$crim - BEEN ABOUT IT

keep it all coming back I need another line 

I’m sick of being sober every night while I cry 

I’m running it back, once again so I can keep a sane mind 

empty the sack, so I can go run another long mile 


I have a lot of potential  

With my music got that antidote 

mend a broken heart with a little bit of adderal 
 
drinking all that lean and mixing it with all the alcohol

psychosis kicking in, fuck I think I see the curtain call



all my brothers passenger in the front is me driving 

Fallen soldiers broken season do you hear the voices calling 

drained all over broken feelings do you hear my thoughts get deeper

Welcome to hell let’s ring them bells as I’ve been through this all weekend


I’m a know it all and believe I’m above it all

Above the law is how I’m staying if I know I’m going far 

overall imma do what’s best for me 

Boss up get some money and fuck that bitch 

3 things imma do played back on repeat 

Boss up get some money and fuck that Bitch 

Boss up get some money and fuck that Bitch 




My Heart is damaged so I plan on everyone dying 

life wasnt managed 
powdered residue on my fucking license 

on a rampage
Mixed the cocaine while I’m with a bitch I’m piping 

Eat some beans
And Now my eyes started widening off the heinys


I’m brad Pitt in the tank just call me fury

Spend my days worrying about these fucking jury’s 

5 years of my life has been nothing but blurry 

too much Molly that I’ve downed fuck call me gucci (mane)


pull up tweaking off a lotta shit 

fists swinging before you speak 

Call that shooting prematurely 

and I need another fucking hit


been left in the mud because of my mistakes 

bury me in the dirt don’t make me fucking wait 

many issues that I can’t even explain 

many problems and i never take the blame 



Always running from my feelings mind gone blank 

cooking myself all the time like a microwave 

always up never down never one to complain 

dopamine rush what the fuck is my fate 

bitches love me when I’m fucked off my face

I’m a little bit different when it comes to mind games 

I’m a young adolescent when I play all these games 

I’m a little addict and I cannot be tamed

ACTIONS OF A BROKEN HEART

FORTAY   Come Smoke With Me Feat Kerser And Redbak

Scrim - SNITCHES TALK LOUD [Unreleased]

Scrim - P1MP [Unreleased]

Dear John Henry Taylor 

I know you’re looking down at me

I can feel your presence everytime I go to fucking breathe

everytime I’m out at work, I swear to god I hear you scream

I run around the place looking like a little fucking fiend 

I’m not sipping on the lean, but yo I u know I’m fucking up

you told me to go get off it but you know I cannot get enough 

I’m sorry for my habits even though you went abs raised me up 

To be a better fucking man but I just can’t toughen up



I’m sorry dad for all the arguments that you and I had

they got really bad then it made us go real wack 

ignorant towards each other even though it hurt my mother 

but I promise that I’m being better and I’m making it all up

I’m no longer lazy, but I’m out working on my own 

I wanted to tell you but you were sleeping all alone 

I wanted to see you, but it broke me down to the fucking bone 

To see you in the state you were in, in the nursing home 



I’m sorry for how ignorant I got when I was up

I wasn’t in the mental state to keep our shit straight up

I was going really bad and knowing that I’m fucking up

I kept around the dirty habits all because I was in a rut 

I just wanted you to be proud of me

love me unconditionally

I know your love was tough 

it made me see the man you saw in me


When id lack all my mentality 

you made me see the bigger screen 

help me through my problems even though you didn’t have to be

The perfect dad you choose to come and be for me

I wish this shit was real easy 

but now this shit has broken me 

left me weak in my fucking knees

I’m praying to the clouds I see

hoping that you’d come down to me

and hold me one more time and simply tell me that you love me

Or even that you’re proud of me 

Or even simply see the man you raised me up to be 


RIP foss, you were a great man, and an amazing dad to me. Keep screaming at those umpires up there, I’ll join you someday soon 🕊️❤️

JOHN🕊️

I’ve got an eye for what I want,

Imma get it fuck the cost 

not gonna worry bout them thots

That wanna keep touching my balls


I’ve fucked a lot of them play dolls 

stick it in and watch em crawl 

Give these bitches false hope 

just so I can go get off 


spit some shit make em talk

disrespect then fuck em off you

give them dick then watch them walk

back up to their little lodge 


steady healing while I’m lost

let em in then get them gone

only keeping them around to keep my feelings stayed off 


I’ve been running from these demons that just seem to fill my room

never worried they’ll just comfort me when I go hit my tomb 

lack of money but I still go get my nose it’s weekly loot

facts get funny when you spit it makes you look just like a fool


I’ve been struggling 

Cocaine that shit be crumbling 

Loving hoes then I’m fumbling 

self destruct then I’m tussling 


down a hill yeah I’m coming in  

snowball it got me fucked again

endless cycle it’s fun and then 

I’m back to where it’s starts again 


I’m gonna break her spine and Fuck up that pussy and make it all mine 

Twin tower bombing job done from inside 

paid me real well guess I am the merchandise 

let me sympathise for all the pussies that just go and advertise 

the tales of the latest gossip that shits all just filled with lies 


I was at my pinicle then

Named myself the new principal 

lyrics make me seem sinical 

fat bitch tryna say I’m criminal 

That’s comical

I’m an unpredictable individual and say that’s trash 

She’s a typical miserable little hoe and that’s a fact 

I write  these pages with phrases I never thought I’d get to state them

now I’m paying the waiters to bring me something to my table


living lavish in fashion i may be broke but I have these habits 

Hunting all of these rabbits that wanna jump then get real matted 




They jump from their rabbit hole

hang em up from a power pole

leave them on a new display I call it 

confront but they can’t uphold


strung along like a brand new globe

your body will hang low 

but this ain’t a jibbs song

it’s hang you up then it’s case closed

JOHN🕊️

YCNINE9

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