dream (updated)

speculative disillusion

nihigo