You know what it is
I was made for lovin' you
I was made for us
Everything we touch turns to dust
I'm covered in rust
When did we give up?
Everything we touch turns to dust
You know what it is
I was made for lovin' you
I was made for us
Everything we touch turns to dust
I'm covered in rust
When did we give up?
Everything we touch turns to dust

And you know that I love you
And I know that you love me too
And I know that you need me
And you know that I need you

It's true
We know what to do
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
We know what to do
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you

It's true
We know what to do
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
We know what to do
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you
I was made for loving you

I Was Made for Loving You

We’re not here out of fear of the lonely nights
Not holding on ‘cause we’re scared of the goodbye
It’s not a cage, it’s not a chain, it’s not a debt to pay
It’s just my heart saying “yes” to you each day

We choose this, freely
We choose this, clearly
You grow your way, I’ll grow mine
And we grow together, in our own time
We choose this, freely
No fear, just peace here
You be you, I’ll be me
And we’ll be an “us”, naturally.

We build our home with windows, with open doors
You walk your path, I’ll walk mine—we still meet on this shore
Your flaws aren’t my weapons, my doubts aren’t your load
We just carry them together down a sunlit road

We choose this, freely
We choose this, clearly
You grow your way, I’ll grow mine
And we grow together, in our own time
We choose this, freely
No fear, just peace here
You be you, I’ll be me
And we’ll be an “us”, naturally.

And if someday our seasons don’t align
No blame, no guilt, no endless, tangled vines
We’ll have the strength to softly bless, to gently release
Or find a deeper love, a more honest peace

Free.
Chosen.
Free.
Chosen.
Again.
And again.

Chosen

Here we are
Like water and stone
I thought you were home
Guess that I was wrong

Now I'm alone

Another moment
When I thought I could change your mind
Another moment
When I thought you could save my life
Another moment
And now you're gone

Do you care?
Are you thinking of me?
I gave you my heart
But it fell apart

And now I'm alone

Another moment
When I thought I could change your mind
Another moment
When I thought you could save my life
Another moment
And now you're gone

Another Moment

Another silent morning, staring at the wall
A hollow in my chest, a voice I can't recall
I try to fill the space with noise and blinding light
But it just echoes back, a void in black and white
I'm reaching out for something, but I don't know the name
Just a static numbness, playing the same old game

Oh, this empty room inside my soul
A story that I can't control
But I'll plant a seed, a tiny light
To fight the quiet of the night
This hollow heart, I'll start to mend
This emptiness, I will not let it win

I put on shoes and walk outside, feel the sun upon my skin
A simple act of courage, to let the world back in
I write a line of poetry, a messy, honest scrawl
A fragile little anchor, to break this endless fall
I call a friend and say "I'm not okay"
And in the silence after, a piece of pain gives way

Oh, this empty room inside my soul
A story that I can't control
But I'll plant a seed, a tiny light
To fight the quiet of the night
This hollow heart, I'll start to mend
This emptiness, I will not let it win

I am not just this absence, I'm the hand that seeks the ground
I'm the breath within the stillness, the most unexpected sound
From the void, a strength is growing, slow and tender, deep and true
The bravest thing I did was just to sit here, feeling it with you

A tiny light... a fragile seed...
Starting to mend... a quiet, steady need...
The emptiness... is not the end.

Emptiness

It comes in quiet moments, unexpected and deep
A hollow in my soul, a secret that I keep
It washes over like a wave, this emptiness inside
Triggered by the conversations that I wish hadn't died

I miss the spark of life that comes when minds connect and clash
The intellectual fire, the lightning and the flash
That feeling of being fully seen, completely understood
When thoughts flow like a river, and everything feels good

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

I don't always have the key to what's inside of me
That door remains locked tight, and I can't seem to find the key
But when I feel that aliveness, that wholeness warm and true
It feels like coming home, like I'm brand new
Those moments have been rare, but I've held them in my hand
Felt them burning in my heart, where I hope they'll always stand

Give me serenity for what I cannot change
The courage for the things I can rearrange
And wisdom to know the difference between the two
Because this emptiness returns when I'm missing you
Missing conversations that made me feel alive
Without that intellectual spark, part of me doesn't survive

Today the silence found me once again
Brought the hollow to the surface, brought the emptiness back in
It whispers of connections that my intellect requires
Of setting minds on fire, setting hearts and souls on fire

The wisdom to know...
The courage to change...
The serenity to accept...
This emptiness inside me
This intellectual need
This longing to connect
This hunger to be freed
To feel alive again
To feel completely whole
To find my way back home
To find my way back home
Back to my soul.

The Wisdom to Know

Under fragile foundations, where we once stood,
We built a castle of dreams, but it was made of sand.
The old scars of our souls, too heavy to bear,
We fought in vain to chase the morning light there.

The walls we never tore down stand firm and mute,
Shadows linger in corners where we lose our route.
Our spirits were too heavy to carry on anew,
In the sorrow of these farewell songs, nothing remains true.

Between whispers and silence, we held on to hope tight,
But in the dark, without light, our love found no respite.
Self-reflection in the rain, tearful melodies,
We realize that sometimes love is not all it needs.

A spark is not enough to set the sky ablaze,
When wounds scream out loud, no peace they will praise.
And so, we let go of all our memories,
The farewell tastes bitter, yet it ends our pleas.

The walls we never tore down stand firm and mute,
Shadows linger in corners where we lose our route.
Our spirits were too heavy to carry on anew,
In the sorrow of these farewell songs, nothing remains true.

A farewell to great love with painful sense,
Our hearts beat quietly in strange pretense.
Maybe time will heal what today feels broken,
But until then, we're apart, by this pain outspoken.

Farewell

I built a fortress 'round my heart, a citadel of fear
A checklist of the reasons I should keep you out of here
Then brick by brick, I started, the dismantling was slow
For the first time in forever, I had somewhere I could go
I whispered to the shadows, "This is it, this is the fall"
I took a breath and silenced every single warning call
I let the drawbridge down, and I stood there, open, bare
The bravest thing I ever did was standing with you there.

And just when I was ready, when the fight in me was won
You looked me in the eyes and said, "What's done is simply done."
You fed me lines of circumstance, a coward's weak disguise
While my own battle scars were still fresh beneath my eyes
I fought a war inside myself, and I emerged for you
Just to find the battlefield was empty when I broke through.

You said the world was complicated, said the timing wasn't right
Said you couldn't be the anchor in my newly offered light
You talked of storms and pressures, of a strength you didn't have
After I had conquered every single fear I ever had.

I shouted from the rooftops, you just mumbled in the hall
I was ready to give everything, you weren't ready for the fall
I let the drawbridge down, and I stood there, open, bare
The bravest thing I ever did was standing with you there.

And just when I was ready, when the fight in me was won
You looked me in the eyes and said, "What's done is simply done."
You fed me lines of circumstance, a coward's weak disguise
While my own battle scars were still fresh beneath my eyes
I fought a war inside myself, and I emerged for you
Just to find the battlefield was empty when I broke through.

Don't you dare blame the universe for the choice you made alone
I was ready to move mountains, you were ready to be stone.
My victory was hollow, my freedom came too late
The greatest battle was with a ghost I chose to create.

And I WAS ready! When the fight in me was WON!
You looked me in the eye and said, "What's done is simply done!"
You fed me LIES of circumstance, a coward's final prize!
While my own battle scars were still burning in my eyes!
I fought a war inside myself, and I emerged for YOU!
Just to find the man I fought for was a fool when I broke through!

The bravest thing I ever did...
Was trusting you.

My Fight

No way to the shore
The waves don't keep score
Forever's a lie
But we still try
Deep love
One rhythm
Like oceans forgiven

One rhythm
One tide
Pulling us inside
Deep love never dies
It whispers
It hides
No way back tonight

The moon pulls the sea
Like you pull at me
Forever's a dream
That tears at the seam
One rhythm
One motion
A kiss from the ocean

Deep Love

This is the exit... I have to make.

I carry the weight... of my own mistake.
I carry the weight... of my own mistake.
I take the exit... my own exit.
I take the exit... my own.

My heart... wants to stay.
But the truth... walks away.
My heart... wants to stay...
...but I take the exit. My own.


I CARRY THE WEIGHT... OF MY OWN MISTAKE!
I TAKE THE EXIT... MY OWN EXIT!

...my own...
...exit...


My Own Exit

Who was I in that borrowed light?
Living a script, losing the fight.
A phantom self... in a borrowed room...
Waiting for the crash... waiting for the boom...

I built my worth on shifting sand.
On a foreign look, on a strangers's hand.
I called it love, this hungry ache.
This dizzy high, this slow heartbreak.

Now I see the frame... I see the strings.
I name the hollow, silent things.
The crash is here... the boom is me.
Breaking the frame to be set free.

I am not the story you wrote.
I am not the desperate note.
I am not the ghost in your machine.
I am the space... in between.

I SEE THE FRAME! I CUT THE STRINGS!
I CLAIM THE HOLLOW, BURIED THINGS!
THE CRASH IS HERE! THE BOOM IS ME!
SHATTERING THE FRAME! I AM FREE!

I am the space.
I am the light.
I am the crash.
I am the night.
I am my own.
I am my own.


Phantom Self

Music is my medium to express my feelings and emotions. Every woman has a long and arduous journey behind her, is currently in a difficult situation, or is facing a new challenge. The lyrics I have written myself reflect my experiences and my past. With the help of AI, they were transformed into song lyrics, and the music was also generated by AI. I hope my music can offer you solace and comfort during these difficult times. Don't forget: Where there is love, there is never fear. Recognize your worth!

My Own Exit

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