SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE TRACKKKK
produced/mixed/mastered by da banz :)

lyrics:
gloomy Carolina
I need to get in the light 
gonna feed me like a flower
put the sugar to my tongue
instant gratification 
if I can't have it I will die
gonna put me in my place son
or I might just pull sum plugs

swallow the pill that makes me weak
I don't think these r good for me
ur always telling me to be less death in drag
whats good for u is good for me
maybe the weed is laced w speed
whys it impossible to be less death in drag

dig a hole to china 
out of sight is out of mind
where were all the hours I was gonna give to mom
the knowledge is the power
but the brain is turning off
I wish I did it sooner cuz im finally free from buying stuff

it can be sad it can be so sad
but deaths a part of living
o thats a part of living

DEATH IN DRAG (demo)

prod pilgrim raid, guitar by hoang duc pham

kinky love

desolation doesn't help and i'm living in a simulation

There's no one down here and it's okay

Quick MP3 mixdown or a live set practice for my first live electronic music set since before 2020.... Two tracks.

Slower Sine and DiJa - 2023 Live Show December Warm Up

Out of Gothenburg comes Holy Now, a project that grew out of a strong need to create music from the heart, and their debut 7” single out 19th August via Beech Coma. With intimate melodies, yelling drums and sprawling choruses, the four piece lead you through their unique universe of timeless pop music in the vein of Alvvays, The Jesus And Mary Chain and Angel Olsen.

‘Wake Up’, a veritable pop dream of delirious vocals, riveting guitar solos and complex sensibilities, is the first taste of Julia Olander’s outstanding songwriting potential, backed by Ylva Holmdahl, Samuel Von Bahr and Hampus Eiderström Swahn. Tinged with melancholy throughout, the song also offers a light at the end of the tunnel. “It’s about wanting someone so much that everything gets messed up,” the band explain. “It’s about leaving, returning and letting go.”

‘Wake Up’ / ‘Please Love Me’ is released on 7” single on 19th August via Beech Coma. The single is the fourth instalment of a bi-monthly subscription series from the label, part-funded by Arts Council England, that has so far seen releases from Bruising, Lou E and Posture.

Buy 7"

Holy Now - Wake Up

HAWK - 52

Written - Julie Hawk & Matt Harris
Produced - Matt Harris
Mixed - Rocky O'Reilly
Mastered - Robin Schmidt

If I Don't Tell You

/demo/ 

if you need chords then it's F-C Dm-G on capo4

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i love you 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i always do 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i’m here for you 

it’s ok it’s ok ok i love you too 

i heard that this morning you were feeling blue 

you’ve made a mistake and you blame it on you 

you believe in the voice in your head, think that it’s true 

come sit next to me, come here i’ll sing for you

i’ll sing you a song, that you'd sing along

you know that i’m shy, at least you won’t cry 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i love you 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i always do 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i’m here for you 

it’s ok it’s ok ok i love you too 

i know what it’s like to lose someone too soon 

i know that you’re ready to give it all up soon 

you can run, you can hide, but it will always follow you

come sit next to me, come here i’ll heal your wounds 

i wrote you a song, you can sing along

words are all that i had, hope i’ll make it last 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i love you 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i always do 

it’s ok it’s ok it’s ok i’m here for you 

it’s ok it’s ok ok i love you too
let me know when you’re ready to feel warm again

let me know when you’re ready to smile again 

let me know when you’re ready to feel young again 

let me know when you’re ready to be born again 

let me know when you’re ready to find love again 

let me know when you’re ready to live again

let me know when you’re ready to do it over again 

let me know when you’re ready to do it all over again

There's no one down here and it's okay

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