NIXXIU

prod. nixx ♡

> lyrics <

i can't breathe
i'm losing sleep over u
i grit my teeth
i can't help but dream of u
and i messed up from the way i looked in ur eyes
u left me here and now i'm scared of goodbyes
pin me down
tear me piece by piece in two
i can't forget
ur in everything that i do
stuck in my head all the nights where u cried
soft to the touch bringing joy in for once in my life
and i messed up from the way i looked in ur eyes
the sun comes up i don't wanna go outside
lost in sleep from morning to night
u left me here and now i'm scared of goodbyes

goner

is it my fault?

lyrics:

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount

you left me again
she told me to let go
I feel you closer to me
I don't know what to say 

hates my guts again
she doesn't want to try 

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount x2

spotify

died infront of my eyes (jxzzytrip x whymillyy)

prod. tattidar, wixxy, nixx ♡

> lyrics <

and i'm so confused
i'm not as bad as i used to be with u
deep inside my room
with blood stained on my shoes
in the skin that i abuse
tryna find something brand new
in this game i'm meant to lose

and ur sticking like a tattoo
but i don't wanna stay around u
walking on the site and now i'll defuse
all alone cus no one understanding what i been thru
maybe i should stay down like a recluse
tryna talk me out of myself but it's not true
i don't wanna say it right now i'm not meant to
all i know to do is shut down and forget u

feeling like i can't breathe
i'm too used to feeling sadness and anxiety
lay down but i can't sleep
phone glow on my face and feel that tears are falling down my cheek
lately i'm not like me
don't know who controls me
don't know where my heart went
think that shit just left me
feeling empty
broken bones inside of me
don't know who i am because i threw out all my memories

underscore

prod. idly blare

> lyrics <

i miss ur touch
and everything
u brought to us
and gave to me

and i can't escape my thoughts
i know now ur right and i'm not
can't help to see u go away
i wanna put shots in my brain

i see u standing in my room
but it's just my head missing the sight of u
laying in my bed
hold u close like we're glued

remember the nights u told me it'll be okay?
now at night my tears fall down my face i lie awake
look at me tell me what u see
i look at u and see the person of my dreams

help me get through this pain
darling i am not okay
i always ruin everything
saving u before it's too late


linktree.com/nixxiu

darling

prod. taymxru x nixx ♡

> lyrics <

u said u wouldn't leave me astray
i tried so hard but u weren't the same
i watched u change

(u said u would wait [for me])

i watched u fade - fade away
u took my name out ur brain
i didn't want anything
u made me want everything just for u not to stay

u told me you'd wait
u told me you'd wait for me

u said u wouldn't leave me astray
i tried so hard but u weren't the same
i watched u change

u said u would wait
u said u would wait
u said u would wait for me
u said u would wait
u said u would wait
u said u would wait for me

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

everythinghurts

Schizo - bbdalena x Reno black x vampireisthatyou

Lyrics:

Schizo lyrics 
bbdalena x renoblack prod vampireisthatyou


I like to 
Imagine you 
Your silhouette looking back at me
I like to 
Imagine you 
Imagine you
Imagine you
Your silhouette looking back at me
Looking back
You’re looking back
Holding me
Kissing me
Now I can’t leave you alone
You’re too pretty
I think I need you
I need you 
I think I need you

Times fleeting by the day
These seasons feel the same
Just take me home
Just take me home
And I can’t listen to your words
Don’t know how it feels now
Let time pass
You’ll hate me when I’m gone
Cause I feel so ashamed 
I can’t hold up my name 
I can’t hold up my truth to you
I hate saying goodbye 
I hate saying goodbye to you

I like to 
Imagine you 
Your silhouette looking back at me

Schizo

Lyrics: 

Take me
Would like it if you could contain me 
Suffocating
Hand round my throat I’d let you 
Break me 
Down
Shake me
Lucid dreaming 
Someone wake me 
Now

I’m so tired of giving up
I think you might be the one
I think I might be in love
Am I worthy of your touch
Worthy of your time
Baby who's been on your mind
Got you crying every night
You know that I’d never lie
Am I pretty 
Am I pretty enough

Take me
Would like it if you could contain me 
Suffocating
Hand round my throat I’d let you 
Break me 
Down

Molly in the backseat
Know you wanna kiss me
I’ve been dying since the last meet
Beautiful wet dreams
Beautiful wet dreams
Beautiful wet dreams 

Molly 
In my car
So kiss me 
You're a star

You’re
Star 
You’re a star
star
you’re a star

Sucker Punch

prod. softscars

> lyrics <

i knew u would
break out
from my arms
i didn't want
to let u in
my heart
tell me what you saw
when u looked at me
was i everything u wanted me to be?
lost every piece
of what once was me
trying so hard to be just what u need

we didn't work out
guess ur happier now
beating my eyelids as my tears fall down
our love is up in the clouds
the silence speaks so loud
need to escape the thought of u somehow
when u start to walk away from me
i can't breathe
i only see u with me
send me down and i will fall

i knew u would
cause i knew u
u pushed and pushed
when u asked me
if i loved u
remember when
u didn't wanna leave my bed
i won't forget
all the pain u nailed inside my head

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

i'll die before i see u again

prod. injury

> lyrics <

blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were

i fell into
this world again
now i'm stuck in solitude
everything i have i rip apart in two
miss myself and who i was before you
excluding myself
from u

blood on my face
you've taken away from
everything i gave
u want me to change
while u still are the same and
i can't explain how
i fell for who u were

wither

w/ @eternalrin

prod. injury

> lyrics <

take me away to where i lost u
tears are falling down my face
don't know where to begin
i just miss ur touch on my skin
say my name, and i'll come to u
crying out for u once more
i can't find u, my dear
feel lonely without u here

i slipped away
without u everything feels grey
and u tried to make me stay
to stay

u jumped in me, ur escaping dreams
and i hate that u needed to leave
everything was only anything you'd need

maybe we, we could be
something more than memories
pull me in too deep
press ur hand on my cheek
girl, ur so pretty cutting into me

take me away to where i lost u
tears are falling down my face
don't know where to begin
i just miss ur touch on my skin
say my name, and i'll come to u
crying out for u once more
i can't find u, my dear
feel lonely without u here

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu
https://linktr.ee/eternallyrin

without u here

prod. gusuck

> lyrics <

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be
(who i wanted to be)

do u think u were right to
leave me to bleed?
and u know, that ur to blame
blood on ur teeth
cuts on ur sleeves
bruises on ur knees
making sure i can't see

you are everything i hate
i'm not anything u say
u tried to bury me six feet
now i'm who i wanted to be

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

bleed

prod. cristalbeach

> lyrics <

u are there so far
bite into me
craving ur touch on my face
ur hand on my cheek

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

come show me how much u miss me
girl, i feel empty without u here
ur eyes are so deadly
sitting on ur knees
looking up and smiling at me
i'm sitting on wasted time
without u in my life
hold u close and mark u below ur chin
tearing me apart while u kiss the scars on my skin

take my hand and tell me that ur mine
while i bite ur skin
ur eyes, ur touch, and how our lips collide
girl, come take my hand
need u here, i'm done wasting my time
ur mine until the end
cut u deep, i'm holding u tight
there's only u and i

while i bite ur skin
girl, ur mine all mine

https://linktr.ee/nixxiu

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