featuring @svnam
prod capsctrl

(lessur):
i can feel the pressure suffocate me
when i’m laying in bed
signing contracts with the man
making moves up inside of my head

living in the moment’s never felt so fucking dull
squares and circles in my mind will never turn to whole
plot my own demise to have a tad bit of control
losing all the rights to the life that i had before
i've been moving mountains at my own fucking pace
underlying issues wear me weak but just in case
i’ll sit around and write about it like i always do
when getting help's an option that’s been way too over due

i can feel the pressure suffocate me
when i’m laying in bed
signing contracts with the man
making moves up inside of my head

(svnam):
i'll suffocate myself in this body
drowning myself in open water
help me out
i can't escape myself
i'm hanging by a thread at the edge of the ocean
pull me out, or pull me under
whichever you may choose
either way, i think i'm born to lose
hanging from the ceiling
i lost myself somewhere along in the greyscale
hanging from the ceiling
i lost myself somewhere along in the greyscale

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pressure (feat. svnam) - Single

pressure (feat. svnam)

spooootify (っ◔◡◔)っ

pressure ft. svnam (p. capsctrl)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/Hp8-5W71NY8

words of sorrow from the deep dark crevasses of my heart ♡

prod. thersx

lyrics
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i fall (x3) into the dark now

its been ages since I loved you but I still feel all the blame
Im sorry we weren't perfect and I hope you feel the same
its been ages since you left me and I swear I feel the pain
im hoping you'll be home by the time I open up my eyes

pain inside my heart bitch I can't even handle now
if you open up your heart then I will always come round
but if not then I'll be fine as long as you don't ever frown
but I'm fine, yeah I'm fine and im alright

i don't deserve to be happy

Sensitive (killingbadfaith)

pinnacle (dercept - xmichaelwarren)

lyrics:

brand new rarries 

mind over body 

8 bad bitches aint forget about the money 

don’t care bout your talent i’m the one that’s working harder 

no algorithm popping in your mind often 

i aint poppin pills i be smoking on the ganja 


aiming for the hills and youre never gonna stop is 

put my soul and my mind into this i cannot stop it 

centre of attention call it living in a plaza 

x2

how many times have i gotta say it twice 

wanna big house with the money and the ice 

i aint trynna fuck i aint never playing nice 

i aint gonna stop til i’m riding around in a 


brand new rarries 

mind over body 

8 bad bitches aint forget about the money 

don’t care bout your talent i’m the one that’s working harder 

no algorithm popping in your mind often 

i aint poppin pills i be smoking on the ganja 


aiming for the hills and youre never gonna stop is 

put my soul and my mind into this i cannot stop it 

centre of attention call it living in a plaza 

trynna stay stronger 

but i been going harder 

don’t know how i got here 

but i ain’t going nowhere 

want the main course i aint talking bout the starter 

don’t fuck with the hoes i been searching i aint found her 

i aint sold my soul i been working i aint down yet 

run it up ten toes i been working imma slide yeah 

only talked for a week and she wanted me to buy her 

fucking little slut devilish she a liar 

i don’t know what i’m gone do 

run it up right back and it’s all on you 

working on my raps i don’t even like you 

now i know now don’t want no one like you  

wasted my time now i feel like a fool

wanna get rich at the top i do 

you won’t be long hope you jealous or me 

maybe that’s the point of your jealousy 


brand new rarries 

mind over body 

8 bad bitches aint forget about the money 

don’t care bout your talent i’m the one that’s working harder 

no algorithm popping in your mind often 

i aint poppin pills i be smoking on the ganja 


aiming for the hills and youre never gonna stop is 

put my soul and my mind into this i cannot stop it 

centre of attention call it living in a plaza

No Algorithm - Plaza [Prod. ZebraTiger]

dylan lotus - Chains (w/feelnum)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

prod. me
started recording regularly like a week ago so dont expect too much lol
<3




lyrics:
i need u but its just like always
u are not around 
i believe that i will kill myself 
i cry without a sound
someone wake me up 
or i'll be gone before i leave this town
i cant live without the drugs
now watch me falling to the ground

i hate my life
i hate my life 
i hate my life
i hate it

i need u but its just like always
u are not around 
i believe that i will kill myself 
i cry without a sound
someone wake me up 
or i'll be gone before i leave this town
i cant live without the drugs
now watch me falling to the ground

hatemylife

...would she like me then?

grimacetrap: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoZwZQazbELHSiLOOjuRSTQ

ty @triple444 <3

you burned my eyes out 
you burned the happiness out my soul
i take my blade now 
and now my life is not in my control

rest your head bae, it's a hell of a night
don't look at me, i've been a mess for a while
i numb myself so i won't start to cry
i'm sorry if i stutter i'm just way too fried

why u always try to fix me
why u always try to change my mind
don’t u see this all a waste of time
why u always try to fix me

oh i hate seeing you u like this
but oh i kinda wish u were there
it’s hell of night

If i call u would u pick it up 
i know i fucked it up
i know i know
if i call u would u pick it up 
i know u hurt sometime 
i know i know

rest your head bae, it's a hell of a night
don't look at me, i've been a mess for a while
i numb myself so i won't start to cry
i'm sorry if i stutter i'm just way too fried

she don't really like me, think that she is my end
if i would kill myself would she like me then?
if you see me smile please just know i pretend
one day i'm fucked up, next i wake up in hell

No Algorithm - Plaza [Prod. ZebraTiger]

No Algorithm.