II) free my mind

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SOCIALS:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

PROD.CQSLEEP

@cqsleep

instagram.com/cqsleep?igshid=oi2u8g30v289

www.youtube.com/user/djden1999

LYRICS:

give me a bottle 
and feed me a line
one last time
oh no, i lied 

anything to free my mind
anything to ease my mind

give me bottle 
and feed me a line
now im feelin oh so fine
oh im feelin fine like wine

i fell in love with a vice

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fell in love with a vice
anything to free my mind
fell in love with a vice
anything to ease my mind

fell in love with my vice 
fell in love with my vice
fell in love with my vice
fell in love with my vice

free my mind

FREE MY MIND (I FELL IN LOVE WITH A VICE)[PROD.CQSLEEP]

haven’t seen a well known face in ages 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath 

i was in high school 
fueling my addiction 
it’s been so long 
since i had some feeling 

fuck, i’m so pathetic 
god, i’m so anxious 
but i can’t help it
hate this feeling 

what is this feeling?
i jus need to numb it
never see me cryin
never cry in public 

what am i feeling?
you’ll never know it
i was taught to hide it
never see me talking 

now i’m so anxious 
always fuckin nauseous 
can’t fuckin stand it
how long can i take it?

can’t fuckin take it
i don’t wanna do this
i don’t wanna be alive
i don’t wanna fuckin die

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen, i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath

Ages (prod. APT9)

Beautiful instrumental from two amazing gents
https://soundcloud.com/lilsp00ky
https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

Ricochet (P. Lilsp00k & Salem Ave)

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCjxHF-VoOPI9XbIj7Oi1x5A

Covermeindaises (P. Constantine )

BVD CXRTEX: https://soundcloud.com/bvdcxrtex

Lyrics:

(SCAR$)
Sometimes I feel like
I'm the only one that's alive
Like i'm the only one that's aware
When I look around I see nothin' and no one

Today the sky turned grey
I'm still lookin' for my own way
I know its hard
I'm still lookin' for my own way
Will I find it in my heart

Today I got 
No plans and that's 
Okay

(Chorus) 
Hold me closer
Baby don't let go
It's the only thing I know
Hold me closer 
I've been clinically depressed since the age of four
And i'm scared of letting go

(BVD CXRTEX)
When I turn around I see nothin' and no one
I might go dumb
I'm always relaxed, yea I swear I feel so numb
We got white rum, do u want sum
We’ll forget about the pain, we can have fun

I don't care what u say
”we want the old u” too bad, he’s so dead
I just wanna get paid
I don't care what it takes
I just wanna get respected for what I make

(SCAR$)
Today I got 
No plans and that's 
Okay

(Chorus) 
Hold me closer
Baby don't let go
It's the only thing I know
Hold me closer 
I've been clinically depressed since the age of four
And i'm scared of letting go

Desolation

Desolation (ft. BVD CXRTEX)

i wish i could take it all back... i miss you...
all lyrics, vocals, and final mix/master by me. beat production & guitar by @sorrow_bringer

PRE-SAVE (OUT EVERYWHERE NOVEMBER 8th):
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/doublemydose/ill-deal-with-this-tomorrow

LYRICS:
I'm trying to pretend I’m past you
 But I never was  
(But I never was)
 I’m dying to feel like I used to
 I’m severed now from love 
(Severed now from love) 
You were my best friend 
Now I know it always ends
 You threw away my amends
 Left alone, was it all pretend?
 I need to just breathe
These racing thoughts I don’t need
 Feed me pills till I sink 
I’ll deal with this tomorrow  
October now like leaves I’m falling
 Lifeless I’m crawling 
With progress I’m stalling, oh
 It’s easy for some to have purpose 
Like they never feel worthless
 They don’t know what my curse is
You were my best friend 
Now I know it always ends
 You threw away my amends 
Left alone, was it all pretend?
 I need to just breathe
These racing thoughts I don’t need
 Feed me pills till I sink 
I’ll deal with this tomorrow 
Nights like this I wish I wasn't alone
But I can't bear to call home
Just know that I've tried
I've lost from this life
I'm a shadow I have died

i'll deal with this tomorrow - single

i'll deal with this tomorrow

SPOTIFY / APPLE

Lost

Lyrics: 

Maybe she knows who i am
actually.. probably not 
he walks through the hall with his head down low   
scared to meet her eyes
X2

It all sounds like a far fetched dream
how could that shit work?
i cant even get the courage to speak when im not alone
so im smoking all my weed numbing myself might work
marks on my wrist think ill die real young i mean that shit no joke

Maybe she knows who i am
actually.. probably not 
i walk through the hall with my head down low   
scared to meet her eyes
X2

it sounds like a far fetched dream i know
thinking about real love
i dont know if that day will come
before im 6 feet in the dirt
i fake my smile and i hide my cry's
i want something thats real
i get fucked up while i lose my trust
i want a girl thats there for me

No Algorithm - i doubt it lol (prod. TheJan)

No Algorithm.