I can't seem to shake the feeling
I wanna hang from the ceiling
So I get some rope from the hardware store
I tied my neck to the fan but it fell to the floor

I sit alone in the dark
I'm gonna die of a broken heart
I wanna take some pills that I had before
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

I just can't seem to shake my past (oh no)
Everything is happening too fast
But then again things can get so slow
Oh God I really just don't know

Oh God I really just don't know
I don't wanna feel this way anymore

depression

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

four walls
no out
just me
in hell
until
the end
no dreams
no friends

and im out
this damn house
wont bring down
me to hell

The fisrt song I've ever felt proud about

[chorus]
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!
I feel bad!
I feel bad all the time!

[verse]
I don’t really know why
(i feel bad all the time!)
I need to lay down for the rest of the day
I feel really bad right now
(i feel bad all the time!)
When I don’t want to feel anything 

[chorus]

[verse]
I can’t be my best self
(i feel bad all the time)
My health isn’t doing all that well
And I really don’t want to
(feel bad all the time!)
Revel in the fact but I can’t avoid that

[chorus]

[bridge]
I don't care about the blood loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the memory loss
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the friends lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions
I don't care about the stuff lost
I need to stop the painfullness
With a fast way to repress my emotions

[outro]
Inject me with needles and overload
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Cut up and shred me to the bone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Floor the gas on a gravel road
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah
Do all these things 'till my name's on a gravestone
Woah, woah, wo-o-oah

i feel bad!

early exit v2

Schizo

IRL BAND SHIIII

Glitched out soul I’m walking a bug
FBI drone gave me a hug
All my thoughts are classified
Gotta wear tinfoil just to hide x2

Glitched out soul I’m a walking bug
FBI drone gave me a hug
All my thoughts are classified
Gotta wear tinfoil just to hide

Locked up 
Gotta get out 
I’m gonna burn the net down 

Fucked up 
Messed down 
I’m gonna let you down

(sleep mode personality
Glassy eyes No memory)

(LSC) walking bug

love song 




lonely
you are so lonely
bury
all of your worries
you are
so close to caring
for me
one day you'll see

you shot me
straight through my heart
i wait for
your love to start
i hate that
im so afraid
you're not there

push back
why won't you push back
see me
reciprocate me
hanging 
from under your tree
dangling
one day you'll see

straight through my heart

Fever dreams of the 70s
Life was better then than currently
In the future everything’s owned 
By Jewish bankers
You’ll never own a home 

Dashed my hopes 
Now I’m gonna rope 

Fever dreams 
Now I’m 23 
and there’s still no future going on for me 
No car and I live 
Paycheck to paycheck 
And it’s a given 
I’ll never get a girlfriend

Dashed my hopes Now I’m
Now I’m gonna rope

Dashed My Hopes (I'm Gonna Rope)

i made this cover for my tiktok (@mogeechi) and someone asked me to upload it here sooo yeah enjoy ;)

(LSC) walking bug

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