I go t big jeans
    & im fallin in my own dreams:/

trip & I fall (+lileffort)

@55depths
#brokenheartsclub

i wish i could tell you.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

what happened?

in an alternative reality where me and heylog are butt buddies butt bros and we decided to make a song together.

heylog - again w/ daywatch

prod uhoh and guccig0th
lyrics:

i feel so weak i think i’m done i wanna wanna fall apart
cant even speak i feel so dumb i’m gonna shut my mouth
i won’t make it out 
don’t wanna let you down
stuck underneath a frozen lake 
i think i’m gonna drown

it’s getting harder to breathe when i’m around you 
it’s coming apart at the seams we’ve sown through 
it’s easy loving don’t have to tell me nothing
and if you want it you better go and get it

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i hear the thunder 
i see the tunnel
ahead
i lost the feeling
pick up the pieces 
you left
i couldn’t reach you
i went to see you instead
i tried to tell you 
i don’t know how to confess

it must be something that i did it wasn’t what i said
i’ll burn it down until it’s ash until there’s nothing left 
i feel defeated 
i think it’s meaningless 
it’s been deleted 
and now there’s nothing left 

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i’ve been waiting my whole life just wasting away 
i’m sick of chasing these feelings so i can feel okay

light sleepr + sleep talk - rainfall

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

Crop Me Out >.<

im currently in a history of the silk road class so heres a silly song about the silk road
song is on all platforms <3
Lyric~~~sssssss
Id travel for ur love like the silk road and away we go
Webbing us a home, when i arrive turn on the radio
Traded all my goods just make it i had faith you know
Travel through the desert, from kashgar to arabia

Bandana on my face, to block the sand dont wanna taste
Traded all my precious goods for coffee just to stay awake
And id do it all again for you
Made it through the desert by grenades and horseshoes

Barter like porter, almost lost my life on persia border
On my tail chased by bandits
Shoot my flintlock til that lead ball makes a landing
Pass through baghdad, take a second just to hang back
Sweat through all those tears, but for a second i wont take that
But soon i was quite hopeful
Through those foot holes i could see constantinople
The destination, silk road travellers love to see
But it wasnt for the trade nor the money for me
I jump towards the port, reuniting you and me

silk road love [prod. yunny goldz]

lyrics:
i wanted it all but you
never gave me a clue
why werent you completely honest 
you made me a fucking promise

but you tore me apart
so then i broke your heart
you talk shit to all your friends
but who was better in the end?

not my fault
you cant see 
by default
dont agree
you were gone
way past dawn
cant move on
so withdrawn

you keep bringing up the past, thats the old me
i remember when you first asked, now im care free
you were always one to judge, but i never knew it
youre the type to hold a grudge, baby youre a hypocrite 

i wanted it all but you
never gave me a clue
why werent you completely honest 
you made me a fucking promise

but you tore me apart
so then i broke your heart
you talk shit to all your friends
but who was better in the end?
__
you made me feel so unworthy
im crying screaming for mercy
i wish that you understood
i tried everything i could 

i cant untie all these strings 
and i cant think of the things
that you planted in my brain
you always bring so much pain
you hurt me over and over
thought i was your good luck clover
you couldnt keep your composure
now im stuck begging for closure

not my fault (splashgvng)

Thank God (prod.1jowisen)

gucci and prada (noticed it rmx)(2020)

Prod. by Odece

Lyrics:
Two shots to the head, blow my brainz out
Walk a lonely path, I need to get out
Kinda tired of this planet, everything is sour
Intrusive thoughts that plague my mind like every hour
Finger gun to my head, rest in power
Middle finger to the feds, I'm a coward
Feelin like Sayaka, jump out the tower
Life is like a meadow with a single flower

Give me a break, I'm in pain
All these fakes got me strained
Need a cig, I'm insane
Pull the trig, blow your brain
Take my heart like a sweepstake, make it break
Idk how much more of this I can take

intrusive thoughts (prod. odece)

ninewaters