Soundcloud Stuff 2

Shit that sucks v7

my heart's grown so heavy pt. 2

2/2/22

everythingmustgo <3

HeartBreakKidd [Prod.Silo]

wheredidyougo? w/ killmesumday, kennedyxoxo, sace6 [prod. noahmadethiss x yeezo]

@joshuasageart
@ddertbag

Lyrics:

When you walk my way
And I can’t explain
Why I feel this way
Trust issues
And maybe I’m to blame
You said I need to change
Put you in picture frames
I need you

And every single day
Is a passing day
Nothing feels the same
Again
You said that I should change
But I cannot change
You make it hard to stay
At peace again

Things feel so strange
Why do I feel this way
I’d go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

You’re all I have
Ahhhhh
Go through time and space
If I could see you for 1 day

And if there’s something I would go through
It might take a life
And there’s something I hold on to
it keeps me alive

It goes round and round and round and round inside of my head
I wanna know the rest can you gimmie a sec
Making sounds, they’re so profound, just to relieve the stress
And I feel truly blessed, it’s like I have no debt

Time & Space [+ddertbAg]

w/ @night_lovell

CORPSE: https://www.instagram.com/corpse_husband/
Night Lovell: https://www.instagram.com/nightlovell/
Milkgore: https://www.instagram.com/milkgore/
prod. deadwait

HOT DEMON B!TCHES NEAR U ! ! ! w/ Night Lovell

Featuring @kaiyko
Produced by @horoshavibes & @splashgvng

LYRICS
I know I fucked up real bad and I can't win you back now
I look straight ahead but I don't see a way out of this
Turns out the vow that we made
Didn't mean anything to you anyway

Now everything just seems meaningless to me
I meant it when I said 'til death so let me rest in peace
I know I fucked up
Blame it on my bad luck
There no more bad blood
It's only love

So when you look back do you do so with tenderness
Or am I just another memory that you repress

(Kaiyko)
I wait for you to come around to say
The things I've already heard before
So tell me what's new
Got a broken heart and nothin left to lose
I know 
You're doin okay
But I am always
Thinkin' of ways to
Get right back to you
But it's too late too late
Gotta get back home to our places
Not sure if I can make it
But I will tell you I would take it all for you
If we could take it all back too
Even if it's all even if it's all for you

Listen on Spotify!

I Meant It When I Said ‘Til Death, so Let Me Rest in Peace w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Horosha & splashgvng)

takewhatyouneededfromme (prod. noahmadethiss x yeezo)

i love you <3
Produced by 904TEZZO//AlfieSnapped

Now I See (Prod.904TEZZO + AlfieSnapped)

++ dream drop distance ++ [prod. 904TEZZO]

baby blow my phone up//killmesumday

its all or nothing//Kenny Orlando

halfway mine//sace6

two faced//kennedyxoxo

whathappensnext? w/ sace6 (prod. noahmadethiss x recyclebin)

goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

icanfeelit w/ Kenny Orlando (prod. noahmadethiss x pekarot)

its beautiful tonite .. 

lyrics:

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears
I don’t need a og my life the first one
Latinx model inside of my ferri belt
U could keep on going it’s never gon cum out
Maybe it’s a sign my other half is just myself 

I feel the crescent moon inside me and I start throwing up
All these symbol on top my body I start floating up
She seen both my shoulders blades break and turn to fluff
Bled my feathers out my back and starting growing up
Guided by the streetlights I could get home
I was 17 when I had tasted that venom
Ever since I’ve been chasing this refined numb
Talk to me when u can feel the same one

Bitch I made it happen while i was stuck up in my head
My own health a bitch but it pay me for what I said
Shit had got too hairy I broke it I used nair
Now I got some money up on me but it’s bare tears x2

the crescent moon ft tommyice (yung castor x max flynn)

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

https://open.spotify.com/track/0dwuQifVrjpAm66wB5hRbz?si=34a561bff4b64598

produced by @metlast
featuring @nevermadeithome
+ jess and nick from new girl :)

follow my socials!
instagram.com/lottaheart_
twitter.com/lottaheart_

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

tell me what to do
I’m so hung up on you
everything we ever wanted has been coming true
I’m falling hard for you
and everything you do
can’t wait to see you in that dress babygirl

yeah it’s all white and it’s alright
as long i have you by my side girl
tell me is it everything you wanted
we can lay all night in the moonlight
in my car right at the edge of the world
nobody else can make me feel this way

[@nevermadeithome]
they won't get it and they never will
your friends they don't like me
i don't know why
its probably cause i didn't treat you right that time
they won't get it and they never will
your friends, they don't like me
close you eyes
oh darling, lets go away tonight

they don't have a clue
oh, the plans i have for you
they don't, they don't (x2)
I'm gonna take the best care of you
and make you feel at home
in my arms

[@lottaheart]
read between the lines and you can see the signs
that after all this time, I’m still so in love with you
and when the stars align, i know you’ll be mine
but till then I’m all alone so tell me what to do
[x2]

signs w/ nevermadeithome [metlast]

@boyfifty
@sorrow_bringer

Thought I wouldn’t live another day
Never good at hiding it away
I knew you read it on my face
And I know we’re in a different place

Thought when I spoke that you were always listening
Never had hope, but you were always good to me
Nothings ever mattered anyway
Glasses are shattered history

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

Omens in shadows, don’t know where they hide
Creeping around, yeah, he got in my mind
Tick of the clock, but it’s never aligned
Need me a zilean to rewind the time

Falling snow
I’m so cold
And alone

We couldn’t wait
Another day
But I know that you wanted me

We couldn’t see
Such misery
Are we really free

youtube

falling snow (prod. sorrow bringer x boyfifty)

madison & 1st, night lights in a coffin
w/ @betweentheveinsandi
prod. @sadboiforever
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

my mind
a fragile portrait of my architecture
my spine
is broken by the words that i have dragged along
inside
i’ve spent so long for progress to force me backwards
alive
im glad i am, its hard to carry on

veins:
Take my life if u want it 
I don't really give a shit 
2 shots that's a warning 
And I don't make ties they just loosen with time 
Back when throwing up was the best part of our lives 
Oh what u say book a hospital stay 
All the times and the days that u tried to run away 
Despite what u say I think ur mom is pretty sweet 
Cause if u always be the victim then u always live in pain 
She said that break ups suck 
But I don't think she gives a fuck 
And I don't think that meaning from a broken heart just takes a fuck 
Woah 
Laid back 
I'm at terms with the past 
And I'll follow the act 
Just tell me how to act  

yeah u can take my life if u want it
file thru the pain, small prize if u block it
and i never been ashamed, cut ties if im wantin’
u came here to play, eat shit where ur talkin
cuz im sayin u can take my life if u want it
madison and 1st, night lights in a coffin
i cant ever fall asleep, twist spine pretty often
bored of counting sheep, yet fine feelin nothin

and im saying with dusk comes dawn
another painful day where the night feels wrong
& i’ll stay inside tonight so i can weather the storm

take it, it's yours (ft. betweentheveinsandi) [2001]

spotify!

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

goodenough (prod. noahmadethiss x jolst)

noah thomas