Dear John Henry Taylor 

I know you’re looking down at me

I can feel your presence everytime I go to fucking breathe

everytime I’m out at work, I swear to god I hear you scream

I run around the place looking like a little fucking fiend 

I’m not sipping on the lean, but yo I u know I’m fucking up

you told me to go get off it but you know I cannot get enough 

I’m sorry for my habits even though you went abs raised me up 

To be a better fucking man but I just can’t toughen up



I’m sorry dad for all the arguments that you and I had

they got really bad then it made us go real wack 

ignorant towards each other even though it hurt my mother 

but I promise that I’m being better and I’m making it all up

I’m no longer lazy, but I’m out working on my own 

I wanted to tell you but you were sleeping all alone 

I wanted to see you, but it broke me down to the fucking bone 

To see you in the state you were in, in the nursing home 



I’m sorry for how ignorant I got when I was up

I wasn’t in the mental state to keep our shit straight up

I was going really bad and knowing that I’m fucking up

I kept around the dirty habits all because I was in a rut 

I just wanted you to be proud of me

love me unconditionally

I know your love was tough 

it made me see the man you saw in me


When id lack all my mentality 

you made me see the bigger screen 

help me through my problems even though you didn’t have to be

The perfect dad you choose to come and be for me

I wish this shit was real easy 

but now this shit has broken me 

left me weak in my fucking knees

I’m praying to the clouds I see

hoping that you’d come down to me

and hold me one more time and simply tell me that you love me

Or even that you’re proud of me 

Or even simply see the man you raised me up to be 


RIP foss, you were a great man, and an amazing dad to me. Keep screaming at those umpires up there, I’ll join you someday soon 🕊️❤️

JOHN🕊️

I’ve got an eye for what I want,

Imma get it fuck the cost 

not gonna worry bout them thots

That wanna keep touching my balls


I’ve fucked a lot of them play dolls 

stick it in and watch em crawl 

Give these bitches false hope 

just so I can go get off 


spit some shit make em talk

disrespect then fuck em off you

give them dick then watch them walk

back up to their little lodge 


steady healing while I’m lost

let em in then get them gone

only keeping them around to keep my feelings stayed off 


I’ve been running from these demons that just seem to fill my room

never worried they’ll just comfort me when I go hit my tomb 

lack of money but I still go get my nose it’s weekly loot

facts get funny when you spit it makes you look just like a fool


I’ve been struggling 

Cocaine that shit be crumbling 

Loving hoes then I’m fumbling 

self destruct then I’m tussling 


down a hill yeah I’m coming in  

snowball it got me fucked again

endless cycle it’s fun and then 

I’m back to where it’s starts again 


I’m gonna break her spine and Fuck up that pussy and make it all mine 

Twin tower bombing job done from inside 

paid me real well guess I am the merchandise 

let me sympathise for all the pussies that just go and advertise 

the tales of the latest gossip that shits all just filled with lies 


I was at my pinicle then

Named myself the new principal 

lyrics make me seem sinical 

fat bitch tryna say I’m criminal 

That’s comical

I’m an unpredictable individual and say that’s trash 

She’s a typical miserable little hoe and that’s a fact 

I write  these pages with phrases I never thought I’d get to state them

now I’m paying the waiters to bring me something to my table


living lavish in fashion i may be broke but I have these habits 

Hunting all of these rabbits that wanna jump then get real matted 




They jump from their rabbit hole

hang em up from a power pole

leave them on a new display I call it 

confront but they can’t uphold


strung along like a brand new globe

your body will hang low 

but this ain’t a jibbs song

it’s hang you up then it’s case closed

YCNINE9

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