Produed by Rejkrune
Written & Mixed by Yxung Plague
Cover Art by Yxung Plague

Lyrics

I fucking hate catching feelings for someone
I don't deserve to hurt myself everytime
aiming the barrel at cupid's head and watch it fall on the ground as it stops breathing
i hate love
it's so stupid that it exists to fuck me up more
I was doing fine without it for a while
but when I met you it came back to do more damage to my mental
I tried my best to hold it in
but it's fucking too late
I helped you so much
BUT YOU FUCKING LEFT ME 

I HATE MYSELF FOR WASTING MY TIME ON YOU
I WAS THERE FOR YOU BUT YOU DIDN'T DO THE SAME THING FOR ME
I SHOULD'VE KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT
NEVER BOTHER YOU AGAIN
NOW IM GONNA FUCKING SHOOT EVERY CUPID THAT I FUCKING SEE
UNTIL THEY DON'T EXIST ANYMORE

I shot cupid and I don't regret it (P. Rejkrune)

produced by v l e x
written & mixed by yxung plague
kinda off beat

lyrics

I TRIED MY BEST FUCKING TO LOVE YOU
DID EVERYTHING TO FUCKING HELP YOU
BUT YOU KEPT AVOIDING ME LIKE I DON'T EXIST TO YOU
WHEN I FOUND OUT THAT YOU BEEN SPREADING BULLSHIT LIES ABOUT ME
I WANTED TO BELIEVE YOU WERE JOKING
BUT LATER DOWN THE LINE YOU SAID I WAS FUCKING UP YOUR LIFE
HAD YOUR EX TALK A LOTTA SHIT FOR YOU TO ME
YOU NEVER HAD THE FUCKING GUTS TO SAY SHIT IN FRONT OF MY FUCKING FACE
NOW I WANT TO TEAR YOUR HEAD OFF YOUR FUCKING CORPSE
TELLING YOU IM FINISHED WITH YOU FAKE ASS E THOT AS I WATCH YOU BURN ALIVE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE
I TRIED TO HELP YOU SO MANY TIMES BUT NOW YOU WANNA HAVE YOUR PEDO FRIENDS TO SAY A LOT OF SHIT FOR YOU TO ME
YOU SAID TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT WE NEVER HOOKED UP BUT YOU WAS THE ONE WHO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME IN THE FIRST PLACE AND I WAS SO FUCKING STUPID TO FALL FOR IT
I NEVER WANTED TO TOUCH YOU BUT YOU THINK I WAS GONNA HURT YOU
HOW MANY LIES CAN YOU TELL UNTIL EVERYONE KNOWS IT'S BULLSHIT
LET'S SEE HOW A LIAR LIKE YOU
CAN SURVIVE FROM MY SHOTGUN PELLETS
HAD TO FUCKING CUT YOU FROM MY LIFE
HAD TO FUCKING CUT YOU FROM MY LIFE

Heartbroken Angel

you fucking broke me [P. V L E X]

prod by yvri
written, mixed by yxung plague
earrape

lyrics

every goal that i made is fucking useless
the choices that i make including existing has gone to shit for me and to everyone around me
always gonna blame myself cuz im the only one that can fuck up shit even if i didnt meant to
at one point i was turning evil and i hate it
and i was creating hell for myself for hurting everyone i ever got close to
at that moment i knew there was no turning back
after that year my mental health is in no shape to be fixed 

depression and hatred has got me down at this point, self isolating and no improvement of my happiness
stuck in one place that i dont wanna stay in anymore
slowly killing me
slowly ending my life

Depressixn Seasxn pt. 1

Everything has Fallen Apart

prod by yvri
written, mixed by yxung plague
worst song so far

lyrics

feeling numb to all the pain
dont really care about myself
throwing away my feelings since theyre getting in the way
dont feel like i can be myself


i am far from being okay
my body is starting to fall apart 
as this year is about to end
mentally getting worse
physically dying slowly
my heart is getting darker
why do you care in the first place

Depressixn Seasxn pt.1

Blackened Heart

I walked so far to kill you all
but in the end I just wanna kill myself

I don’t wanna be alive another day
Why do you all look so surprised I’ve always felt this way
I’d rather be under the ground than stuck in this fucking place
Yeah
give me a break I’m nothing to no one and everyone’s fake
Put a knife in my stomach so I can escape
I’ve been chewing so long but the pains all I taste
I’ve been working so hard with no piece from the cake
I can’t handle my anger and all of this hate

In the end I just want to be alone

In the end I just wanna be alone
In the end I wanna die

Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Bitch I tried so hard
just know I tried so hard
Walked so far to kill you all but in the end I’ll kill myself
Just know I tried so hard

But in the end I’ll kill myself
Cuz I know in the end my life doesn’t even matter

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BRUUDE - IN THE END [PROD. BVPHXMET]

prod by dvrkness
mixed, written by yxung plague
cover art by yxung plague
fuck valentine's day :)

lyrics

one day you said were done
just out of nowhere
you broke up with me
the reason you did it bc you felt i dont love you
and i felt like you just shot me
we been together for fucking years
and not once i treated you like shit
i havent taken care of myself bc i wanted to put all my love and effort for you and for you to be happy
but no i felt like i fucked up
and cant get another chance
to prove that i care
i hope we can start over
will you remember 

me
are you gonna forget about me
forget about me
remember me

Will You Remember Me [P. Dvrkness]

Lyrics 

Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me 
Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me 
On my grave 
I’ll never be the slave of ones who treat me like the worst in the face of a god I’ll replace and the one full of hate who I hope to erase from the face 
Out of the sky 
I want to die 
Return to the night just give up the fight 
Just give up the fight
Just give up the fight
Out of the sky 
I want to die 
Return to the night just give up the fight 
Please don’t leave me 
I know it’s been tough but you can’t never see me 
Please don’t leave me 
I’m lost In my mind and you can’t ever free me

Primrose Part 2 (prod. Rope & bughvvl)

prod by rosary
mixed by yxung plague

lyrics

i dont have a way out
my motiavation just died out
im just fucking burned out
everyday its getting harder to do something
hard to keep my adrenaline going if i keep
thinking about whats gonna happen next
i dont have the energy to make anything good
i dont care bout the views but i dont see myself keep on going with me like this
i want everyone to forget that i ever existed
i will be gone for good 

i wanna disappear
be gone for good
forget about me

No Way Out [P. Rosary]

i need you

ART - https://soundcloud.com/realbvphxmet
PROD - https://soundcloud.com/sladkodunul187

LYRICS-

(Intro)
Give me a break 
all of these fallacies stuck in my head
I don’t trust in your words 
better if nothing is said
Delete me from your mind
you were never a part of my world
Keep your hallucinations to yourselves
Reality is hell

Might as well been born blind
Everything I see lies
Everything I hear lies
Hominins a dust pile

Everything I trust dies
Never ending dead life
Why the fuck am I here
I just need to disappear

And everyone that hits me up
I can’t say this shit enough
Sorry I don’t give a fuck
Busy bleeding out my love

I can feel me fading more every day that passes by
I wish I could’ve gave you more before I fucking pieced out
But I am so fucking tired now 
eternal silence in my mind
All I see is butterflies 
Chasing them into the light 

Been in darkness all my life

CARCINOGENIC TAXONOMY (Prod. sladko dunul)

Hxntai-Twenty Three

BRUUDE:
Life is so fucked
Why am I alive
Please just tell me why
Please just tell me why 
I don’t wanna cry
All the fucking time
I rather fucking die

Nothing makes sense in this world full of ashes and bones
Cuz all of us know 
All that the future is holding is names on a stone
So give me a reason for me to go on
Fuck
Cuz I can’t find one
No
Cuz I can’t find one 
Fuck
I can’t find one

CHXEU:
I feel alone
even with many people around me
Lost time
I feel a void
All the fucking time
I rather fucking die
I just wanna die

TEARSFROMTHEWRIST W/ CHXEU(PROD. ZERKEY)

BRUUDE
Why do I lose 
Everyone I love 
I won’t meet non of u
In the city up above 

I would never choose this road 
But it’s the only one I know
I wish I could fly to the moon 
Cuz there’s where I belong

Thoughts that are circling round in my brain
Maybe I’m going insane
I’m losing myself to all of this pain
still hoping that things to get better someday

CHXEU
How many tears
Will I have to tear down
How many times will I have to cry
Hoping to get well 
nothing will be alright 
I know not

It wont be alright 
Nothing will be alright

I know nothing will be alright

NothingisEverAlright w/CHXEU (PROD.ZERKEY)

Cover art: Abyssalsounds
https://www.artstation.com/okami-x

Lyrics:
I am fucking done with this
Not long untill i fucking cut my wrist 
All is fucked I cannot live like this 
I dont think there will be a single thing i would miss

Been too many years where ive been feeling like shit 
Been Thinking way to long feel like my brain gon split
Solitary is the only thing that i need 
You can shut the fuck up before your eyes fucking bleed

Strive for a better life but i keep fucking up 
Im doing my best but its never enough 
Self hatred is not something that i want to discuss 
Everything has gone to hell but im not giving up

I dont want to live like this 
Keep fucking up i feel like shit 
Anxiety has hurt enough 
But im not fucking giving up


The answer is right in front of me but i cant reach it
I am lost within no other feeling but pain
Im sinking someone pull me out of the rain

Years of spleen

hxntai - Plead The Fifth (Prod By Viere Cloud)

Lyrics:

OBSERVE THE SNOW UNDER WHICH I LIE WITH EMPTY EYES
FROZEN IMAGES AROUND
THE SNOW FREEZES MY LAST SMILE
CRYSTAL TEARS EVEN
MY SHADOW LEFT ME AS WELL
PAIN REMAINS IN ME, I DONT THINK ITS THAT HARD TO TELL
I WILL TAKE YOUR HAND TOWARDS THE NIGHT, OUR SOULS WILL BE AS ONE
CANT FORGET SOME THINGS NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
LIKE DECEMBER DUSK, MY MIRROR TURNS RED
YOU WILL NEVER CRY ALONE IN THE RAIN

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HXNJV - LIFE HAS GONE ON LONG ENOUGH [PROD. DISVSTXR]

MO:
False idols

Usin guile
Hiding
Worthless
Behind yuh bibles

Devoured
cowards

Sad to rival
Weak'n mild
Bleeding
Vile

Pitiful
No fucks at all
Slitcha wrists
Yuh bound ta' fall

The Voided maw
Will swallow yuh
Flesh and all
Come heed the call

A calm moment
The blood it flows
Depressions grip
Rips apart the soul

Hell's anger's reach
Enraged
Rollin
Grim Death beseech
Grave bells tolling
Vi'lence greets
A grisly scene . . .

B:
Nothing will change
It’s the same way as always 
Eating from trash bags
Inhaling the garbage

I’m surrounded by Poisonous legged snakes

I fucking hate you 
you rub me the wrong way

every emotion displayed 
it’s all fake

All of you fuckwiths
will all pay

Crawling around like a bitch 
watch what you say

And stay the fuck out of my way

Stay the fuck out my way 
And stay the fuck out my way

Stay 
Stay
Stay
The fuck out my way

Stay
Stay
Stay
Fuck out my way
Way way way

Nowhere to turn 
so turn to knives
Starts to slash 
Arm starts to cry

NO REBIRTH: Madnes_One X Bruude [prod CapsCtrl]

HATE  w/ imdyingangel, hxntai, Bruude  [prod. ZERKEY]

Produced by: @krvmpux
@isekvi @isekvi @isekvi @isekvi
Mastering by me

Lyrics
Saetrina (mixed by me)

I wanna see you lie in your own blood
As I feel my mind collapsing down
Please hold me tight lucyfer
Watch me bleed out

I$EKVI (mixed by @xf8x)

all i want is you 

but you broke my heart and that’s true
i can not live without you

$aetrina X I$EKVI - BLEEDING DRY (Prod. KRVMPUX)

Primrose

Lyrics

Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with the primrose
I feel it raining down
My mind is filled with doubt
I feel it raining down
My mind is filled with doubt
Count ting down my days
Close my eyes
Close my eyes
Waking up as the same damn person
Gotta realize the fact I’m always hurting
Never peace never sane every day 
Never peace never sane every day
Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with the primrose
Pray for me where the fuck did the day go  
I’ve been living outside of my window 
I know it hurts and you’re sad it’s okay tho 
I feel the same and it’s worse with he primrose

HS

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