goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

neverbeenworse *SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE BONUS TRACK* (prod. noahmadethiss)

istg it'll sting.
https://open.spotify.com/track/2qjQWdbB6ymgA3ixd0Mhhr?si=32a06c461024433a
prod. @dercept & @prodmichael
cover art done by @aliensplanet !!
enjoy <3

(3x)
(take a chance)

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i let, i let everybody walk all up over my face
in a fear that if i spite, i won't become what i dream
just a fucking machine; i'm blowing out steam
i'm like a lion in a cage who is a-
(boutta be freed)

i let it get to my head
(i gotta quit that shit)
i wouldn't dare to pretend
(i'm just so sick of this..)

(2x)
(it's o-, it's o-, it's okay)
(4x)
it's o-, it's o-, it's okay

is that a fact? 
or do you think that you know me
cause i work off my ass, and get attacked 
i think i'm staying lonely
but i'm fine with that
it's just i want my slate to be clean
go and spread another lie, i swear to god it'll sting

i stuck my head inside a nest full of ants
in advance, i already had my hands behind my back
take a chance! for the people who play life like they're a cat
CALL ME TRASH >:"/
i'll show em what it's like to be surpassed
WITH AGGRESSION!!! >:((

ants [prod. dercept x michaelwarren]

I'm feeling happier alone than i did with you
Don't bother hitting my phone when you realize it was all true
You're turning into somebody that ill never like
Two wrongs don't make a right and thats the reason why you left i know

I'm at war myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare
While i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me ah
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss
Aimbot
Yeah you already know i don't miss
Back shots
Yeah i'm boutta fuck up her ribs
I don't even gotta say nun thats real rizz
Oh i'm tryna blow thru a hundred thats real shit
Who you know do it like this
You're not the one that i miss
Even if i did it wouldn't mean shit oh
Babygirl you're the meanest
Cant even give me a real reason oh
As to why you leaving baby please tell me why you leaving oh
I need closure i'm at war wit myself
Can you tell me whats wrong wit me i need some help

Self self self self
I'm at war wit myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare while im at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh i'm at war with myself
Self self self self
Ooo i'm at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh yeah i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me oh
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss

nowim@warwitmyself

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nowim@warwitmyself [p.methboiswag]

bruise ft. sendflowrs

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

Lyrics:

chorus:

in the same ole clothes, bout dirty as hell

this life i live feels just like hell

just leave me alone, just let me be

so much goes on inside my head


verse:

it’s early october 

this is how i feel

how i feel

this is how i feel

no im never sober

no im never sober, yeah


bridge:

my grave is calling

God is always stalling

im ready to go, yeah

im ready to go

its early october (prod. Xalithh)

<3

[Lyrics]

For the first time, I think I found love
On my worst nights, you helped me get up
And I couldn’t tell you how much it really meant
When you said that you love me — I love you back ^w^

You by my side, I just wanna close the distance
You shouldn’t lie, it’s no secret you were missin’
You’ll heal with time, 'cause I know that you’re resilient
Please don’t deny, give it a try, try, try

Even when they don’t have faith in you, I do
‘Cause I know you really well, and I know what you’ve been through
‘Cause we get along — you say “our hearts are locked”
For the most part, I trust you...

But are you sure?

Sometimes all you need is someone that you can laugh with
Hope you can see you weren’t with me — it was tragic
Asked me for so much, then you wanted more
You say it’s my bad, but it’s what you swore

Heal With Time (prod. drew)

red rum (ft. seejayxo) (prod. irby)

healing (prod. loopy)

produced by the extremely talented: @yunnygoldz
vocals, mixing & everything else by: @sendflowrs

make my heart drop when she calling on my phone, 
baby kissed me twice now ill never let go, 
its making me sick (ew!)
all these drugs, think ill quit
I just wanna go home to my girl
x2

up in this bitch
yeah im runnin a bag
I won't stop doing this
im addicted to ur tainted lips
n I cant deal with these kids
all these pussies they stay talking shit 
but one day ill blow 
its too bad she didn't know 
i couldn't see her in my photos 
now she wanna hit my phone

and ill send you sunflowers every day of the month
I know you like that love shit, I know ur eating it up
you gotta take care girl, ur not eating enough
I wanna make you squirm 
grab the keys to the cuffs

make my heart drop when she calling on my phone, 
baby kissed me twice now ill never let go, 
its making me sick !!! (ew!) 
all these drugs, think ill quit
I just wanna go home to my girl
x2

extended clip on my body!
nah im just playing, I dont hold no Tommy,
you not matchin my k/d just get out my lobby
slaying these pussies like this is my hobby
bare knuckle im swinging like Ronnie, 
she dont want me cus im rotten like Robbie,
I dont need no gang or no muhfuckin army
cus I got James there he stay keepin the shotty

goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

noah thomas