Drunk In Bristol

adolescence (prod. bailey)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

prod kk

lyrics:
say hi to your mother from me
and put your problems on me
i know that no one wants me so i'm walking like a zombie
did i ever mention i don't wanna be alive
they say it's precious but i really hate my life
can you put a knife in my neck, take my life
can you let me suffocate between your thighs
i kind of understand why you think that i'm alright
but if i told you that i'm fine then i lied

and i'm sorry for that, vision fades black, i just wanna go back
life feels like a race but i went of the track
i just need a safe place away from all the attacks
i wanna see your face 'cause i miss that
i just wanna see your face 'cause i'd kiss that
why has it been so long
i should've got over you but i'm still writing all these songs
everyday stays the same
i'm tryna numb all the pain 'cause all the pain is kinda lame
i just wanna run away, i surrender to your game
can you shoot me in my face, the way we ended was a shame
i'm a wreck but i'm still thankful that you came
yeah i know that i will think of you forever
the devil knows that i'll be in love forever
gone cold like the weather

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

Experimental track, a lot of lyrics are interpolated from this song: https://soundcloud.com/saikyo29/hori-miya?si=a077ee5404f84214b8b52aef3bb4e3fa&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
look right at yourself, hope you realise we are different
you can try and help but it doesn't make a difference
dragging me through hell and i'm tryna find my own way
still hope that you're well but i do it for my own sake
i don't need appreciation, i still fall way down
but you didn't come around, that's the reason why i frown
i'm still moving weights, kinda hard to leave the town
i'm still losing weight, think i need to chow down

i should be feeling up but there's no way that i feel it
i still got my cuts, yeah there's no way i can heal it
i still ride the bus, yeah i need a lamborghini
they tell me life is like a movie but there's no way that i'll see it
i wanna move scenic, i'm living in a dump
i wanna run it up
i've fallen in a slump
don't fw girls yeah i'm always getting dumped
i think i need to chill
i'm gonna have some fun

OwnSake

ownsake (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

i got a slight theme when i talk
either do or don’t whatever
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean you’re not the cheese to my chalk

i’ll leave you be if you want
i’ma leave so you catch me on the floor
i’ma leave so you catch me if you want
i’ma stay but i’ll put up a front

yeah i miss you more than ever
gotta live to watch another segment
yeah i’m missing you more than ever
but i don’t feel a thing for the moment

kinda hard stayin living in the moment
i’ma tuck myself away for the moment
i be pourin up shit that’s potent
dream about you so i smile for the moment

gonna miss my friends forever
doesn’t mean that i’m in the same place
not from earth so i’m giving you space
but i miss you more than ever

this ain’t a christmas song
but i hope that you celebrate nicely
we can’t even tell right from wrong
wanna pour me a drink like nicely

wanna flirt with me that’s spicy
too bad that i know you’re a bitch
got a lot of patience if you try me
but i miss you more than ever

can’t eat them wings too spicy
need a beer so i cleanse my palette
but i miss you more than ever
i be walking round drunk in cabot

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i miss you more than ever
don't need more money when i have your touch
miss you more than ever

i miss you more than ever
yeah i miss you more than ever

yeah i’m missing you more than ever
doesn’t mean i wanna text you or call you
wanna pick my brain that’s clever
wanna drag me down that’s extra

wake up with this feeling forever
doesn’t mean i wanna see you or talk
moderation with the alc that’s never
i got a slight lean when i walk

for the girls that sent me love
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
yeah i'm wishing you well forever
i'm wishing you well for ever
i miss you more than ever <3

MORE THAN EVER

more than ever (prod. ninewaters)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

good riddance (prod. crocus)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

moving psychiatric (prod. ninewaters x georgie)

happy valentines day gang
prod. novakk x txeej <33

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

i don't wanna see you again, i got biz to attend
she got addictions, i got them too, turn her into a 10
i couldn't give less of a fuck if i'm seeing her flirting with men
i couldn't give less of a fuck bout this money, it's money i'll spend

i got this beat from novakk
and i get girls from overseas
and you get girls who smoke crack
you just rap bout pushing p's! that's a throwback!!
got your girlfriend on her knees!! you can smoke that!!!!

i just started smoking that gas, i'm puffing on cancer too
it's me versus me now, i wonder which one that i'll choose
if it's me versus you now i wonder who's going to lose
i wonder who's going to lose, cuz that'll never be me!

pulling up in a scat pack, you getting caught in a rat trap
i'm in a race like an athlete
there's no way you're gonna pass me
i know you're gonna get cold feet
guess you really wish it was the old me
they were right when they told me i don't need anybody to hold me

i don't need anybody to care for me
guess you were doing it right
cuz you were never even there for me
i'm my one and only enemy
i see you can't see i'm the reason i'm writing this melody
i'ma stay sipping this hennessy
the shit that i do is upsetting me

it's me versus me for real
i'm the one they wanna be for real
i understand the jealousy for real
alone forever for real
in love forever still
my heart's still cold like the winter
this shit always lingers

alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
countin up benjamin
alon3
look what you did to me
alon3
i be on top of the world
i could've given her shit for real, more valuable than a pearl
i be on top of my pit for real
know that you can't catch up in my section
i put hands up on my weapon

hop on the jet, never see me again
voddy my system, a means to and end
i can't keep chasing this shit
i'd rather just stay with my friends
i don't wanna see you again

me vs me

me vs. me (prod. novakk x txeejjj)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
bitch i be smoking fags (cigarettes) out the pound
tell me you love me, wanna hold it down
don't wanna wait for you to come around
bitch ik that you gonna bring me down
gimme your hand when i'm breaking down
bitch, shut up while i'm tryna speak!
i'm getting lost and i'll never be found
bitch, you'll be feeling lost when i peak!

ima get it popping like a school in america
got the crib shakin, diagnosed wit malaria
i can't hear your talking when i'm smoking on that loud
ima cause a ruckus when i pull up in your area
death is kinda scary, what i'm doing kinda scarier
he said he want beef so we turn him vegetarian
he said he want beef so we mince him to the ground
it would make you think that my boys authoritarian

i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i be out in public tryna avoid the paparazzi
i ran outta cash so let's go and crash a party
in the car i crash, slamming pints of bacardi
3am i pull with your bitch in my ferrari
make you so shocked when i pull up, maserati
ima whip the foreign but i'm not a fucking racist
just know i love you if i listen to your playlist
your bitch she love me, yeah she got me on her playlist
i'm the shit, you just gotta go embrace it

smoke a nazi

smoke a nazi (prod. ninewaters)

the truth (prod. greg beats)

Enemies

Enemies F/@luvdarza

baby, i don't know what's going on...

"laying in bed, thinking about u..." Lyrics: https://genius.com/kysdnny-laying-in-bed-thinking-about-u-lyrics

prod. @sadworld629_ x @prodretz

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