just a vent, very drunk rn 
shoutout my brother @jolst on the production



tell me baby does he write you songs? 
blood all on my pillow when i wake up shit is wrong
i been takin 30’s got me itchin i can’t stop 
every time i think i got a hit it start to flop
i wish that i never saw those numbers from the start 
try not to let it bug me but i can’t lie it hurt my heart
i spill my soul on the mic n go smoke a dart 
shoutout to big veins we just alike in that regard 

everybody write bout doin drugs, it’s ok
but u ain’t ever threw up in ur sleep it burn ur lungs
i been sippin lean for 4 days babe im havin fun, ay
feel my heart beatin in my chest i’m dying young
and words are powerful theyll kill u like a gun 
watch the shit u speak cus ur whole life it becomes
people love to talk their shit but watch em when i run
when i fly to USA im landin with a punch 

i got G.E.R.D
regurgitation ): 
might pop a 40
and float away and
can’t stand you phonies
so go away yea
got good friends round me
but they won’t stay, yea 
and i’m used to that 
always been the same 
since a small boy i been
always filled with hate 
but i love my momma 
and i love my dad :)
and i’m thankful daily
for the shit i have 

maybe life is okay
maybe it’s not that bad 
i got someone who loves me
can’t argue with that <3 
i still get so fucked up
til i can’t call a cab 
i been tryna love myself 
but i don’t love me back 
i still wake everyday 
with shit on my shoulders i’m a heavyweight
get away
from all the negative things i always say 
fill the page
with shit i would think but i would never say
care+ in my drink 
but i been tryna get in better shape 

i can’t even think yea 
baby i’m just sitting here recording with a drink yea 
shoutout to the gang 
that’s double L all on my krink yeah 
shoutout to the goat jolst 
can’t wait till we link yeah <3 (love u bro) 

n i still wear a hoodie 
even when it’s hot
pull it over my face
so u can’t see me rot
baby take your hood down
girl i’m self conscious
everybody talkin money $$$
don’t know what a job is 

i guess this is what they call 
a r- release 
i just love you all so much 
that i can’t even speak
i feel fuckin worthless
but you’re all helping me
this one for the soundcloud
ima go to sleep … 

(love u all bro i get a lil soppy when i am drunk sorry )

maybe its not that bad (jolst)

produced by sor

watch what you say 
cus i feel it 
and my hands can’t bare this weight 
cant you see it?
cant you see what it’s done to me?
i lost my grip and it took my love from me 
this back and forth is not my cup of tea 

apparently they’re talking again 
but what do they say? 
i can’t hear anything 
alone in my apartment again 
these once white walls
are now a shade of grey
these days i don’t talk to my friends
what could i say
i’m drowning in this lake 
my skin is dissolving again 
the salt water burns
but god i love the taste 
x2

my skin is dissolving again

be like us prod waveboys

shake me when im drifting away
and i dont do that much so when i write i aint nothing to say
i go ghost so much wouldnt be surprised if i just fade away
i been on the fence for so long i might just go and jump off the gate
but when youre here in my arms all this other shit goes away
im sitting here tweaking off this hybrid but imma smoke anyway
my hands fucking shaking wondering how imma tell you nothings okay
the man youre dating is right in front of you but hes miles away

but while im here
ill try to enjoy this
ill hold u when we wake in the morning
ill never make a day feel boring
ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

all i wanna see is some meaning for this
i keep my head down and i work hard and one day ill get paid for it
she said dont drink that cause its too much and its dangerous
baby i know danger when i see it this is childs play
i see safetly everytime im looking at your face
but i only see you on the weekend im in a tough place
i wanna love the part of my self that lets me feel grace
so when you leave i just want you to stay

but baby I just want you to stay
without you the blue skyies turned to grey
my heart has lead me astray
and I can't cope without these compounds
pumping through my veins
sorry that I'm such a let down
i burn in the flames

you can't wait in place
and I don't expect you to
but it hurts me that you'd choose him
cause baby I'd choose you
despite the abuse
our differing views
my drug overuse
your volitile moods
i still don't want to lose you

shake me when im drifting away
i dont really do much so i aint got nothing to say
i swallowed my pride and i looked death in the face
theres a couple nights i know that imma take to the grave
but while im here
ill try to ignore it
just hold me when i wake in the morning
i went to sleep not wanting to see the morning
but ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

jumping off the gate w/ weepings (under the maple tree)

I don’t know how to tell 
My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well 
This feeling seeming bottomless 
I know because I fell down 
And I haven’t reached an ending 
I think it’s all depending
And I’ll learn it all the hard way 
So you don’t have to 
But you won’t listen just like me
And you’ll learn it through the tough way too 
But that’s just you 
And you’re just as likely 

All details left behind by blurred leering eyes 
With the deafening and dampened cries 
We find again and again and again 
Yeah we find again and again and again 
I got 3 3 3 that’s 9 out of 10 
Got these angel numbers keep on living up inside my head yeah 
Wanna go and take from us I vet that 
Mmm mmm
Still got your life and I don’t think you wanna bet that

I I don’t think so
It’s cause I know so 
Make a bit alone might just do it solo
Hit the armory yeah flaunt it it doesn’t bother me 
Visit when you want takes some honesty yeah honestly 
Take in spades the suits won’t even talk for free no
Roll another couple G’s yeah my g’s know
Breathe out easily
I’m focused I’m alright 
They ask the difference it’s difficult it’s always like 

I don’t know how to tell 
My mental hasn’t been doing oh so well 
This feeling seeming bottomless 
I know because I fell down 
And I haven’t reached an ending 
I think it’s all depending
And I’ll learn it all the hard way 
So you don’t have to 
But you won’t listen just like me
And you’ll learn it through the tough way too 
But that’s just you 
And you’re just as likely 

I’ll round the bend now I just need to lend a hand 
Take hold now but make that choice alone 
Allow the rest to take the mend and fill the land 
Yeah you may have won but take a look at what you’ve sowed 
The blade it takes but it gives in bold 
Told again this past has got its hold

leering (irby)

Lyrics: 

everything you said to me 
turned out to be a lie 

im a mess 
i need to clean up my act
dried blood keeps attracting the flies 
no ones perfect i get that 
but with you i guess im ill-advised 

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more

I cant believe
what have you done
you didnt help me 
I cant believe
what have you done
you didn't help me 

BREATHE
whilst i cut on my lungs
BREATHE 
what the fuck have i done?
let it burn
let it collapse tonight
until there's nothing that can set alight 
BREATHE
BREATHE

were built on shaky ground 
inside are the memories that we once had 
now they're burnt to the ground 
ashes on ashes 
black char adorned on our bedroom walls 
burned out thoughts flashing
but the spark we had wont light no more


𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢

Prod. Dercept + Ayoley

{HOOK} x2

only ever worried when the music stops 
so thank god I hear the violins
I’m trapped outside of the pearly gates 
and I’m so scared to go fight again   
you put hate where my heart would go 
my enemy was once a friend 
I step foot in the wrong place at the wrong time then my journey ends

{BRIDGE}
treasure chest with you’re heart in it just waiting for me to find again
I’ll do my hardest to pry it open before I become condemned 
if not then it’s all over but god forbid if I try again 
god forbid if I try again


{VERSE}

my bones crack as seasons change 
I feel them break
chest caving in
i have blood covering both my fangs 
the stake you wield is shaving skin 
and eating flesh 
eyes red
like I needed  rest 
I have no mouth and I must scream so I guess
that’ll keep it in 
need fresh air but it feels rotten everytime that I breathe it in 
you’ll need the strength of a hundred men
to put me back on my feet again 
just rip me open 
take my heart
then stitch me up to complete again 
make me feel like me again 
so walk away 
leave my corpse to rot
so that way you can see I’m dead 

{HOOK} x2

99knights - Wrong place, Wrong time

drops on all platforms - friday 13th june 💫

produced by: @prodjolst
featuring: @ripskele

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it 

[skele]
i pray that someone take me home 
im not seeing right 
im mixing pills into my drink
so i can sleep tonight 
god i know u make me sore 
i don’t need reminded 
fucking kicking down that door
didn’t try to hide it
pouring up this drank 
into my cup gon make it worse 
i can’t even speak 
fuck up this check 
so it don’t hurt
put this metal to my brain 
go afk 
i’m making sure
hope i forget about ur face 
i pop this k 
like its a cure

and i know i look high im jus tired 
she weren’t the one she was lyin 
i jus poured up a 4 of the pinewood 
i jus switched up the plug now i’m flyin 
i pop a 10 n get violent 
i don’t fuck w opps or the sirens 
talk 2 me nice or be quiet 
u ain’t on this smoke ion buy it 
no i don’t buy it

tired w/ skele (jolst)

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