† nine52 †

hook x2
on god ive been living all wrong 
had to break my spine 
but i did it tho 

ill wait till the end of time 
ill spend my life 
rolling indo 


verse 
ion see heaven in my fate i just vanish off in smoke 
when i pray into the wind all i hear is fuckn ghosts  
left my heart on the curb had to let the silence grow  
now its pain in my lungs everytime i blow kush  
i cant fuckin end it cause im too big of a puss
they dont fuckin like me cause im to mis under stood
why your gf on my wood? cause i made it out hood?
you aint nothin like me an i know you wish you could

† Prod. aureola †

Pray in the Wind

from the mixtape DOGMA
written, recorded, and curated by Benji
ft. Death Moon: https://on.soundcloud.com/CGQoSFJpVuI59Vk6om
IG: @b3njl
X: @WeWereNeverFree
YouTube: @WeCouldNeverBeFree

When We Die, Where Will We Go? (feat. Death Moon)

† nine52 †

VERSE
i sit alone an talk to myself
tryna find peace cant nobody else help
lookin at the sky when i pray for myself
hit my blunt i got ash on my belt. 
Gucci in my face everywhere that i go
Milan to Saint Lauren bitches wish they had my glow
my drip from over seas n you know i got dope 
wrap your lil hands round my mufuckin throat                 

HOOK
Eyes red like the moon in the night glow
pop one now i dance with my shadow
told her ride or die now she hold my ammo
blew a kiss caught it thru the glass lambo

† FEVVI †

VERSE
I talk less, but they all say my name now
Ghost most, still light up the gray clouds.
Ice on my wrist but my soul never cools
Came from the dirt, now I bend all the rules
Walk in the room, make the silence loud
I don’t chase the fame it just follow me round
Bags in the safe, yeah I did it all alone
Don’t need no crown I was born on the throne yeah

Felt lost but I needed this
Dark days yeah I feed of this
Low light but my soul still lit
Tell the reaper I ain’t done just yet
Felt lost but I needed this
Pulled myself from the dark abyss
Demons corrupt my aoul
Feelin like I’m on parole
Clinton the days before they take me home yeah

HOOK
Eyes red like the moon in the night glow
pop one now i dance with my shadow
told her ride or die now she hold my ammo
blew a kiss caught it thru the glass lambo

† Prod. by Flower †
Mixed & mastered:  nine52 x FEVVI

Alone ft. FEVVI

†nine52†

[Hook]
my heart frozen like the winter
i look broken in that picture
told myself i’d never miss her
sippin’ on magic elixir

[Verse]
ion feel the same
can’t remember my name
wanna end my pain
like i’m Kurt Cobain

my body full of rage
and i’m stuck in my brain
and my soul liftin’ weights
but i still love the rain 


† prod. johnnyfriend †

Elixir

Where Am I

#SBE #PRODUCER #THERSX #prodthersx #leadSBE-prod #sadboisyndicate #sadboisongs #emotionsfxckingsuxx :((

A Long Time | SADBØIERA (CLIQXŒ)

† nine52 †

Why I hit record?
Every take feel fake before 
Gotta a voice full of pain, an my soul fulla void
Still I breathe on these beats like this shit might be my last
the angel on my shoulder told ima die fast 
they ask me why im sad
muthafucka i aint sad
im jus tired bitch 
of yo fuckn bitch ass 
*
they ask me why im sad
muthafucka i aint sad
im jus tired bitch 
of yo fuckn bitch ass


† prod. @pieruun †

donotdisturb

† FEVVI †
Tell me your nightmare and tell me your fantasy
Come on baby, take my hand and fall with me
Tell me all about the demons you keep in your mind
We both walk down a dark road
But you don't have to walk alone


You say you’re broken — well, so am I
Scars on your skin match the look in my eyes
We talk in silence, pain between lines
But I’d stay up just to read your mind
Smoke in the air, but your voice cuts through
World full of lies, but I know you're true
Even if the sun never hits our side
I’d still find warmth with your hand in mine

I don’t need perfect, I just need real
Even if we both forget how to feel
(so come on) 

Tell me your nightmare and tell me your fantasy
Come on baby, take my hand and fall with me
Tell me all about the demons you keep in your mind
We both walk down a dark road
But you don't have to walk alone


Whispers in the dark, but you speak so loud
Your pain got a beauty that draws a crowd
But I see the you that you try to hide
And I swear I’ll never weaponize your cry
I been numb, yeah, I been cold
Lost myself in the things I told
But now I’m here

Vocals-Mix & Master FEVVI 
Produced s0ftskelet0ns
(yungpunkclique)

Nightmares prod. s0ftskelet0ns

.thank u so very much to web for the vocals and collabing on the art!.
.pls follow the homie.

https://www.instagram.com/web79

.thank you for listening and feeling with us.

LYRICS:

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

you were walking out the door why'd i let you
everything starts arguments and i really just dont need that
i just checked your message saw you hoping you'd get me back
you can see my photos in your camera roll and snapchat
but theres no fucking way right now that i would ever go back
i been stacking money on my plate just like some flapjacks
and i just did a million today so go and add that
im not here for acadamia got weed inside my backpack
trynna find the words to say i guess i should back track

all alone 2am in my bedroom
staring down at my phone i should text you
how'd i mess up the moment that i get you
knew i loved you from the moment that i met you

why would i let you leave [web x s0ftskelet0ns]

.beats from 2k23, some done as one takes, some redone completely, and some unreleased.
.thank u for listening, maybe even again.

.the haunting. [revisited, one take]

Been waiting for so long 
Im seeking but it's all gone
(But it's all gone)
Im playing with this old gun
Body shaking but its so done
What Im taking gets me so numb

youman

11 22 gratitude is key 
†🗡️†
yungpunkclique