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my heart’s grown so heavy.

Soundcloud song 2

😞Why can’t you see I still care about you ⁉️

2/2/22

pit in my stomach +obasi jackson (xmichaelwarren)

its beautiful tonite .. 

lyrics:

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

I feel the crescent moon inside me and I start throwing up
All these symbol on top my body I start floating up
She seen both my shoulders blades break and turn to fluff
Bled my feathers out my back and starting growing up
Guided by the streetlights I could get home
I was 17 when I had tasted that venom
Ever since I’ve been chasing this refined numb
Talk to me when u can feel the same one

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears x2

the crescent moon ft tommyice (yung castor x max flynn)

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dwuQifVrjpAm66wB5hRbz?si=34a561bff4b64598

produced by @metlast
featuring @nevermadeithome
+ jess and nick from new girl :)

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instagram.com/lottaheart_
twitter.com/lottaheart_

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

tell me what to do
I’m so hung up on you
everything we ever wanted has been coming true
I’m falling hard for you
and everything you do
can’t wait to see you in that dress babygirl

yeah it’s all white and it’s alright
as long i have you by my side girl
tell me is it everything you wanted
we can lay all night in the moonlight
in my car right at the edge of the world
nobody else can make me feel this way

[@nevermadeithome]
they won't get it and they never will
your friends they don't like me
i don't know why
its probably cause i didn't treat you right that time
they won't get it and they never will
your friends, they don't like me
close you eyes
oh darling, lets go away tonight

they don't have a clue
oh, the plans i have for you
they don't, they don't (x2)
I'm gonna take the best care of you
and make you feel at home
in my arms

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

signs w/ nevermadeithome [metlast]

@boyfifty
@sorrow_bringer

Thought I wouldn’t live another day
Never good at hiding it away
I knew you read it on my face
And I know we’re in a different place

Thought when I spoke that you were always listening
Never had hope, but you were always good to me
Nothings ever mattered anyway
Glasses are shattered history

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

Omens in shadows, don’t know where they hide
Creeping around, yeah, he got in my mind
Tick of the clock, but it’s never aligned
Need me a zilean to rewind the time

Falling snow
I’m so cold
And alone

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

youtube

falling snow (prod. sorrow bringer x boyfifty)

madison & 1st, night lights in a coffin
w/ @betweentheveinsandi
prod. @sadboiforever
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

my mind
a fragile portrait of my architecture
my spine
is broken by the words that i have dragged along
inside
i’ve spent so long for progress to force me backwards
alive
im glad i am, its hard to carry on

veins:
Take my life if u want it 
I don't really give a shit 
2 shots that's a warning 
And I don't make ties they just loosen with time 
Back when throwing up was the best part of our lives 
Oh what u say book a hospital stay 
All the times and the days that u tried to run away 
Despite what u say I think ur mom is pretty sweet 
Cause if u always be the victim then u always live in pain 
She said that break ups suck 
But I don't think she gives a fuck 
And I don't think that meaning from a broken heart just takes a fuck 
Woah 
Laid back 
I'm at terms with the past 
And I'll follow the act 
Just tell me how to act  

yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

take it, it's yours (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [2001]

spotify!

call me already what are u waiting for? (prod. yung hatman)

time gets longer everyday
that i never see ur face
im crying on the floor
if this is life now
i guess so

im hurting myself
to feel what u felt
its not what u want
but nothing else helps

theres nowhere to turn
i wish i knew why
my txts never send

i cant keep the rain
from falling down
i can feel the pain
when ur not around

everything reminds me of u
i dont ever know what to do

i guess so

im looking everywhere
for something
but everywhere i run into nothing
im dying for ur love
im killing all of me to feel something

hate it everytime that u leave 
i struggle every nite just to breath
remember everything that we could be
just so fucking numb everything means nothing to me

i just keep on running from myself
i cant keep on dying for ur help
i can feel the stitches coming undone
tell me why i break everything i touch

i guess so

By Your Side (Prod. Jakri)

Artists: @0noahh @co1ton
Produced by: me @rioleyva
Instagram: @prodbytoshi

noahh & colton - hopped out (toshi x rioleyva)

I love you all (Simp Nation🐢)

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
So wassup
Baby I’m just tryna get your number
We can talk through the winter and summer
Baby we won’t tell nobody that we hung up
So wassup
Girl wassup
Do you wanna catch a vibe and stay 
Won’t treat you like these other guys say 
You can treat me like a game in arcades 
Come baby play wassup what you say

(Verse 1)
Sorry to be rude but I just wanna see you nude
I don’t mean to see you naked I mean you just eating food
Right now you probably just thinking hanging out with me is weird 
Baby promise I’m the right one I watch anime you hear 

Baby fine that low
Wonder Woman lasso 
Shorty gotta fat tho 
Ash Kaash ass so
Finishing last tho 
We can play some smash bros
Won’t you let me tap tho
You know we can smash so

(Chorus)
So wassup
Baby I’m just tryna get your number
We can talk through the winter and summer
Baby we won’t tell nobody that we hung up
So wassup
Girl wassup
Do you wanna catch a vibe and stay 
Won’t treat you like these other guys say 
You can treat me like a game in arcades 
Come baby play wassup what you say

(Verse 2)
Play with me 
[I don’t wanna let you go way]
Stay with me 
[shorty you know you can foreplay]

So bad
[if you leave I’ll be sad]
Baby I’m build like a wholesome lad
So right
[stay the night]
There’s no backing from tonight so

(Chorus)
So wassup
Baby I’m just tryna get your number
We can talk through the winter and summer
Baby we won’t tell nobody that we hung up
So wassup
Girl wassup
Do you wanna catch a vibe and stay 
Won’t treat you like these other guys say 
You can treat me like a game in arcades 
Come baby play wassup what you say

WASSUP! (Prod. Typhoon)

danger2myself +sace6 (jonah)

falling4u (prod noahmadethiss x yago)

Follow:
https://soundcloud.com/iamjcast
https://soundcloud.com/ripxet

Mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/ross-thompson-643567655

Lyrics: 
(Chorus)
Ain't nobody gonna mess with my love
For you baby girl no one above
I just want you here tonight
Shawty beautiful and she like
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna mess with me nor my love
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna catch me slippin for my love

(Verse 1 J. Cast)
Tokyo Tokyo shawty said she wanna go yeah
Never know never know shawty keep it on the low yeah
Move it slow move it slow I'm not ready for this love yeah
Do a show do a show I get paid and then I go yeah
I got drip drip drip what is this oh my god yeah
Shawty wanna see me only when I cap her song yeah
I don't really care about the things you say you done yeah
Better watch out its my time now
I don't wanna go with you
And now they like who that with you 
And now they like who that with you
And now they like ohh that yuh yuh

(Chorus)
Ain't nobody gonna mess with my love
For you baby girl no one above
I just want you here tonight
Shawty beautiful and she like
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna mess with me nor my love
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna catch me slippin for my love

(Verse 2 Xetonyl)
Tokyo love I just wanna be with you
Tokyo love baby its just me and you
No your feelings not the same
Tell me that you wouldn't change 
No I don't want to feel no pain
You play my heart just like a game 
Baby do you want some cash cuz I got tons of that
You know you my only one and I can't cap with that
Why you getting mad at that
Always talkin bout the past
On my own I'm going fast
I just wanted us to last
Baby calm down I know you'll come around
Baby tell me little things I promise you'll be safe and sound
Cross my heart 
Can't take this
Don't break it 
Let's face it

(Chorus)
Ain't nobody gonna mess with my love
For you baby girl no one above
I just want you here tonight
Shawty beautiful and she like
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna mess with me nor my love
Tokyo Tokyo Tokyo my love
Ain't nobody gonna catch me slippin for my love

TOKYO (feat. J. Cast & Xetonyl)(Prod. Silo) OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS

getoutofmyhe4d (p. noahmadethiss x handy)

prod me
art by 8485

spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/01CGEly1CkrwwIBBXkrfnr?si=coXTTht5TZS95wgNhaAHKg

HEARSE +funeral

Happy Valentine's Day...

Lyrics:
No, its not the same, when you threw life away
It's alright, to go astray, when there's no more to say
Why did you lie, why did you lie
Wish you would die, Instead of messing my mind
Why are you inside, there's things I cant deny
To telling the truth, I cannot lie

I'll be fine, to say goodbye, If I die in time
No more life, I had a good life, by your side, oh

(Kurl)
No, its not the same, and for you it's just a game
And no, I'm not ashamed, I'll proudly drown in flames
You left me here to die, with no tears left here to cry
I tried to talk to god but he just stripped away the light
So watch me fall from grace, sent down from heavens gates
I hope you find the beauty that's enkindled in my rage

I'll be fine, to say goodbye, If I die in time
No more life, I had a good life, by your side, oh

Its alright
I don't wanna let you go anyway

In Time

In Time (ft. KID KURL)(prod. UNLUCKY) OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

the smell of cigarettes and heartbreak always staining on my clothes <\3

dyingjust2know w/ mxvsinner (xmichaelwarren)

"everybody has regrets and maybe things of the past are better left alone, but what if you were given the opportunity to go back and find the closure you're looking for." 
Enter: I

[notes:// something different from what i usually do, I hope u guys like anyways :D also shoutout tg fam, love you ]
@ketsai
@victxrw
@tgwog
@4amxx
@litothedon
@oursafehaven
[ketsai]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, or give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

but then u lean on me too much
n girl im missing all your touch
n though i hate to see u go
n ill just find another hoe
n ur jealousy still shows :/
our love unstable...
so sooner or later that shit had 2 cave in
i know im able...
jus me n my bros chillin in the safehaven
n i dont wnna fkn let go jus cause that shit hurts
but you jus wnna fkn leave, n u still let go first

[victxrw]
shut up and listen to me
and i can care but its not guaranteed
n i was so good to u
dont give me attitude
if u go and listen to them, thats too bad 4 u
i dont care, give a fuck bout my health
and talk shit all u want but keep my name out ur mouth
n u just talk talk talk talk, so shut the fuck up
n lets just keep this shit private and u need to be quiet

y would i call u my friend?
i been losing all my patience, i'm collapsing in
i jus wnna fkn vanish from this world
n you put my head inside a twirl
then you kicked me straight onto the curve
taking drastic measures, cause this shit hurts
give me one right reason you left me first
can you run away so i can learn.

getoutofmyhe4d (p. noahmadethiss x handy)

noah thomas