track 2/4

in lust we trust

i wanna die
every other day and i dont know why
you r a bitch
whyd the fuck you want me around
i just wanna swallow a round
i dont wanna be around
i just wanna swallow a round

every sunrise
i just wanna get the hell out of my mind
i fold everytime
barrel to my mind i cant pull it

fuckass

talk to me yeah talk to me and tell me that everything’s gon be fine
take some steps inside my shoes and see the chaos in my life
look at me and hold my face and tell me that it’s all okay to cry
when i melt inside your arms i think that’s where i wanna die
im not the same without you without you i am gone
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world
gone out of this world

who listens to me atp (prod. sickboi)

helen x sally passive agressive sob story

@helenimsorry
og desc:
You’re only capable of lying about things I’d never do
I wanna hold you down and choke you out until your skin is blue
And your a crybaby, I can’t see your tears from in the pool
Your on the deep end, and you can’t swim your body’s feeling cool
I can’t say anything, all these words I write are fucking dumb
I wanna bash your head in, with a 12 gauge, shot gun fucking slug
I wanna eat you, keep her in the friiiiidge
I’ve got a pretty collar, for your neck I’ll make you my bitch
i wanna eat you keep her in the fridge
ive got a pretty collar for your neck ill make you my bitch

helen - 12 gauge shotgun shell

Dont know how to let my tears
I got a long way from here I fear
Im getting signals and they arent clear
I dont know when Im gonna disappear

I shouldnt hold on to the past you say
I let my old friends just go away
Couldnt let my wants just go astray
Had to let myself know Im okay

Come on wont you give me a break
I got a lot of damn time that you just wanna take
I got a lot of damn songs that I just wanna make
I gotta finish in time before its too late

I gotta ruin my mind I do it day by day
If Im not doing it right then I just get crossfaded
I gotta forget everything you said
Cause even while your gone its getting to my head

And sometimes its just way too much
And sometimes I just wanna feel a rush
And sometimes I feel like Im getting crushed
But thats because of you baby

spotify

all cause of you

not22

@menthol100s

**lyrics**
get excited! i'll be comin' home real soon
got a smile but i cried a whole monsoon
eyes a river when my mental shifts to you
i'm a vessel and i'm empty, skeleton in the room
i don't gotta let you know what i've been thinkin', it's true
if you really cared at all why'd you leave me in that puddle?
20 damn years wrapped up in that bubble
ship me away, man this life's been a struggle

wifiskeleton - if i had any left id drown in it (og edit)

@menthol100s x @mandymandymandymandy
this version was made by @2oaqi
og songs: https://soundcloud.com/jaydes-archived/paranoia-2 https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/your-own-worst-enemy-is-you

**lyrics**
@menthol100s
youd think everything was fake
im just one more mistake
and youve become this
feeling that i just dont think ill shake
im so complacent
so disruptive
cant communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyones the same
im becoming everything i hate
thats all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know ill just break

@mandymandymandymandy
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing
and no, there's no fucking use
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh ever since i was a kid
i didn't have no apathy for anything i did
don't turn me to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit
my virus is infecting you, but will you notice it?
i'm so paranoid and i don't know what to do (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
and i don't really wanna tell you what i've been going through
'cause it doesn't change a thing
and no, there's no fucking use (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
and i think you only like me when you're drunk and confused
been fixing on my flesh еver since i was a kid (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
i didn't have no apathy for anything i did
don't turn mе to your enemy, i don't deserve that shit (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
my virus is infecting you, but will you notice it?

skeleton & mandy - your own worst enemy is paranoia (oaqi's version)

the pain is drawn out but its ok
i eat like shit and get high everyday
nothing good comes out of it anyways
if i try to say what i really wanna say
rather blow my brains out than wait another day
5 mminutes in and ive lost all hope
i just dont know where id go
im at the end and theres nothing else so 
whats the point of health

when it hits harsh

prod @maxminds

i was doing pretty fine until you ruined all of it
lately ive been getting high so i think ive forgetten it
tear myself i wear myself i try too hard to not commit
im not doing better im just better at hiding things
i passed you my note and then you ripped it up and wadded it
once upon a time i got some hope and disregarded it
i know that itss bad for me but i know that i wanted it

better

Solo acoustic performances of reworked versions of well known songs.

when it hits harsh

winner