I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

prod. me
started recording regularly like a week ago so dont expect too much lol
<3




lyrics:
i need u but its just like always
u are not around 
i believe that i will kill myself 
i cry without a sound
someone wake me up 
or i'll be gone before i leave this town
i cant live without the drugs
now watch me falling to the ground

i hate my life
i hate my life 
i hate my life
i hate it

i need u but its just like always
u are not around 
i believe that i will kill myself 
i cry without a sound
someone wake me up 
or i'll be gone before i leave this town
i cant live without the drugs
now watch me falling to the ground

hatemylife

No Algorithm - Greed Or Lust? (prod. rx808)

diary 128 ft nevrwrld

Novocaine (sorrow bringer)

U Nvr Said Sorry w/Procaine [Northeast Lights X Shinju]

idk :/

lyrics

drown 
i have these fucking feelings every now
and then but i just swim in circles waiting for the world to fucking end

ocean waves
passin days
it happens all 2 quick i cant remember my own face

swimming deeper and deeper each day
in the sea but the sand where u lay
do u see me like i see you do u see me
coz one day ill go too far, 2d33p

u might think that im right, in your reach
dont take for granted, u might lose me in ur sleep
the seeds been planted
ofc i dont wanna weep
but its so hard when ur not the person they believe

 u r

left so many ppl on a missed call
I dont wanna write all of these dark songs
im working so hard but what fr

2d33p (ryino beats)

shoutout zbee for the fire ft, he absolutely killed it in like no time (@heyzbee)

deadspyro beats r so chilll

lyrics

mæsk
i see it on ur face 
(someone told me it sounds like "i sit on ur face" and now i cant unhear it :/)
i see it every other day
i wish u were more present but u never wanna stay 
u looking way out there
can we lay right here

baby its not in our control
im not tryna plant the fear
u dont have to worry 
the stars are always there 
can we stop and stare
we can lay right here

its feeling off
i think the wheels are coming off
the sparkz were oh so bright but now i see they’re almost gone

drowning with all this liquor in my head
baby take my hand b4 i fucking sink again

i know that these times and what we know is just confusing
please dont think about to hard lives will just be ruined
push to start will move it
while making all this music
to tell u what im thinking coz i feel so fucking useless  

ooo
how many more times before i lose u
going thru the motions b4 i knew u
now i know that ur the one
losing sparks is never fun

never fun
every time i hear ur name my mind goes to shock 
i dont wanna and say u really r the one
but i think ur the one
if im being honest baby this partys no fun

yeh we been dancing all night long
and i think this drinks too strong
but i think we gon make it tonite
coz baby tonite's ur nite

baby we can go until we cant feel anything
honestly i dont even mind as long as ur with me

run away with me
we dont need anyone
as long as u 
i think we're having fun
sparkz fly by when ur with me
sparkz fly by when ur with me
sparkz fly by
sparkz fly by
sparkz fly by

sparkz ft zbee (deadspyro)

"see you in the morning"
that's what she wrote to me
i waited every hour
but still you never came
just one more day after
you walked up to my house
and gave me these words
"it's time we part ways"

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

the rain is pouring down
what a melancholic sight
you don't know what i feel
so just stop asking me
i'm lacking everything
that's holding me around
and now i tear apart
with so much disconnect

and there i see you with someone else
you took me for granted, like a practice run
why'd i have to trust you, that's one thing i'll never know
but i can see it now, i can see it now...

desperate measures.

i can see it now... [+ donemoney]

@evertheghost

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half 

You try to invite him over 
Got 3 screenshots from last October 
Don’t lie to my face 

you know you ain’t right
You know you ain’t right

I exercise my full right 
To keep on dying inside 

Please take your stupid thoughts
And shove them right up your ass 

Your always so full of shit 
I tried my best to make things right 

You fill my head with harmful thoughts 
And act so innocent in the dark 

I’m so tired of falling 
I’m so damn exhausted 

I cry so damn often 
My life keeps on falling 

(Ever The Ghost)
no peace
no remorse
only a flame to devour a forest
no remnants of life
captivate me on a fast decline
opening portals
unlocking powers
restless souls
all figure out after hours
lost and searching for my soul as it roams
got me backed in a corner
I just want to be alone

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half

Captivate [+ sogimura]

lyrics:

Woke up and my eyes hurt
Wanna feel but i’m so numb
Broken hearted till the end
With all these thoughts of you
I’m stuck between loose ends
Just losing all my ways
Forgetting who i really am
And caught up in a blur


I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

I know i feel alone
My only friend i are shadows
A fractured image of myself
Broken paintings left in scars
I’m weeping deep inside
My thoughts are in disarray
I’m hurting can’t you tell
I promise i'm so well

I’m here singing all these songs to cope with the pain
I can’t endure this, when can my heart break
Why’d you want to hurt me so bad, that i can’t talk
And i just want to know when can my heart break

No Algorithm - Greed Or Lust? (prod. rx808)

No Algorithm.

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