YUR🖕🧑‍🍳

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

my verse lowkey sucks
shoutout viz n dat

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
S-U-P-P-O-R-T i need it, can you give it to me
she is S-O H-O-T i love it, can you let me see it
let's discuss this over tea how i'm the shit and you can't see it
when i'm older they will love me H-E-R-O i will be it
C-H-E-E-R-L-E-A-D-E-R you love to see it
i buy a bmw then crash it, i don't need it
they never notice me right now but when i'm up they'll stop sleepin
when i am U-P she will R-E-G-R-E-T leaving
wait! i can't fall for that bitch
i can't fall for anybody cuz everybody just be makin me sick
i'm telling you bitches to suck on my dick
i'm telling you bitches get off of my dick
why you sat there? i'm not even rich
get bored so i'm taking a flick of the people that stay by my side when i'm lit

(viizzi)
carry the torch on my back cos im lit
bitch im with 9 and they know we the shit
run in ya house better show me ya shit (not literally)
and ur bitch on my dick boutta blow me and shit 

t r u m p e t you know thats what she blow me like
she ride my dick like a bike
come with a strap hope ur ready 2 die 

g r a v e thats what we put him 
a l i v e is what he coulda been
its a s h a m e that we be rolling him
straing in the p a c k
my choppa spray
no im not dying today little bitch

H-E-R-O

H-E-R-O + viizzi (prod. plxce x paradoxsounds)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

PUNCHING BAG album soon<3

working like i got a twin
in this life all ik is sin
bitch so bad i can say tht she a ten
idc for this n that im tryna c us all win
dont mind me im just doing what i can
oh im her plan A this bitch dont want a plan B
keep my circle tight tight so im sticking to the family
u gonn need a shovel in this bitch to understand me
its not in my blood to be like anyone else
i guess we raised different 
i want that crib for my momma
i want that whip for my dad
oh i might do ya slimey
i might jus take what ya have
dont give a fuck if ur proud of me
im not satisfied with anything 
the pressure surrounding me
i can feel behind the closed doors
they talking down on me 
hows it my fault that i want more
i hope you never count on me 
for all the times they doubted me 
and counted me out 
you needa push ya pride away
and get ya ego in check 
i cant wait ona better day 
i dont know whats come next
dont hit me with no bullshit
ion give a fuck bout respect
i can make yo ass a full list 
of all the ways u a bitch
everytime they hear my lil voice
they like here he go again
hot hot hot hot
u needa stop cuz u getting played
wen i met her she was fanned out
nowadays shit changed oh

HERE WE GO AGAIN [p. ugly beats]

Lies - 916frosty

prod. lil biscuit
@safeatlast 🌊

i cant help it, ive been drownin'
help me out this town, and- <3
show me what life is about, YEAH!
its not about the shit they do, NO!
you could call me the dispo, the way i tote the pack!
yh, i always got ur back..
yh, i alwys got ur back, yh..

(safeatlast)

keep a toolie tucked
in my adidas
hittin uppercuts
we don’t front

we gon run it up
and boy u gon get jumped 
that’s on blood

swear i had enough
swear i had enough
wheres the plug

fill my double cup
purple til i-
keep a fuckin glock 

in the waistband
of my sweatpants
let it talk

fuck the fake friends
and the fake fans
fuck em all

see me racin 
heart is pacin
off the wall

like a skate brand
rockin suede vans 
til i drop🤍👽🌊

always got ur back w/ safeatlast

prod. @7sabrr7

featuring @my-journal-197226436

lyrics:
I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
Baby I'ma live forever only thru a 808
Pour one for the homies baby I just poured a 8 away
I'm on the surround sound bitch I feel like baby tate
leakin thru the sleeves I been cutting with a baby blade
Bitch I'm really T'd had to unblock all the plugs
I'm just savin some for me that's why I got all these slugs
I been servin all the feins now they scratchin for the bugs

I'ma take her to pound town call me kevin gates
Tryna see the world one time before I pass away
Sent me straight to hell but I'm knockin on heaven's gates
No I'm not doin well see the money I could make
I'ma die on my own
Where was I 
I don't know
When's the time
It'll show
You're mine that's for sure

I'ma die up in some hermes
Got this bad lil bitch lookin' for her mans
I'ma crash this whip up where the curb ends
I'm finna fall out boy no uma thurman
I spent a band at the mall
Wait
I spent a band at the first store in the mall
I'm up with sabrr and selkouni you know we finna ball
Recording sippin thru the night so now this drink getting tall

Lil bro was sippin drink and poppin pills
We do it all yeah we have a ball
Her ex communicated
Always differenciated
I'll kill em all yeah
I'll never fall
Know I'm right outside my prime
But I don't wanna go and end my life
I think I might try this time
Watch me fade away into the night

I don't wanna fade away
I don't wanna fade away
Baby I'ma live forever only thru a 808
Pour one for the homies baby I just poured a 8 away
I'm on the surround sound bitch I feel like baby tate
leakin thru the sleeves I been cutting with a baby blade
Bitch I'm really T'd had to unblock all the plugs
I'm just savin some for me that's why I got all these slugs
I been servin all the feins now they scratchin for the bugs

RACKS @ THE MALL w/ selkouni

it was hard to find the way that i felt
taking medication to mend from something else
i tried to give u affection its just hard coz i dont feel myself
u support me its just when im numb i cant tell 

i lost myself
i lost myself
and no its not your fault
i just lost myself
and i dont feel myself
oh i feel in hell
and all the pain i cant stop oh cant u tell

it was hard to be my damn self
coz she would always judge me from the way that i felt
i felt disgusting when she left for someone else
and i bet she didnt know i knew as well

let me tell u my trauma
ive been through a lot
ive been lied to been cheated on where do i start?
saw my last one in someone elses car
i know that you're different i know that you are

it hurts sometimes
im too kind to realise
that humans lie
i give my trust my trust in others
to reach out to die 
coz thats how i feel inside

it was hard to find the way that i felt
taking medication to mend from something else
i tried to give u affection its just hard coz i dont feel myself
u support me its just when im numb i cant tell 

i lost myself
i lost myself
and no its not your fault
i just lost myself
and i dont feel myself
oh i feel in hell
and all the pain i cant stop oh cant u tell

i lost myself (mackk)

room to breathe *fats'e cover* (reprod. nick decosta)

featuring neeco <3

cover art by @heartpacee

produced by immortal

lyrics:

Who am I to hypothesize?
When every time we talked about it it was based on lies
I took advantage of your trust so I could still get high
You told me come back in a month and now it's been bout 9
Wonder how I ain't die
Wonder how I'm alive, but in due time
Who am I drinking all night long?
While you were sitting there just worried bout me back at home
I take another and another tryna overdose
I probably won't because of you but you know how that goes
Stuck in a comatose
Laid with my rose
So tell me what was the last thing that you said
I'm sorry I cut you off, say that again
God damn now we trailing off back in a sec
Now every time that I text I'm left on read
And the next time that you text I might be dead
I might be dead
I hate that the last thing that you said was

Let me speak
Let me speak
I ain't slept in bout a week
I'm still tryna hit my peak
Let me speak
Let me speak
Let me speak

I'm underground
That's when they get to talkin bout me like I'm here right now
In my head it's peace and quiet please don't be too loud
Got an angel but the devil won't let me out
Let me out
The only way that I can talk is through a wall of sound
A wall of sound
But please don't break it with those words that I despise
A sea of people looking at me with no eyes
eyes but do they pray for me
Every person there was hating me 
One day I will fucking rot

Let me speak
Let me speak
I ain't slept in bout a week
I'm still tryna hit my peak
Let me speak
Let me speak
Let me speak

LET ME SPEAK w/ neeco

prod. acey心 x kill breanna
i really just appreciate yall still supporting me after so long and after so many stabs in the dark with music cus for the longest time i havent even known what ive wanted to do and i dont think i could ever say i truly know who i wanna be or what i wanna make in music but i love you guys so fuckin much and ive never enjoyed music more and its cus u guys make me realize i can be whatever i want in the end anyway. <3

im just tryna learn
what comes first in worth
no way, no way, ill get the time to see what you do
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

no-o-oh way, that i could ever be exact.
mmh..mmh..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency,
i guess im safe, i know my place..
i guess im safe, i know my place..

im just tryna learn,
what comes first in worth:(
no way, no way... no! 
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

;(
so long
so long
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
uh.. woah.. !
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency..

carefree

Married2themoney feat. Zeni Moe

#UNDERGROUNDKINGS

work (feat. boy floss & austin skinner) [prod. vision4k x storm]

Prod. by Odece

Lyrics:
Two shots to the head, blow my brainz out
Walk a lonely path, I need to get out
Kinda tired of this planet, everything is sour
Intrusive thoughts that plague my mind like every hour
Finger gun to my head, rest in power
Middle finger to the feds, I'm a coward
Feelin like Sayaka, jump out the tower
Life is like a meadow with a single flower

Give me a break, I'm in pain
All these fakes got me strained
Need a cig, I'm insane
Pull the trig, blow your brain
Take my heart like a sweepstake, make it break
Idk how much more of this I can take

intrusive thoughts (prod. odece)

ninewaters

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