Paid my money for a ticket
And I'm waiting for the train
I can't see.... round the corner 
Of the track
But I won't get a better 
Understanding
Until I'm looking back
Looking back

Hopes and ex.pec.tations
As if anybody cared
As if anybody tap me on the shoulder
Said come on back
I need to hold you
But I won't get a better 
Understanding
Until I'm looking back
Looking back
Futures round the corner
Of the track

Looking Back

So you can go 
To the river baby
An' just so you know
Wasn't you who saved me
But you make it plain
You were the one
With most to gain
Sail away
If you like
Disappear... you can use my bike
The method of extraction
Needn't be such a complicated
Distraction
But I don't know
I'm not an au..then..tic
Virtuo....so
You start messing around
Messing around
With  my sympathetic 
Novoca.a.a.a.aine 
Messing with my recent
Char. la. maine
Char.a.a.a.a.a.a.ar lemain
How can we be sure that
Our communications
Even mean the same
When y0ur messing......
With my recent
Char. la. maine
Messing with my recent
Char la maine

Messing With My Recent Shar La Maine

Everybody's talking
They've got nothing to say
All this contradiction
There's a fool for everyday
You and me we have this thing
Others wouldn't understand
There's no point explaining
Each little thing
We've all we need
Right here in the palm of our hands
Colour my rainbow
Like I see in my dreams
Colour my rainbow 
You know what I mean

Everybody's sleeping
They've got nowhere to go
Life's full of distraction
Now the cracks beginning to show
Well I was born Mcorkingdale
3rd day of July
Sailed this rig half round the world
Crossed an ocean on the wings of a fly

Let me tell you about myself
They say I'am a man for all seasons
Sun and Winter April and Fall
All without meaning or reason

Colour My Rainbow 2

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HOW MANY TIMES DOES AN ANGEL FALL

Sinister Serenade begins with a haunting minor feel, immediately setting a tone of melancholy and quiet despair. The track features a combination of electric guitar, ukulele, subbass, claps, choral pads, Rhodes piano, and additional piano layers, creating a rich but sorrowful soundscape.

At a tempo of 105.63 BPM and in 4/4 time, the track moves steadily, evoking the image of walking through cold, rain-soaked streets of New York on an autumn night. The third section of the piece introduces a cool arpeggiated guitar figure, panned to create a sense of movement and depth. Although the track maintains a single, melancholy emotion throughout, a shift in the middle introduces a hint of something more sinister, with subtle magical harmonies lifting the mood before returning to the somber melody.

The longing melody, which bookends the track, reinforces the feeling of solitude and contemplation, making Sinister Serenade an ideal choice for cinematic scenes that require a blend of sadness, quiet tension, and a touch of the supernatural.

Sinister Serenade

Tell Me

Lyrics:

im an outlaw
im a misfit
i smoke for breakfast
what a fucking nutriitous way to 
start the week

im a night owl
im a freak
cut me open, i bleed glitter
no one can cure 
my authenticity 

im morbidly in love
with ethers
clouds hold me 
as soft as feathers
my mind is a comet 
as far away as i want it

im too much 
i feel too much 
so i need to escape
i need to forget
im not really here
im not really here

im in outer space
parallel universe
so far away 
i need to forget
im not really here
im not really here

im a black hole
im a dark nebula
a meteor shower 
im everything between
darkness and light 

im a galaxy 
im the earth 
you should feel scared of me
im sour and sweet, never know
who you are gonna get

im morbidly in love
with ethers
clouds hold me 
as soft as feathers
my mind is a comet 
as far away as i want it

im too much 
i feel too much 
so i need to escape
i need to forget
im not really here
im not really here

im in outer space
parallel universe
so far away 
i need to forget
im not really here
im not really here

sometimes and i mean
most nights
i just need to escape
my mind
go far away
where i cant think about a thing

i dont wanna feel
i dont wanna cry
and i dont want to remember why
i want the past to stay in the past

but sometimes the past
it still lurks, hidden behind
my addictions, and inflictions 
i look over my shoulder
and see shadows of her 

so i run away
and i mean
float away, much further 
like a meteor shower

DARK NEBULA (Demo 3)

A reflective journey que evoca la forma de la luna en su fase gibosa, merging layered arpeggios, bold guitar improvisations, y un intenso build-up reminiscent of aquel Adidas commercial vibe. Empezamos con un ostinato hipnótico y seguimos con texturas de Rhodes, uke, synth bass, and electronic flourishes. Luego un drop dramático que da paso a la sección más poderosa, culminating in a soulful improvisation on guitar antes de regresar a un final épico, brincando de G major a G minor para un twist sorprendente. Join this sonic exploration and feel the push-and-pull between cinematic tension y improvisational freedom.

Gibbous Luna

Sempre Io

For The King is leaving Early Access on April 19th, and I'm proud to announce that the soundtrack is available for pre-order NOW!
https://johnrobertmatz.bandcamp.com/album/for-the-king-original-game-soundtrack

Check out our launch trailer here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKgqjMXVZDc

And the game, here:
http://store.steampowered.com/app/527230/For_The_King/

Sempre Io

No Logical Sound