Nothing,Nowhere.

i want to die with sounds of this playlist

reddit found this a few months ago. put it up on YT and forgot SC. sorry.

never,forever. old demo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJ0w685tKMw


music video

dont mind me

@nothingnowheremusic
https://twitter.com/N0THINGN0WHERE

If you are reading this, you have been in a coma for the past 20 years. I don't know where this message will end up in your dream, but I hope it works.

Please wake up . . .

Astari Archives - Volume 1: The Awakening

2015

Thank you to all my friends who put their trust in me & helped put together the first volume of the archives.

& shout outs to all of my amazing supporters out there listening to this, w/out you none of this would be possible & I wouldn't be where I am & who I am today w/out the love & support you all continuously show me. 

Thank you,

I hope you all enjoy the tape.

Cover art done by: @denzelsterling

nothing,nowhere. - tough luck

stranger (prod. oilcolor)

everything (prod. oilcolor)

gutter

get over it (prod. oilcolor)

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

twenty something

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

prod. @notmorgn

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

but sometimes life's like that
i don't wanna type back
if im forced to fight back
i'll just a flight back to home
back to the rain to the green and the cold
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip
maybe i've just been home sick
but my home ain't shit
and my brain is a waste
fill it with a full clip

she make me feel alive i thought i died inside 
why do i feel fine everything seems right
she a ghost girl sending shivers down my spine
i only get to see her in the night time

I dont plan to stay so imma go
you've been down this road you know it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

you dont plan to stay then you should go
i've been down this road no it never gets old 
and we should fuck the pain away till our hearts cold 
till we have no feelings cus we are growing old

i thought i died inside

prod. foreign beats

if this makes you happy then i'm happy too
if you wanna die then ill just die with you
ill always be here ill just wait for you  
baby it's n‭o problem yeah i love you boo
always bite my nails when i'm not with you 
i just get so nervous when i look at you 
my hands get so cold when i think of you
yeah i get so crazy when i'm not with you 
flowerbaby do you have a clue 
flowerbaby if you only knew 
flowerbaby my love is so true
flowerbaby do you love me too
flowerbaby do you love me too
flowerbaby if you only knew
flowerbaby do you have a clue 
flowerbaby my love is so true

flowerbaby (prod. foreign beats)

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//いいんだよ//

sample is be kind by alex g

no amount of words could ever express my love for you guys. thank you so fucking much for every single comment, like, conversation, etc. i live for this music & to know i've got that much support behind me is insane. you blow my mind. i love you guys.

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https://genius.com/guardin-take-away-the-pain-lyrics

lyrics

take away the pain

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Got the face of an angel/
Look at that body girl you've got me going insane though/
Everytime i feel it, i know you're feeling the same though/
Everytime i'm in it, you've got me feeling like fuego/

Cuz i don't really wanna wait too long/
You don't really wanna go home/
No you don't really gotta go home/
You don't really gotta go, yeah/

You don't really gotta go home, no/
You don't really go home/

You don't really gotta go home/
you don't really got to go/
you don't really got to go/
No you don't really got to go/
No you don't really got to go/

Babygirl i'm telling you if you don't wanna go/
You don't really got to go, go to go, no you don't really got to go/

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Hey, you don't gotta wait til' i call you/
You could just come when you wanna/
You don't gotta say too much/
You don't wanna play too much/

Making me write lovesongs/
You've got me writing lovesongs/
I'm telling you don't wait too long/
Then get mad when i find her/

Find Her

produced by @chivnti

lyrics:

nose lame as fuck get it peirced like a bull
i live and i die to be different
if we fuck just know that my hearts not involved
i learned i could numb my emotions

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

mid september ill be fucking crazy
swear to god im ugly no one wanna date me
i been so fucked up i want it please dont save me
whenever im stuck like this all my dreams amazing

when i make plans respond within the fuckin minute
im not busy but i hate it
10 minutes tops and im not waiting

like what the fuck u comtemplating 
for so long
u wouldnt do this if i made it
and blew up

i always hated being sheltered
im not urs just give it up
i go to parties full of strangers
just to come thru and fuck it up

at least my music going good
but knowing me ill prolly fuck it up
tonight my head is feeling good
but of course i always drug it up

i went from always being late
to pretty much never showing up
i went from i dont have a plug
to damn my plug is coming clutch

think my body dont make tears no more
couldnt give a fuck about the feelings
fuck a plan last thing im gonna do is pull through
too busy sharing thoughts with the ceiling

art found at http://johnnysboots.tumblr.com/post/76103773768

never,forever. - wasted day

n,n.forever