self produced
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cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

without u//noahmadethiss + Kenny Orlando

goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zs4pvuT55i8

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by me
produced by my good friends @back2thapast & @user-551713846

the feeling isnt something i cant get over
u keep bitching bout some muhfuckin closure
think its hard now just wait until ur older
i couldnt tell u the last time i had a shoulder
oh oh oh 
they wanna lean on me
circle tighter than a bitch there aint no between
say she love me and cant take it dont know what it means
i only do this for momma me and my team
And the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
I keep having these nightmares I never get my dreams
They keep saying I feel you but its not what it seems
You dont want no one to hear you but I just wanna scream
Every night I pray to god im getting scars on my knees
Okay im done im knodding off
there aint really that much here for me not at all
ooo
ay ay ay
one step
whenever i take one  
its like two back 
couldnt give a shit about 
if i dont need dat 
looking for yo girl 
she here in knee pads
oh i got problems but this money isnt one
she say omg you changed 
i dont know who you done become
need it all i want it all
no I aint talking about some
ha and I know that im wasting time bitch im dumb
and wen she talking too damn much i put some cocaine on her tongue
money comes money goes bitch ill spend it while im young
i feel like im not me bitch I dont know where im from
pissed off walking in the street arms crossed
if lifes a game im at the part you fight the big boss
i left my mom and dad for something i might never get
and you wouldnt understand this shit unless you in the mix
said the sun keeps going down every time that I wake up I hate it now
whoa whoa yea

VitaminD

vitaminD (music video out) [p. back2thapast+noahmadethiss]

if looks could kill ft. wstdyth *jolst + shinju + garasu*

IG: @jovyforeign

ON ALL PLATFORMS

Written by: JovyForeign, kennedyxoxo, & itsatrill
Recorded by: JovyForeign, kennedyxoxo, & itsatrill
Mixed by: JovyForeign
Produced by: xmichaelwarren

(JovyForeign!)

Hook (jovyforeign):
2x
I sit in my room
I'm asking for you
Don't know whats best
So hard to choose

Verse (jovyforeign):
Why did you tell me that you love me when you knew that
I loved you then and now you love me, I'm like "screw that"
And now you call me on my phone and I'm like "who that?"
I don't remember who was talking
Last night, girl I am upset now
Last night, I hate that you left now
More time I wish that we spent now
Don't even talk through text now

Verse (kennedyxoxo):
Call back 'cause we haven't talked in a long time
I need to stop saying the right things at the wrong time
I'm not here to argue who's fault it is but its not mine
I saw the red flags but I treat them all like a stop sign
Move slowly, who knows if he's gonna crash
I could lose hope but I think you know me better than that
Got a few homies, nothing holding me back
I'm like two Kobe's it doesn't get much better than that
I keep writing sad songs
But that high won't last long
I wish I could make it stop
(I just wish that I could make it stop)
Seems like I'm always the bad guy
You moved on, I flatline
I never come out on top
(I never come out on top)

Hook (jovyforeign):
I sit in my room
I'm asking for you
Don't know whats best
So hard to choose

Verse (itsatrill):
Shorty you could never tell me whats right or whats wrong
Can't you tell that I cared for you 
(I can't stop)
Think of the times you'd spent the night with me
One of a kind you know you fucking my life for me
Why don't you stop before we make to the end I know you're fucking crazy
(woah-oh)
You're crazy
(woah-oh)
Baby sticks and stones may break my bones
But you'll never understand what you meant to me
What you meant to me

Hook (jovyforeign):
3x
I sit in my room
I'm asking for you
Don't know whats best
So hard to choose

“my room” w/ kennedyxoxo & itsatrill (p. xmichaelwarren)

at this rate 
i don't think there's a chance of you coming this way
this way
i cant fucking sit straight
and all the while were going 
play with my emotions its okay its okay

i feel numb i feel sick
i might tat up on my rips
leave the pain you caused in yesterday
ill find another bitch

i might quit i might dip
i just stack up all my chips
they dont like how i carry myself
they dont like how i live

they just dont see things how we see
need new beginnings how we leave
shawty got scars all on her wrist
we stay up all night smoking reefer

you know it's fucked when you bleed first
if she keeps me nothing gets worse :)

bleed first

creatures (ohmygon)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

i fed your appetite
i ran out of time
i can’t wait for this
headache to rewind
strung out on your bed
you’ve got nothing left
i bore witness to
things you never said

i’m never safe
but you wanna relate
trust me, you don’t want this
itch inside your brain
you think that i’m a fuck up
but i can’t retaliate
we both know you’re right so
why do you wanna stay?

i really hate
the way you try to berate
everyone who tries to get inside your brain
guarding yourself off will only punish ones who stay

forget all the rest
i’ll go back to sleep when i’m dead
you wanted me open and honest 
but now i’m stuck lying with every breath
i’m sick of this world that i’m in
indulging in cardinal sin
waiting for another window 
so i can insert myself in

but let it be known
i’m doing this under duress
i vacated all of the premises
you can be certain that it’s in your head
you said i’m not going nowhere
do you even realize i’m there?
i’m ready for whatever comes next
my blue eyes are catching your stare

i got that envy and it’s building tall
search for a pill just to kill the withdrawal
make up your mind, please, once and for all
i hope that i don’t come off too banal

there’s nothing more important than yourself
your tongue is slick and saying something else
i can’t say that i even wish you well
i hope the stones you left unturned are hell

banal

crowd surfin! +killmesumday (goonyears)

she said take off ya jacket i said babe mans not hot

goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

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