NIXXIU

and we fall w/ grayilea

lyrics:

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount

you left me again
she told me to let go
I feel you closer to me
I don't know what to say 

hates my guts again
she doesn't want to try 

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount x2

spotify

died infront of my eyes (jxzzytrip x whymillyy)

prod. nixx ♡

> lyrics <

cuts on my back and now i'm just vacant
showed u to all my friends
now they're gone and i wanna be dead
getting out of bed past 7
park my car under the stairwell
chillin in the backseat listening to 9tails
dunno what i did last night
got scars on my arm all i know how to do is cry
and i'm blinded
eyes are bloodshot and beaten
from crying
moving too fast at a dead-end

i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
i  wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
pulled up in my white tee
know that u don't like me
blood is swirling down the drain
i know this isn't healthy
staring in grain thru my window
if i left this earth, wonder where i'd go

can't sleep at night with u in my head
lie awake in my bed
going thru memories of the places we've been
and the things that u said
wide awake and ur on my mind
i can't go cus i'm wasting time again
losing sleep, cleaning shirts with bleach
cause i painted them red

i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
i wonder if u miss me
told u we would talk but i don't owe u a damn thing
i recall the night so clearly
i guess that this doesn't surprise me
pulled up in my white tee
know that u don't like me
blood is swirling down the drain
i know this isn't healthy
staring in grain thru my window
if i left this earth, wonder where i'd go

tearing me down like again and again
and i contemplate if i'd be better off dead
walking thru pages this smile i'm masking
the years that go by wonder if i'll be asking
WHERE ARE U NOW?
WHERE ARE U NOW?
I MISS THE TASTE OF UR LIPS AND UR SOUND
I CAN'T STOP MY HEART FROM BEATING SO LOUD
U TOLD ME U LOVED ME THEN U TORE ME DOWN
u tore me down in the back of the deep end
pull my head under it's where i will keep it
don't regret all our time and our secrets
retreating alone in my daybed

scars

https://soundcloud.com/bbdalena

lyrics: it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget
it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget

remember when you’d use to call
we’d stay up all night
you didn’t think we’d lose it all
i had a feeling it might
didn’t think that it’d hit the wall
till i saw you
didn’t think about you at all
till i saw your pretty face


it’s been a week and i feel alone
stay away
forget
it’s been a week and i feel alone
stay away 
forget

it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget
it's been a week and i feel alone
stay away forget

until i drown in a comatose 
i wont say a thing i wont feel a thing
until she tells me to get away
until then i wont
you wont feel a thing

please forget me w/ bbdalena (taymxru)

prod. idly blare

> lyrics <

i miss ur touch
and everything
u brought to us
and gave to me

and i can't escape my thoughts
i know now ur right and i'm not
can't help to see u go away
i wanna put shots in my brain

i see u standing in my room
but it's just my head missing the sight of u
laying in my bed
hold u close like we're glued

remember the nights u told me it'll be okay?
now at night my tears fall down my face i lie awake
look at me tell me what u see
i look at u and see the person of my dreams

help me get through this pain
darling i am not okay
i always ruin everything
saving u before it's too late


linktree.com/nixxiu

darling

prod. taymxru x nixx ♡

> lyrics <

u said u wouldn't leave me astray
i tried so hard but u weren't the same
i watched u change

(u said u would wait [for me])

i watched u fade - fade away
u took my name out ur brain
i didn't want anything
u made me want everything just for u not to stay

u told me you'd wait
u told me you'd wait for me

u said u wouldn't leave me astray
i tried so hard but u weren't the same
i watched u change

u said u would wait
u said u would wait
u said u would wait for me
u said u would wait
u said u would wait
u said u would wait for me

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

everythinghurts

prod. whylonyy + nihil2free

> lyrics <

stay away from me
i still see u in my dreams
ur face
u want me to change
but you've taken away from me

( too scared to sleep
cause i know that i'll see u again in my dreams )

what do you think
we're meant to be?
when i forgave u for all those things that u did to me
what more do u want
to take from me?
when u tore in and let me bleed

( too scared to sleep
too scared to sleep )

stay away from me
i still see u in my dreams
ur face
u want me to change
but you've taken away from me

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

maim

Lyrics: 

Take me
Would like it if you could contain me 
Suffocating
Hand round my throat I’d let you 
Break me 
Down
Shake me
Lucid dreaming 
Someone wake me 
Now

I’m so tired of giving up
I think you might be the one
I think I might be in love
Am I worthy of your touch
Worthy of your time
Baby who's been on your mind
Got you crying every night
You know that I’d never lie
Am I pretty 
Am I pretty enough

Take me
Would like it if you could contain me 
Suffocating
Hand round my throat I’d let you 
Break me 
Down

Molly in the backseat
Know you wanna kiss me
I’ve been dying since the last meet
Beautiful wet dreams
Beautiful wet dreams
Beautiful wet dreams 

Molly 
In my car
So kiss me 
You're a star

You’re
Star 
You’re a star
star
you’re a star

Sucker Punch

prod. softscars

> lyrics <

i knew u would
break out
from my arms
i didn't want
to let u in
my heart
tell me what you saw
when u looked at me
was i everything u wanted me to be?
lost every piece
of what once was me
trying so hard to be just what u need

we didn't work out
guess ur happier now
beating my eyelids as my tears fall down
our love is up in the clouds
the silence speaks so loud
need to escape the thought of u somehow
when u start to walk away from me
i can't breathe
i only see u with me
send me down and i will fall

i knew u would
cause i knew u
u pushed and pushed
when u asked me
if i loved u
remember when
u didn't wanna leave my bed
i won't forget
all the pain u nailed inside my head

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

i'll die before i see u again

prod. injury

> lyrics <

blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were

i fell into
this world again
now i'm stuck in solitude
everything i have i rip apart in two
miss myself and who i was before you
excluding myself
from u

blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were

wither

w/ @eternalrin

prod. injury

> lyrics <

take me away to where i lost u
tears are falling down my face
don't know where to begin
i just miss ur touch on my skin
say my name, and i'll come to u
crying out for u once more
i can't find u, my dear
feel lonely without u here

i slipped away
without u everything feels grey
and u tried to make me stay
to stay

u jumped in me, ur escaping dreams
and i hate that u needed to leave
everything was only anything you'd need

maybe we, we could be
something more than memories
pull me in too deep
press ur hand on my cheek
girl, ur so pretty cutting into me

take me away to where i lost u
tears are falling down my face
don't know where to begin
i just miss ur touch on my skin
say my name, and i'll come to u
crying out for u once more
i can't find u, my dear
feel lonely without u here

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu
https://linktr.ee/eternallyrin

without u here

prod. gusuck

> lyrics <

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be
(who i wanted to be)

do u think u were right to
leave me to bleed?
and u know, that ur to blame
blood on ur teeth
cuts on ur sleeves
bruises on ur knees
making sure i can't see

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

bleed

prod. cristalbeach

> lyrics <

u are there so far
bite into me
craving ur touch on my face
ur hand on my cheek

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

come show me how much u miss me
girl, i feel empty without u here
ur eyes are so deadly
sitting on ur knees
looking up and smiling at me
i'm sitting on wasted time
without u in my life
hold u close and mark u below ur chin
tearing me apart while u kiss the scars on my skin

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

while i bite ur skin
girl, ur mine all mine

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

darling

nixxiu

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