YUR🖕🧑‍🍳

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

my verse lowkey sucks
shoutout viz n dat

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
S-U-P-P-O-R-T i need it, can you give it to me
she is S-O H-O-T i love it, can you let me see it
let's discuss this over tea how i'm the shit and you can't see it
when i'm older they will love me H-E-R-O i will be it
C-H-E-E-R-L-E-A-D-E-R you love to see it
i buy a bmw then crash it, i don't need it
they never notice me right now but when i'm up they'll stop sleepin
when i am U-P she will R-E-G-R-E-T leaving
wait! i can't fall for that bitch
i can't fall for anybody cuz everybody just be makin me sick
i'm telling you bitches to suck on my dick
i'm telling you bitches get off of my dick
why you sat there? i'm not even rich
get bored so i'm taking a flick of the people that stay by my side when i'm lit

(viizzi)
carry the torch on my back cos im lit
bitch im with 9 and they know we the shit
run in ya house better show me ya shit (not literally)
and ur bitch on my dick boutta blow me and shit 

t r u m p e t you know thats what she blow me like
she ride my dick like a bike
come with a strap hope ur ready 2 die 

g r a v e thats what we put him 
a l i v e is what he coulda been
its a s h a m e that we be rolling him
straing in the p a c k
my choppa spray
no im not dying today little bitch

H-E-R-O

H-E-R-O + viizzi (prod. plxce x paradoxsounds)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

@55depths
#brokenheartsclub

i wish i could tell you.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

what happened?

in an alternative reality where me and heylog are butt buddies butt bros and we decided to make a song together.

heylog - again w/ daywatch

prod uhoh and guccig0th
lyrics:

i feel so weak i think i’m done i wanna wanna fall apart
cant even speak i feel so dumb i’m gonna shut my mouth
i won’t make it out 
don’t wanna let you down
stuck underneath a frozen lake 
i think i’m gonna drown

it’s getting harder to breathe when i’m around you 
it’s coming apart at the seams we’ve sown through 
it’s easy loving don’t have to tell me nothing
and if you want it you better go and get it

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i hear the thunder 
i see the tunnel
ahead
i lost the feeling
pick up the pieces 
you left
i couldn’t reach you
i went to see you instead
i tried to tell you 
i don’t know how to confess

it must be something that i did it wasn’t what i said
i’ll burn it down until it’s ash until there’s nothing left 
i feel defeated 
i think it’s meaningless 
it’s been deleted 
and now there’s nothing left 

don’t make a sound 
(i could never really hear you)
we’ll figure this out
(wrote a letter hope you get it)
the rains falling down 
(i’m drowning in the water)
as your tears hit the ground
(better not forget it)

i’ve been waiting my whole life just wasting away 
i’m sick of chasing these feelings so i can feel okay

light sleepr + sleep talk - rainfall

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

Crop Me Out >.<

im currently in a history of the silk road class so heres a silly song about the silk road
song is on all platforms <3
Lyric~~~sssssss
Id travel for ur love like the silk road and away we go
Webbing us a home, when i arrive turn on the radio
Traded all my goods just make it i had faith you know
Travel through the desert, from kashgar to arabia

Bandana on my face, to block the sand dont wanna taste
Traded all my precious goods for coffee just to stay awake
And id do it all again for you
Made it through the desert by grenades and horseshoes

Barter like porter, almost lost my life on persia border
On my tail chased by bandits
Shoot my flintlock til that lead ball makes a landing
Pass through baghdad, take a second just to hang back
Sweat through all those tears, but for a second i wont take that
But soon i was quite hopeful
Through those foot holes i could see constantinople
The destination, silk road travellers love to see
But it wasnt for the trade nor the money for me
I jump towards the port, reuniting you and me

silk road love [prod. yunny goldz]

lyrics:
i wanted it all but you
never gave me a clue
why werent you completely honest 
you made me a fucking promise

but you tore me apart
so then i broke your heart
you talk shit to all your friends
but who was better in the end?

not my fault
you cant see 
by default
dont agree
you were gone
way past dawn
cant move on
so withdrawn

you keep bringing up the past, thats the old me
i remember when you first asked, now im care free
you were always one to judge, but i never knew it
youre the type to hold a grudge, baby youre a hypocrite 

i wanted it all but you
never gave me a clue
why werent you completely honest 
you made me a fucking promise

but you tore me apart
so then i broke your heart
you talk shit to all your friends
but who was better in the end?
__
you made me feel so unworthy
im crying screaming for mercy
i wish that you understood
i tried everything i could 

i cant untie all these strings 
and i cant think of the things
that you planted in my brain
you always bring so much pain
you hurt me over and over
thought i was your good luck clover
you couldnt keep your composure
now im stuck begging for closure

not my fault (splashgvng)

thewayumakemefeel

4th Quarter Freestyle

Major Pain

Prod. by Odece

Lyrics:
Two shots to the head, blow my brainz out
Walk a lonely path, I need to get out
Kinda tired of this planet, everything is sour
Intrusive thoughts that plague my mind like every hour
Finger gun to my head, rest in power
Middle finger to the feds, I'm a coward
Feelin like Sayaka, jump out the tower
Life is like a meadow with a single flower

Give me a break, I'm in pain
All these fakes got me strained
Need a cig, I'm insane
Pull the trig, blow your brain
Take my heart like a sweepstake, make it break
Idk how much more of this I can take

intrusive thoughts (prod. odece)

ninewaters

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