I've been brought down to my knees for far too long
And the minutes go by without me dragging along
And I've been fucked up way too much
And I've been shot down way too hard
And she's pretty dumb enough to think that I'm a little worthless

But I belong to her
And I belong to her
I belong to her
And I belong to her

I've been brought down to my knees for far too long
And the minutes go by without me singing a song
I've been drinking up way too much
And I've been shooting up way too hard
And she's pretty dumb enough to think that I'm a little worthless

But I belong to her
And I belong to her
I belong to her
And I belong to her

I Belong to Her

All songs written, produced, performed, & recorded by Noah Kittinger.
Pedal steel, lap steel, and dobro courtesy of Bennett Littlejohn 
Engineered by Noah Kittinger & Blake Parker 
Mixed by Rusty Santos 
Mastered by Mike Bozzi at Bernie Grundman Studios 
Songs courtesy of Grow Publishing Worldwide (BMI) 
Recordings from 2020-2022 
Artwork design & layout by Destiny Keller 

Special thanks to my friends & family, to the state of North Carolina for giving me solitude, & for providing much inspiration in the writing of these songs, and to the supporters of this project over the years 
Thank you 
-Noah

CT5 Improv

Weekday/Anything

Can I Just Say?

A fusion of ambient-electronic and contemporary jazz. Artwork by Wendy Clough

Bound Up in You

Atmospheric soundtrack piece featuring acoustic guitar, delicate piano and mellotron

At The Gates

nothing heres fine
ive seen this about 10000 times
im sweating my life away
throat is dry, eyes just sway

ill just lay here, its alright
just pretend that i see fine
wrong

those long days…
those long days…

thoughts they fire through the past
through your head and back to mine
im over it
im over it

nothing heres fine 
ive seen this about 10000 times
im sweating my life away
throat is dry, eyes just sway

i said i know, ill tell again they wont go
im sweating my life away
throat is dry, eyes just sway

and again i wont tell you
how i want, for it to be over

im calling it a cycle cause its back more everyday
and the more lay here the more i try to say: ill be fine

and again i wont tell you
how i want, for it to be over

nothing heres fine 
ive seen this about 10000 times
im sweating my life away
throat is dry, eyes just sway


sweatpants

Acid Ghost - Overthinking

Nostalgic Feel

years of your life

lyrics:
[Intro]
Instrumental

[Verse 1]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Living the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

Is this your life? Do I make you feel alive?
Is it my eyes? I hope to see you every night
Am I real? You never ask how do i feel

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just kick me out

[Verse 2]
How do you sleep? Knowing the things you do to me?
Is it your job? Or is it your fantasy?
Livin' the dream, coming home to your family
Is it your wife? Does she even know about me?

[Chorus]
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if I stayed, you would just kick me out
Up, up, beat me down, go ahead and turn around
Even if i stayed, you would just-

CT5 Improv

BEDROOM